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Nah bro you'll never understand just how horrifying that feeling is until you genuinely hallucinate something that didn't happen, it makes you want to start crying
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Tell me if I got it, to be honest: it’s like not only were you rejected by society and humiliated all your life, but now you’re aware and conscious that you are also crazy, and you feel betrayed even by God, or Consciousness, or the Universe, whoever created you.
You feel like you’re not loved even by the Most High. He has made even ugly people healthy, but you are just “unloved and insane.” You have no place in this existence. You can’t help but surrender to whatever this joke of a life u have and cry.
Is that how it feels, all at once? tbh, ngl, tbqh
