Couldn’t care less about women

[Deleted member 19442]

My mind is so fucked from years of pure rot and porn that I can’t even see the point of getting one. IMO a woman is meant to be an accessory to your life as is friendships and gymcelling/looksmaxxing. My core as a person is entirely hollow; all that goes on in my head is posting bullshit on looksmax. As a person I’m just a walking consequence of procrastination, my whole life is just I forgor

And also I feel as if women are something you need when you’re pure. Best age to get married (or your first relationship) is probably 15-18 as a male. Past that point you risk becoming mindfucked from endless rotting, porn, jadedness, apathy from constant rejection or heartbreak etc. Or you just end up as someone 20 something established decent guy who’s incapable of handling a women’s bs or knowing what they want (beta male)

I guess a woman is worth it if she’s supportive and loving but even then I would want to love myself first. Which isn’t happening anytime soon considering how I brutally fuck up and basically flake out of every milestone in life

 

[imabetanumale]

My mind is so fucked from years of pure rot and porn that I can’t even see the point of getting one. IMO a woman is meant to be an accessory to your life as is friendships and gymcelling/looksmaxxing. My core as a person is entirely hollow; all that goes on in my head is posting bullshit on looksmax. As a person I’m just a walking consequence of procrastination, my whole life is just I forgor

And also I feel as if women are something you need when you’re pure. Best age to get married (or your first relationship) is probably 15-18 as a male. Past that point you risk becoming mindfucked from endless rotting, porn, jadedness, apathy from constant rejection or heartbreak etc. Or you just end up as someone 20 something established decent guy who’s incapable of handling a women’s bs or knowing what they want (beta male)

I’ll get married someday though

do you have an advice for teenagers like me?

 

[Deleted member 19582]

My mind is so fucked from years of pure rot and porn that I can’t even see the point of getting one. IMO a woman is meant to be an accessory to your life as is friendships and gymcelling/looksmaxxing. My core as a person is entirely hollow; all that goes on in my head is posting bullshit on looksmax. As a person I’m just a walking consequence of procrastination, my whole life is just I forgor

And also I feel as if women are something you need when you’re pure. Best age to get married (or your first relationship) is probably 15-18 as a male. Past that point you risk becoming mindfucked from endless rotting, porn, jadedness, apathy from constant rejection or heartbreak etc. Or you just end up as someone 20 something established decent guy who’s incapable of handling a women’s bs or knowing what they want (beta male)

I’ll get married someday though

I'm trying to save myself (not go crazy on porn and drugs) to when AI is finally advanced enough for me finally have the perfect companion...

Imagine we finally have that, but I'm so degenerated and lost that I make her do some very fucked up paraphilias...

That's why I try to be stoic, the reason I study and work, I have this hope...

 

[Deleted member 19582]

After reading so much blackpill theory, LTR with a real woman does not sound that good anymore...

 

[ranierean]

Gay nigger longing for plantation master cock

 

[Deleted member 19442]

I'm trying to save myself (not go crazy on porn and drugs) to when AI is finally advanced enough for me finally have the perfect companion...

Imagine we finally have that, but I'm so degenerated and lost that I make her do some very fucked up paraphilias

I used to fantasise about doing all kinds of hot breeding positions, roleplay, spanking, fondling etc with my future wife a few years back but now I don’t even care. I think getting into netorase (not NTR) hentai fucked me up, that was like the final fetish that did my sexual urges in. Scat hentai wasn’t even as bad. Or maybe it’s depression. Or just built up desensitisation

After reading so much blackpill theory, LTR with a real woman does not sound that good anymore...

That’s the issue, blackpill just rots your brain on another level… Your identity becomes ‘subhuman’ nothing else. And also something happens around 19-20 where you just get disappointed in yourself.

 

[imabetanumale]

do you have an advice for teenagers like me?

????

 

[imabetanumale]

 

[Deleted member 19442]

????

Realise you’re an adult who’s fully capable of doing adult things. Go volunteer or do one of those school camping things. Go backpacking start an actual interest with the intention of gitting gud etc etc.

Also forget about low self esteem. Have high self esteem you’re young so you have POTENTIAL

I was low self esteem as a teenager WHAT WAS I THINKING JFL

 

[Deleted member 19582]

I used to fantasise about doing all kinds of hot breeding positions, roleplay, spanking, fondling etc a few years back but now I don’t even care. I think getting into netorase (not NTR) hentai fucked me up, that was like the final fetish that did my sexual urges in. Scat hentai wasn’t even as bad. Or maybe it’s depression

Yeah, you definetly sound someone who need therapy, the moment you see pornography that makes you feel bad, you should stop that shit immediatly (unfortunetly, I don't know any english therapists who are blackpilled, I know one in portuguese tho).

That’s the issue, blackpill just rots your brain on another level… Your identity becomes ‘subhuman’ nothing else. And also something happens around 19-20 where you just get disappointed in yourself.

I think I'm in the acception phase after so many years in the manosphere, I just want make enough money to pay for my bills and have geographical and economical freedom (see this thread I made talking about money: https://looksmax.org/threads/money-...ns-best-friend-a-detailed-explanation.839015/) to someday have contact with my AI as I said... It's very important to me now to not let myself be corrupted and degenerated, because I have faith, that someday it will be worth it.

Maybe finally I'll have that home in the countryside, me and my wife, just we both loving each other, only green forests and birds around me... Away from all the bullshit, feminism, media and etc...

I thought they've stolen my dream, but when a door closes, a window opens.

There's no hope to save the macro, but I'll save myself and try to save some other men if I can tbh, not forcing them to "wake up" ofc... You probably know that: those who wake from the Matrix and find our content, do it by themselves, the student find his master when he's ready and in the right time.

 

[Deleted member 19442]

Yeah, you definetly sound someone who need therapy, the moment you see pornography that makes you feel bad, you should stop that shit immediatly (unfortunetly, I don't know any english therapists who are blackpilled, I know one in portuguese tho).

I think I'm in the acception phase after so many years in the manosphere, I just want make enough money to pay for my bills and have geographical and economical freedom (see this thread I made talking about money: https://looksmax.org/threads/money-...ns-best-friend-a-detailed-explanation.839015/) to someday have contact with my AI as I said... It's very important to me now to not let myself be corrupted and degenerated, because I have faith, that someday it will be worth it.

Maybe finally I'll have that home in the countryside, me and my wife, just we both loving each other, only green forests and birds around me... Away from all the bullshit, feminism, media and etc...

I thought they've stolen my dream, but when a door closes, a window opens.

There's no hope to save the macro, but I'll save myself and try to save some other men if I can tbh, not forcing them to "wake up" ofc... You probably know that: those who wake from the Matrix and find our content, do it by themselves, the student find his master when he's ready and in the right time.

Cuck porn doesn’t make me feel bad, I think it’s part of my nature to be a cuck. The concept of accepting a disloyal wife is inherently arousing, I think being a beta irl and wasting so much time reading stories about cheating wives and forgiving them fucked me up. The sheer degeneracy is just hot af

The concept of hoejabis gets me off as well. I think it’s just a weird corruption/immorality fetish

 

[Deleted member 40986]

My mind is so fucked from years of pure rot and porn that I can’t even see the point of getting one. IMO a woman is meant to be an accessory to your life as is friendships and gymcelling/looksmaxxing. My core as a person is entirely hollow; all that goes on in my head is posting bullshit on looksmax. As a person I’m just a walking consequence of procrastination, my whole life is just I forgor

And also I feel as if women are something you need when you’re pure. Best age to get married (or your first relationship) is probably 15-18 as a male. Past that point you risk becoming mindfucked from endless rotting, porn, jadedness, apathy from constant rejection or heartbreak etc. Or you just end up as someone 20 something established decent guy who’s incapable of handling a women’s bs or knowing what they want (beta male)

I guess a woman is worth it if she’s supportive and loving but even then I would want to love myself first. Which isn’t happening anytime soon considering how I brutally fuck up and basically flake out of every milestone in life

Just go outside brahh!1! Brain rot will b gone and you no longer will be autist