dark times

[luuk]

• found out girl i liked is a whore and shagged my friend
• drunkposting weird shit on org
• accidentally sent foid i used to talk to weird tiktok because of shitty engagement buttons placed inconveniently and panic deleted the account (FUCK YOU TIKTOK)
• 0 sleep at 6am, need to be up after 7
• empty bank account
• behind on school
• missed the gym for too long, feel small
• acne flaring up
• dopamine system more fried than its ever been
• developing a dependency on modafinil
• depressed

netanyahu strike me now

 

[Deleted member 136057]

• found out girl i liked is a whore and shagged my friend

 

[ascendtocl122]

Just take test nigga

 

[Incelforeever]

if its any comfort my life is worse

 

[luuk]

Just take test nigga

deadass this close to just hopping on when i have the money
but on the other hand i have the kind of mental state where i would roid rage/psychosis my way into much worse circumstances

 

[ascendtocl122]

deadass this close to just hopping on when i have the money
but on the other hand i have the kind of mental state where i would roid rage/psychosis my way into much worse circumstances

nigga you’re not going to crack from test
If anything it will help your situation

 

[L88]

Netanyahu i behind this btw

 

[PirateSorra]

• found out girl i liked is a whore and shagged my friend

Whole new year still falling for the same old tricks? JFL

 

[luuk]

nigga you’re not going to crack from test
If anything it will help your situation

i hope not but like even stims have me cracking i am lucid enough to know that i am not well rn

 

[luuk]

icl whilst my life isn’t chronically bad enough for me to ever do it this is probably the most i’ve ever wanted to blow my shit straight off
it doesn’t get better, every time i lock in or try to change the same shit happens
learned helplessness

 

[nitrocell]

Bibi take care of this nigga with minimal resistance

 

[luuk]

Netanyahu i behind this btw

if i could touch the wall to undo the frank tuffano curse that was placed on me two years ago i truly would

 

[birthdefect]

• found out girl i liked is a whore and shagged my friend
• drunkposting weird shit on org
• accidentally sent foid i used to talk to weird tiktok because of shitty engagement buttons placed inconveniently and panic deleted the account (FUCK YOU TIKTOK)
• 0 sleep at 6am, need to be up after 7
• empty bank account
• behind on school
• missed the gym for too long, feel small
• acne flaring up
• dopamine system more fried than its ever been
• developing a dependency on modafinil
• depressed

netanyahu strike me now

1 week before school shooting

 

[ItsSoGymMaxx]

Androgens could probably fix most of these problems

 

[luuk]

1 week before school shooting

no Prevent TM I am not a danger to society

 

[nitrocell]

Don't let this nigga near a firearm

 

[luuk]

Androgens could probably fix most of these problems

i fantasise about hopping on a lot but again i worry that i would genuinely be a danger to myself and others because i have shit i need to work through before i can risk the mental sides of roids especially before my prefrontal cortex is developed

 

[birthdefect]

no Prevent TM I am not a danger to society

society has been a danger to you
right their wrongs

 

[ItsSoGymMaxx]

i fantasise about hopping on a lot but again i worry that i would genuinely be a danger to myself and others because i have shit i need to work through before i can risk the mental sides of roids especially before my prefrontal cortex is developed

Well what’s worse. Living the way you’re living now, or taking action and the potential consequences that come with them.

 

[birthdefect]

Don't let this nigga near a firearm

i fantasise about hopping on a lot but again i worry that i would genuinely be a danger to myself and others because i have shit i need to work through before i can risk the mental sides of roids especially before my prefrontal cortex is developed

i think halotestin, multiple kgs of meth and a private army would be extremely helpful for him tbh

 

[luuk]

society has been a danger to you
right their wrongs

you glow

 

[birthdefect]

you glow

i glow with a kind intelligence
do it
you know you want to

 

[luuk]

Well what’s worse. Living the way you’re living now, or taking action and the potential consequences that come with them.

i mean i need to change i just dont think making myself increasingly unstable, impulsive and reactive (but jacked in return) is going to help, like at all
these are the kind of traits that got me here

 

[luuk]

i glow with a kind intelligence
do it
you know you want to

 

[ItsSoGymMaxx]

i mean i need to change i just dont think making myself increasingly unstable, impulsive and reactive (but jacked in return) is going to help, like at all
these are the kind of traits that got me here

At the end of the day it’s up to you.

 

[luuk]

At the end of the day it’s up to you.

i mean again i’d love to have the confidence and physique that come with it I just think its ill advised for me

 

[birthdefect]

why is goyim lowkey on to me

 

[PirateSorra]

icl whilst my life isn’t chronically bad enough for me to ever do it this is probably the most i’ve ever wanted to blow my shit straight off
it doesn’t get better, every time i lock in or try to change the same shit happens
learned helplessness

If I was in your situation I would probably escortmax, go full hedonist and become the modern day Dionysius

 

[luuk]

If I was in your situation I would probably escortmax, go full hedonist and become the modern day Dionysius

hedonism got me here
i have no problem getting casual sex i just cant get a woman to love me and be loyal
i’d be “locked in” if there was any kind of future that would make me happy that i could work for and get

i see dudes on ig obsessed about grinding for a fancy car or something but that does nothing for me

my adhd ass brain is wired against delayed gratification and i just cant find anything i care about that i can work for to achieve

apathy and anger are the main things i feel at this point ive been so numb

 

[PirateSorra]

hedonism got me here
i have no problem getting casual sex i just cant get a woman to love me and be loyal
i’d be “locked in” if there was any kind of future that would make me happy that i could work for and get

i see dudes on ig obsessed about grinding for a fancy car or something but that does nothing for me

my adhd ass brain is wired against delayed gratification and i just cant find anything i care about that i can work for to achieve

apathy and anger are the main things i feel at this point ive been so numb

Might just be how you’re by nature to be frank. I’m high libido myself but I never really understand craving a relationship past the age of 14 other than sex and status. I had relationships in the past that ended abruptly but I wouldn’t mind escortmaxxing for the rest of my life and traveling. Might just be two different thinking processes.

 

[luuk]

why is goyim lowkey on to me

on a real note i wonder how often intelligence agencies try to groom impressionable/vunerable people into atrocities to further political agendas

probably a lot of that on discord&telegram in particular but even sites like this have probably had some surveillance at least

 

[luuk]

Might just be how you’re by nature to be frank. I’m high libido myself but I never really understand craving a relationship past the age of 14 other than sex and status.

Its honestly all I want or care about any more
The idea of being rich or successful or accomplished without love means nothing for me
If i were to be shown right now with some divine premonition that i’d never find love i’d just kill myself now and spare myself the time and effort

 

[luuk]

Might just be how you’re by nature to be frank. I’m high libido myself but I never really understand craving a relationship past the age of 14 other than sex and status. I had relationships in the past that ended abruptly but I wouldn’t mind escortmaxxing for the rest of my life and traveling. Might just be two different thinking processes.

as to the “why” I don’t know, I guess I just want to be understood, to never be lonely again, to have intimacy and warmth and joy in my life and not the cold sterility of loneliness

 

[MouthBreathingElite]

• accidentally sent foid i used to talk to weird tiktok because of shitty engagement buttons placed inconveniently and panic deleted the account (FUCK YOU TIKTOK)

@Idontknow- @L1mbal @carboholic @andy321 @Fridx

 

[birthdefect]

on a real note i wonder how often intelligence agencies try to groom impressionable/vunerable people into atrocities to further political agendas

probably a lot of that on discord&telegram in particular but even sites like this have probably had some surveillance at least

well i am doing it right now so thats 1
this is basically what happened with the unabomber, whether it was intentional or not is a mystery
i dont think they would need to do all that tbh
its way too upstream in a sense to really be effective compared to just setting the atrocity up themselves (like 9/11)

 

[luuk]

@Idontknow- @L1mbal @carboholic @andy321 @Fridx

summoning the entire squad is mad work

 

[carboholic]

@Idontknow- @L1mbal @carboholic @andy321 @Fridxe

everything u listed sounds like a skill issue tbh

 

[Idontknow-]

@Idontknow- @L1mbal @carboholic @andy321 @Fridx

That isnt English right?

 

[luuk]

everything u listed sounds like a skill issue tbh

its brain chemistry man
everything comes down to it in the end
determines your life more than looks, height, even iq
if you’re naturally impulsive, biased towards short-term gratification, unstable and addictive its over

 

[carboholic]

its brain chemistry man
everything comes down to it in the end
determines your life more than looks, height, even iq
if you’re naturally impulsive, biased towards short-term gratification, unstable and addictive its over

cope nd retard

 

[MouthBreathingElite]

cope nd retard

Son stop bullying neurodivergents thats 95% of the forum

 

[luuk]

has anyone with any sort of experience got any advice on how to radically change my life that isn’t just “pin something” or low iq platitudes

 

[ImaDuckyMan]

i hope not but like even stims have me cracking i am lucid enough to know that i am not well rn

Then you know what to work on I know easier said then done but you can do it. Just work on yourself get back to the gym try to find a mental haven.

 

[layovv]

• found out girl i liked is a whore and shagged my friend
• drunkposting weird shit on org
• accidentally sent foid i used to talk to weird tiktok because of shitty engagement buttons placed inconveniently and panic deleted the account (FUCK YOU TIKTOK)
• 0 sleep at 6am, need to be up after 7
• empty bank account
• behind on school
• missed the gym for too long, feel small
• acne flaring up
• dopamine system more fried than its ever been
• developing a dependency on modafinil
• depressed

netanyahu strike me now

go fuck the bus driver