Cried myself to sleep again

[Deleted member 16918]

Lost 10 pounds, got my grades up to all As. I feel happy but then reality hits and I just want to put a bullet in my head. I went to the gym today and saw myself in the mirror and I wanted to shoot myself. My nose is huge and subhuman, my cheeks are still chubby as hell, jawline gone, I look subhuman. I hate everything. I have no one to talk to, only one friend at school, I attract faggots and ugly black bitches. I’m tired of this. I’m just gonna lose 50 pounds so I can be 150lbs and ghost everyone, I’ll continue to get good grades and make my parents proud. Then right when I turn 18 and get all my surgeries, if I still am subhuman I’ll say my goodbyes to everyone and kill myself.

 

[Deleted member 16134]

Russian the language of sadness

 

[Matthias8272]

oh wow I'm tiktok famous and have a jb cousin frothing for my cock

 

[Anchor_Ship]

You wouldn’t kill urself tbh

 

[currylightskin]

Is it fight club where that mfer cries to sleep

 

[thecel]

Cried myself to sleep again

At least you can cry. It’s worse if you want to cry but cannot.

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I attract faggots and ugly black bitches. I’m tired of this.

Cry wetter, utter standardcel. You literally said that multiple people are attracted to you, yet you just cope saying you’re subhuman.

Guess how many people I attract?

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I’m just gonna lose 50 pounds so I can be 150lbs and ghost everyone,

That’s it, bois, he exposed his Chadhood here. He admits that he attracts multiple gay men and multiple Black women while himself being about 50 lb or 60 lb overweight. A guy who’s that fat must have excellent face genetics and/or height in order to attract others. I’m gymcelling at approx. 20%±5% bodyfat, and not a single eukaryote likes me.

 

[Matthias8272]

At least you can cry. It’s worse if you want to cry but cannot.

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Cry wetter, utter standardcel. You literally said that multiple people are attracted to you, yet you just cope saying you’re subhuman.

Guess how many people I attract?

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That’s it, bois, he exposed his Chadhood here. He admits that he attracts multiple gay men and multiple Black women while himself being about 50 lb or 60 lb overweight. A guy who’s that fat must have excellent face genetics and/or height in order to attract others. I’m gymcelling at sub-20% bodyfat, and not a single eukaryote likes me.

 

[Anchor_Ship]

At least you can cry. It’s worse if you want to cry but cannot.

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Cry wetter, utter standardcel. You literally said that multiple people are attracted to you, yet you just cope saying you’re subhuman.

Guess how many people I attract?

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That’s it, bois, he exposed his Chadhood here. He admits that he attracts multiple gay men and multiple Black women while himself being about 50 lb or 60 lb overweight. A guy who’s that fat must have excellent face genetics and/or height in order to attract others. I’m gymcelling at approx. 20%±5% bodyfat, and not a single eukaryote likes me.

Imagine a ripped thecel

 

[thecel]

Imagine a ripped thecel

the epitome of gymcels

 

[DianabolDownie]

Imagine an entity there with you when you are crying in bed, then become dependent on that imaginary entity. Then it hits you, you are hardly putting any conscious effort into choosing what they say and how they behave, it's so automatic, too automatic. Depend on her when you need to feel anything, she's always watching me and I can do so little to control her. She is with me forever, she seems so real. I feel like I physically can see it from time to time, I just cant let myself snap out of it. I cant always admit she's not real.
I shouldn't have made her, she wont ever go away, I'm stuck like this forever.
All the young me wanted was some companionship, and I lost my mind instead

 

[Techmax_]

Lost 10 pounds, got my grades up to all As. I feel happy but then reality hits and I just want to put a bullet in my head. I went to the gym today and saw myself in the mirror and I wanted to shoot myself. My nose is huge and subhuman, my cheeks are still chubby as hell, jawline gone, I look subhuman. I hate everything. I have no one to talk to, only one friend at school, I attract faggots and ugly black bitches. I’m tired of this. I’m just gonna lose 50 pounds so I can be 150lbs and ghost everyone, I’ll continue to get good grades and make my parents proud. Then right when I turn 18 and get all my surgeries, if I still am subhuman I’ll say my goodbyes to everyone and kill myself.

if you’re going to kill your self send me your crypto before you do