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I tried everything. I went to the gym and built a very good phisique. No result because 2psl face.
I did bimax but i am stilll recessed, just fucking brutal and went to 3psl. i spend all my saving that i gain by work 5 to 9 while studing at university while seeing chad fuck but still hoping that things will change after surgery. Now i am tired i just accept that the problem was at the very beginning. Surgery gym everything is useless if u are a boneless truecel. Fuck this life. I truly lost all hope. Being ugly is the most brutal thing one can experience.

I am alone and always have been. Even during my graduation i didnt have anyone, guys that graduated with me were having fun with girls while i was saving. For what? Just fucking lol at me thinking something would have changed.This year is my last year at university. Then i will do a job that requires 24/7 to numb myself.

Seriously fuck this life even after surgery gym everything i still repel women.
 
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I tried everything. I went to the gym and built a very good phisique. No result becouse 2psl face. I did surgery stil recessed and went to 3psl. Now i am tired i just accept that the problem was at the very beginning. Surgery gym everything is useless if u are a boneless truecel. Fuck this life. I truly lost all hope. Being ugly is the most brutal thing one can experience.
Sorry dude.
Height?
 
are you italian hence the nick?

how can you be boneless if you got surgery?
 
are you italian hence the nick?

how can you be boneless if you got surgery?
Probably not enough movement and before i was truecel face tier. Now subhuman and still recessed. I give up i just dont care anymore.
 
Being depressed for cucks
 
I tried everything. I went to the gym and built a very good phisique. No result because 2psl face.
I did bimax but i am stilll recessed, just fucking brutal and went to 3psl. i spend all my saving that i gain by work 5 to 9 while studing at university while seeing chad fuck but still hoping that things will change after surgery. Now i am tired i just accept that the problem was at the very beginning. Surgery gym everything is useless if u are a boneless truecel. Fuck this life. I truly lost all hope. Being ugly is the most brutal thing one can experience.

I am alone and always have been. Even during my graduation i didnt have anyone, guys that graduated with me were having fun with girls while i was saving. For what? Just fucking lol at me thinking something would have changed.This year is my last year at university. Then i will do a job that requires 24/7 to numb myself.

Seriously fuck this life even after surgery gym everything i still repel women.
Have you tried the other softmaxxing things like chewing very hard food, tongue chewing, chin tucks and hard mewing, NECK training, etc
 
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@TRUE_CEL move this too off topic
 
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Have you tried the other softmaxxing things like chewing very hard food, tongue chewing, chin tucks and hard mewing, NECK training, etc
shut the fuck up
 
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Have you tried the other softmaxxing things like chewing very hard food, tongue chewing, chin tucks and hard mewing, NECK training, etc
I literally went to have my bones broken and still i am recessed and sub5 and u think these things will make a difference? Lol i stopped coping some time ago

And I am also 5'9 and taking finasteride since 18 for my balding genes lol fuck this life. I hope at least to not bald if I continue taking finasteride because that will be the cherry on top of the shit
 
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I literally went to have my bones broken and still i am recessed and sub5 and u think these things will make a difference? Lol i stopped coping some time ago

And I am also 5'9 and taking finasteride since 18 for my balding genes lol fuck this life. I hope at least to not bald if I continue taking finasteride because that will be the cherry on top of the shit
Hope you ascend Vro
 
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I literally went to have my bones broken and still i am recessed and sub5 and u think these things will make a difference? Lol i stopped coping some time ago

And I am also 5'9 and taking finasteride since 18 for my balding genes lol fuck this life. I hope at least to not bald if I continue taking finasteride because that will be the cherry on top of the shit
But you’re still good looking there are people who have looked worse but still ascended
 
Hope you ascend Vro
Surgeon did a good job it was my terrible base . I cant that is the point. I cant do anything. Bimax didnt work still recessed, gym wont do anything already tried. I gave up. But is fucking brutal not being able to change anything.
 
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I tried everything. I went to the gym and built a very good phisique. No result because 2psl face.
I did bimax but i am stilll recessed, just fucking brutal and went to 3psl. i spend all my saving that i gain by work 5 to 9 while studing at university while seeing chad fuck but still hoping that things will change after surgery. Now i am tired i just accept that the problem was at the very beginning. Surgery gym everything is useless if u are a boneless truecel. Fuck this life. I truly lost all hope. Being ugly is the most brutal thing one can experience.

I am alone and always have been. Even during my graduation i didnt have anyone, guys that graduated with me were having fun with girls while i was saving. For what? Just fucking lol at me thinking something would have changed.This year is my last year at university. Then i will do a job that requires 24/7 to numb myself.

Seriously fuck this life even after surgery gym everything i still repel women.
BiMax often makes people appear more boneless because it destroys ogee curve by stretching soft tissue. Revision BiMax and implants, then soft tissue work if needed would ascend you and most people
 
But you’re still good looking there are people who have looked worse but still ascended
I am still getting rejected by 4/10 and i just accepted it.
 
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whats ur age
 
BiMax often makes people appear more boneless because it destroys ogee curve by stretching soft tissue. Revision BiMax and implants, then soft tissue work if needed would ascend you and most people
No more money
 
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Revision bimax will cost me 20k i dont have a single dollar right now, already spent already everything on surgeries that didnt do anything. 1 year to graduate in university and I will make 1500 euro monthly that is salary in my country. Take taxes and Livingstone expenses that will mean another 2 years and I will be 27/28 and revision could still go wrong like the first one so what?
Pick a surgeon who will produce satisfactory results. Not all BiMaxes are for aesthetic purpose, some are purely functional. Who was your surgeon, anyway?
 
Saw your pics, you mog 70% of people here
 
Pick a surgeon who will produce satisfactory results. Not all BiMaxes are for aesthetic purpose, some are purely functional. Who was your surgeon, anyway?
The surgeon was good i really think that he did a good job except for chin, problem is my shitty base. I can do another genio and jaw implant but I will remain in 5 territory. And it is not enough nowadays.
 
You have three options:
1) Do more surgeries, implants ect and hope for greater psl increases.
2) Roid and become an ogre (RTT)
3) Forget about dating and looks, make some money and go focus on other aspects of life. Perhaps solo travelling ect.
 
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You have three options:
1) Do more surgeries, implants ect and hope for greater psl increases.
2) Roid and become an ogre (RTT)
3) Forget about dating and looks, make some money and go focus on other aspects of life. Perhaps solo travelling ect.
Looked at your face, you don't look nearly bad enough to give up tbh. You should be able to find someone to date. Obviously you won't slay but having a good LTR is enough
 
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The surgeon was good i really think that he did a good job except for chin, problem is my shitty base. I can do another genio and jaw implant but I will remain in 5 territory. And it is not enough nowadays.
What’s so bad about your base? Unless you have some subhuman skull shape, bad PFL (still can work in some cases) most problems are remediated/fixed by various surgeries. Shitty eye area? Infraorbital+supraorbital implants, lower lid retraction. Boneless? Brow ridge, zygo+malar and jaw implants. Recessed? BiMax.

Obviously this would cost money you say you don’t have, but it’s probably not over like you say it is.

I just looked at your face as well. It’s nowhere close to over for you, you’re not 2 PSL. I’d rate you high MTN
 
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Have you tried roiding and growing a huge beard to cover your face and getting tattoos?
 
You have three options:
1) Do more surgeries, implants ect and hope for greater psl increases.
2) Roid and become an ogre (RTT)
3) Forget about dating and looks, make some money and go focus on other aspects of life. Perhaps solo travelling ect.
1) only road i can try but it will be still pointless
2) not possible with my genetic hair problems
3) I am unable to enjoy everything ,i saw too much blackpill in real life. I cnat apprecciate the nature if I am a balding recessed 5'9 dude . It is just impossible

4) work 24/7 to numb myself
 
1) only road i can try but it will be still pointless
2) not possible with my genetic hair problems
3) I am unable to enjoy everything ,i saw too much blackpill in real life. I cnat apprecciate the nature if I am a balding recessed 5'9 dude . It is just impossible

4) work 24/7 to numb myself
Fin and RU should protect you against test, sarms and test derivatives.
 
Looked at your face, you don't look nearly bad enough to give up tbh. You should be able to find someone to date. Obviously you won't slay but having a good LTR is enough
I already tried. Post bimax i am getting rejected by 4/10 irl , and I was not even an outcast i had some friends because I was capable of hiding my depression but now i cant cope anymore.
 
Fin and RU should protect you against test, sarms and test derivatives.
one of my relatives tried that route and now is nw5 with finasteride. Dont want that.
It will remain only surgeries but I dont have money anymore. And continue to eat shit and see beautiful people have gf is too much. While they had fun i was studing and working shifts to pay my surgeries and I am still here.
Now to have more money i have to make more money 2 3 years minimum.
 
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