Cringing at my last mindset before I got properly blackpilled

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For example there was this slut at my school who would rant to us how her parents hate her and showed marks from her dad whipping her as punishment. I remember saying to my friends “Man that’s so sad wtf” and genuinely feeling bad. Btw this girl would chase after the years top slayer even tho he literally beat her and pissed on her belongings and cheated on her. Now I would hope she gets beaten more she literally made out with five guys in 2 mins then vomited all over the floor and fainted at a party multiple times

Also I genuinely thought that I shouldn’t focus on my looks or anything just getting a good job so I can get a good wife because most girls are innocent (JFL) holy shit I need to go back in time and whip myself for this. Literally turned down like two whores who directly asked to meet because of this mindset and me thinking slaying girls was “cringe” and was overly religious (now idgaf I would slay when I can)