crazy how downhill shit can go

[dipenhydramine]

i remember a few months ago

fuck yeah this the worst its gonna get

now im nodding in and out daily and wondering if shit is actually happening

im a fucking retard and i did this to myself

i deserve it all ig

maybe if i get far in enough i will go into psychosis

then i can slit my wrists as deep as i want

either way living is pointless atp

Ive fried my brain too far at 16

i have no future ahead of me