Cortisolminimising and putting life on easy mode

[yngcobain]

I am 15 and have started my first year of high school in August. Obviously all that high school stuff caught up to me. You know, wanting to have a girlfriend, be respected etc etc. While I can and already do work on the second, I realised that pursuing the first literally only increases my cortisol levels and that’s it. Realistically speaking, I can’t really do shit like parties or moving completely freely cus dawg I’m 15 after all. All I do is just studying, going out sometimes, having a stable gym routine and all this typa stuff. Adding on to this, I can’t even really hide this or pretend to be more independent or sum because that’ll js result in me breaking the character along the way. + all the guys that have what looks like a fun hs experience are 1-2 years older than me so the subconscious comparison that my brain draws to make me work twice as hard because I’m supposedly lacking in something is just counterintuitive and doesn’t really help except raising my cortisol and making me focused on one thing which is some weirdass type of self-improvement. Not the one where you take care of yourself or even hardmaxx but some deadass mental torture.

Realising all of this an hour ago made me kinda look differently at my life. Overall, I don’t think I waste my time by not being as social as some people are. Even though I sometimes hate my school it still in the long run gives me great perspectives and that’s lowkey one of the only things that matter.

I got inspired by some of the goatis clips, especially the one where he says that your past is no longer here and future is a product of your imagination therefore things concerning these two are just in your head and do not exist in real life.

 

[accinr]

mirin vocab youre smart

 

[yngcobain]

mirin vocab youre smart

I think I sound smarter than I am

 

[Ozchyn]

mirin vocab youre smart

what is mirin? daddymommy?

 

[yngcobain]

what is mirin? daddymommy?

Admiring

 

[Ozchyn]

Admiring

ty ✓

 

[estonianslayerr]

Really nice man, I have been really cortisolmaxxed since starting High School.

I like the quote that the reality is a false thing cuz I always overthink, props to you bro!

 

[accinr]

I think I sound smarter than I am

the average 15 year old has the attention span of a gold fish tbh and cant even comprehend writing this

 

[yngcobain]

Really nice man, I have been really cortisolmaxxed since starting High School.

I like the quote that the reality is a false thing cuz I always overthink, props to you bro!

All love; trying to keep this forum personal as it should be

 

[yngcobain]

the average 15 year old has the attention span of a gold fish tbh and cant even comprehend writing this

I think it depends on the country. I live in Sweden and I’d say that most guys around me are pretty intelligent. Maybe the type of school you go to also plays a role, because currently I attend an international one with quite vigorous standards

 

[_𝐆𝐫𝐢𝐟𝐟𝐢𝐭𝐡_]

love goatis im the same age all i can do is go outside and walk in nature. i live in the us so most things are unavailable to you unless you have a car. but i wouldn't go anywhere anyway, the only thing you can do is eat goyslop mcdonalds or walk around the center. it sucks but at least i get a little bit of peace and quiet.