darodiddler
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i wake up sometimes with no motive in this world dont even want to eat or talk its really worse for me cuz im really selfaware and that crashed e2 makes it 100x worse
Since im an an ethnic manlet ltn, going outside is one big humiulation ritual to me being 5"7 and ugly is worse than anything ever i blame it all on my parrents never took me to the doctor again untill this year i got diagnosed with ghd so late its over now taking ai secreatly
and the other day i crashed out on my parrents for that and idk which one was them called my skin ugly? or my self idk then i lashed out on them blaming all of it on them making me ugly and short
just listning to dsbm non stop and sleeping and rotting at the gym counter there and come just sleeping not even eating any more
seing my reflection hurts me
and another sepreate time just for my mom because she didnt take me back to the doctor i went at 12 and didnt get me the treatment that i got prescried stupid bitch
and right now my mind just shows playbacks of the worst things ever making me more depressed
and im immune to cope now i know its over and theres no looksmaxing and i realized its all cope its just genetics
if god exiests he should be raped HES A FUCKING SADDIST HE ENJOYS TORTURIng ETHNIC MANLETS LIKE ME
Since im an an ethnic manlet ltn, going outside is one big humiulation ritual to me being 5"7 and ugly is worse than anything ever i blame it all on my parrents never took me to the doctor again untill this year i got diagnosed with ghd so late its over now taking ai secreatly
and the other day i crashed out on my parrents for that and idk which one was them called my skin ugly? or my self idk then i lashed out on them blaming all of it on them making me ugly and short
just listning to dsbm non stop and sleeping and rotting at the gym counter there and come just sleeping not even eating any more
seing my reflection hurts me
and another sepreate time just for my mom because she didnt take me back to the doctor i went at 12 and didnt get me the treatment that i got prescried stupid bitch
and right now my mind just shows playbacks of the worst things ever making me more depressed
and im immune to cope now i know its over and theres no looksmaxing and i realized its all cope its just genetics
if god exiests he should be raped HES A FUCKING SADDIST HE ENJOYS TORTURIng ETHNIC MANLETS LIKE ME
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