Whiteboard7
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I always always mess up at everything I do, I parade around in life with this big ego and grandiose idea of myself when I'm just a fucken loser deep down, just another speck of sand on this beach that I can life. I life to think I'm different but I'm just ordinary. I will never have anything special to call my own I always have to deal with other peoples problems when I just want to escape and live a different life from the current one I'm living now. If I try to talk to a therapist about this it won't help at all, I'll just get thrown into a psych Ward. Too much stress from school and life in general I just can't take this shit anymore will the pain every stop, can't I just have one fucken day off where I don't have to do shit and I can actually have fun for once instead of studying and doing shit for other people. I've fallen off in every aspect my looks, intelligence, hobbies, just everything. I don't think anything I do will ever be enough I just want this pain to end soon, hopefully it will...
