cutecel curse(vent)

[blynst]

You all don't know how its feel to be misjudges as a male..when i was a kid i tend to have a feminine faces and voices that sound like 12 year old females on puberty,my faces and my beautiful voices hypnotizes the old male that'll tried to rape me.


back when i was 9 i got sexually harassed at karate dojo,where my sensei would come up to me and grab my ass..eventually he come up to me and drag me..i did not lose my virginity but the wound and scar is still there..i can still feels my mouth getting violated..


the ages 13 start somehow more worse,my face actually looks like feminine boy and shit i tried everything to fix my looks..somehow its still didn't work.


now my ages is 16,i didn't get misgendered since puberty did save me,but now im thinking my life choice,what went wrong,and how did i even get here,my mental is fucked up to the point i start to self harm,i didn't get therapy since my family couldn't afford that,the scars is still there..i still remember getting violated at such a young ages..

may this thing never happened to you all,God bless you.
Amen

-Blysnt
23 June 2025

 

[vincentzygo]

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[ebbonezz]

There are inconveniences that we can change and others that we cannot, try to solve what you can, and as for the rest it was never your fault, just think calmly and realize that things happen and sometimes we are born to be fucked. Don't blame yourself

 

[ikramy]

You all don't know how its feel to be misjudges as a male..when i was a kid i tend to have a feminine faces and voices that sound like 12 year old females on puberty,my faces and my beautiful voices hypnotizes the old male that'll tried to rape me.


back when i was 9 i got sexually harassed at karate dojo,where my sensei would come up to me and grab my ass..eventually he come up to me and drag me..i did not lose my virginity but the wound and scar is still there..i can still feels my mouth getting violated..


the ages 13 start somehow more worse,my face actually looks like feminine boy and shit i tried everything to fix my looks..somehow its still didn't work.


now my ages is 16,i didn't get misgendered since puberty did save me,but now im thinking my life choice,what went wrong,and how did i even get here,my mental is fucked up to the point i start to self harm,i didn't get therapy since my family couldn't afford that,the scars is still there..i still remember getting violated at such a young ages..

may this thing never happened to you all,God bless you.
Amen

-Blysnt
23 June 2025

Get jacked asf that’s what helped me I was a cutecel too but never got touched tho, at 16 I started going to the gym until 18 this will balance things up a lil

 

[ikramy]

I used to get bullied by almost everyone for looking kinda feminine and skinny through middle school every time I thought about skipping the gym I’d remember this