Crazy story from a psych ward (I may have molested someone)

[ascendingalways]

There was this girl who was super annoying and I hated her but she was super social and I had to just grin and bear her deplorable personality. She was doing trust falls and as she fell I kind of stepped to the side because I thought she was just going to stop midway like she did with everyone else but she actually completely went for it so I had to actually catch her. As she fell I gripped too high and grabbed a handful of tit. Felt so good ngl. I apologized but she laughed and said she didn't care.

That same girl actually was playing with some other girl and was laughing so hard she accidentally pantsed her. Like half the people were there cuz it was the cafeteria and I was really close watching It happen. Dude when I tell you she pulled down her PANTIES too. I was shocked and felt euphoric the rest of the day.

 

[ascendingalways]

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[afroheadluke]

what is the psych ward like people-wise

 

[ascendingalways]

what is the psych ward like people-wise

I guess you can imagine that the vast majority are just degenerate brightly hair colored foids loaded on birth control and SSRIs. I had a few conversation with girls my age (I'm 15) and most of them had body counts close to 20. Two of them had body counts of over 50. I was genuinely disgusted but what can you do.

There were a lot of cat fights for no reason at all.

Reminds me a lot of this song



A small portion were just antisocial people in need of actual help such as myself and it's sad to see how the system has failed them this hard. They force us to take SSRIs and benzos, lock us in a room all day and when we show any bad reaction to this they tranquilize us. Had some good conversation with a few of them and really learned a lot about myself.

There were also a lot of tranny's lol

 

[afroheadluke]

I guess you can imagine that the vast majority are just degenerate brightly hair colored foids loaded on birth control and SSRIs. I had a few conversation with girls my age (I'm 15) and most of them had body counts close to 20. Two of them had body counts of over 50. I was genuinely disgusted but what can you do.

There were a lot of cat fights for no reason at all.

Reminds me a lot of this song



A small portion were just antisocial people in need of actual help such as myself and it's sad to see how the system has failed them this hard. They force us to take SSRIs and benzos, lock us in a room all day and when we show any bad reaction to this they tranquilize us. Had some good conversation with a few of them and really learned a lot about myself.

There were also a lot of tranny's lol

then i dont fit in at all this place is for actual crazed people xD
are they good at manipulating yall

 

[ascendingalways]

then i dont fit in at all this place is for actual crazed people xD
are they good at manipulating yall

The women?

Not really but that's just because I'm pretty familiar with the mind games women tend to play and you can't manipulate someone who deep down despises you lmao

 

[afroheadluke]

The women?

Not really but that's just because I'm pretty familiar with the mind games women tend to play and you can't manipulate someone who deep down despises you lmao

the staff i meant

 

[ascendingalways]

the staff i meant

Ohh. Not really they were basically powerless except for having the ability to tranquilize people if things got out of hand or administer punishments. A lot of the staff were crazies too.

I fucking despised a lot of them.

 

[Just Blast]

you weren’t separated from the girls

 

[afroheadluke]

Ohh. Not really they were basically powerless except for having the ability to tranquilize people if things got out of hand or administer punishments. A lot of the staff were crazies too.

I fucking despised a lot of them.

did you get hit on by the girls
im just wondering if this is some sexy stuff ill pay my bills later tell me more about this

 

[ascendingalways]

did you get hit on by the girls
im just wondering if this is some sexy stuff ill pay my bills later tell me more about this

Not trying to sound like I'm arrogant or trying to flex on anyone, but the place I stayed at was for longer term patients. When I came in there were only a couple boys and they were both genuine genetic defects (probably why they were in there in the first place).

Obviously, being introduced to a new guy after a couple months of seeing next to none made a lot of girls excited and when I came in apparently a lot of the girls there thought I was very attractive. I had just come out of a really bad situation and obviously didn't want to pursue the demographic most common in there so I kept to myself and didn't talk to anyone for the first 3 weeks just mentally readjusting.

A lot of them tried talking to me (more attention than I've ever received in my life) and some tried actively pursuing me but I made it very clear I wanted nothing to do with them and they stopped.

 

[afroheadluke]

Not trying to sound like I'm arrogant or trying to flex on anyone, but the place I stayed at was for longer term patients. When I came in there were only a couple boys and they were both genuine genetic defects (probably why they were in there in the first place).

Obviously, being introduced to a new guy after a couple months of seeing next to none made a lot of girls excited and when I came in apparently a lot of the girls there thought I was very attractive. I had just come out of a really bad situation and obviously didn't want to pursue the demographic most common in there so I kept to myself and didn't talk to anyone for the first 3 weeks just mentally readjusting.

A lot of them tried talking to me (more attention than I've ever received in my life) and some tried actively pursuing me but I made it very clear I wanted nothing to do with them and they stopped.

why did you get sent there if you can say

 

[nsk4ll]

You should've been gone knowing how I made you feel
And I should've been gone after all your words of steel.
Oh
I must've been a dreamer
and I must've been someone else
And we should've been over.
Oh
Sherrie
our love holds on
holds on.
Oh
Sherrie
our love holds on
holds on.
But I want to let go youll go on hurtin' me
You'd be better off alone if I'm not who you thought I'd be.
But you know that there's a fever
oh
that you'll never find nowhere else

 

[ascendingalways]

why did you get sent there if you can say

I was at a terrible time in my life. I was chronically iII (I had severe limes disease) and every month it seemed like a friend of mine wound up dead. I cut people off and stopped going to school, or really going outside and the only time I would see fresh air is when I was buying stuff off my plug. My parents were also extremely abusive and had multiple genetic personality disorders (which I would soon learn) that were passed on to me. I would abuse drugs taking anything I could get my hands on. I lived like this for months and months and when I overdosed and my little brother found me passed out, my parents realized how much of a liability I was they sent me away for like 6 months.

I'm living with my cousin now and in a much better place mentally, but everyday is still a struggle and I have thoughts I really want out of my head. It's a shame that some things can't be fixed and I'll have to go on living like this I assume for the rest of my life but it's still a blessing to be amongst all of you.

Sometimes I feel like the world is such an insanely dark and horrifying place, but other times I feel like being alive is the greatest gift I could ever ask for.

 

[ascendingalways]

You should've been gone knowing how I made you feel
And I should've been gone after all your words of steel.
Oh
I must've been a dreamer
and I must've been someone else
And we should've been over.
Oh
Sherrie
our love holds on
holds on.
Oh
Sherrie
our love holds on
holds on.
But I want to let go youll go on hurtin' me
You'd be better off alone if I'm not who you thought I'd be.
But you know that there's a fever
oh
that you'll never find nowhere else

 

[nsk4ll]

 

[nsk4ll]

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huh why didnt my image show up

 

[afroheadluke]

I was at a terrible time in my life. I was chronically iII (I had severe limes disease) and every month it seemed like a friend of mine wound up dead. I cut people off and stopped going to school, or really going outside and the only time I would see fresh air is when I was buying stuff off my plug. My parents were also extremely abusive and had multiple genetic personality disorders (which I would soon learn) that were passed on to me. I would abuse drugs taking anything I could get my hands on. I lived like this for months and months and when I overdosed and my little brother found me passed out, my parents realized how much of a liability I was they sent me away for like 6 months.

I'm living with my cousin now and in a much better place mentally, but everyday is still a struggle and I have thoughts I really want out of my head. It's a shame that some things can't be fixed and I'll have to go on living like this I assume for the rest of my life but it's still a blessing to be amongst all of you.

Sometimes I feel like the world is such an insanely dark and horrifying place, but other times I feel like being alive is the greatest gift I could ever ask for.

childhood doesnt define adulthood just know that if you didnt already

 

[ascendingalways]

childhood doesnt define adulthood just know that if you didnt already

The way you were raised totally effects your future personality traits, though. Not only that, but I have multiple diagnoses that already make day to day life hard. That just means I may struggle in the future but I was blessed with my looks and height and once I get my life together I hope I'll start succeeding and making up for all the lost experiences.

I'm confident life will get better but whenever I feel like this I usually wind up back where I started.

 

[afroheadluke]

The way you were raised totally effects your future personality traits, though. Not only that, but I have multiple diagnoses that already make day to day life hard. That just means I may struggle in the future but I was blessed with my looks and height and once I get my life together I hope I'll start succeeding and making up for all the lost experiences.

I'm confident life will get better but whenever I feel like this I usually wind up back where I started.

ive seen people use it as motivation

 

[ascendingalways]

ive seen people use it as motivation

That's what I'm trying to do. All I can do is improve myself and in the end I know I'll be a stronger person than I would've been otherwise.