Dark Triad traits in individuals with a self improvement obsession

[Hypergam0us]

navigating the phycological disorders of a looksmaxxer/modern day philosopher can be much more complex than the normal person under the right conditions, I developed my version of the looksmaxxing philosophy two years ago when I turned 16 and the spark was my over obsessively painful breakup causing me to make multiple attempts on my own life until I admitted to myself the only thing I can do is improve and so I had a major ascension within a very short time using softmaxxing and GH activation methods, eventually instead of overly obsessing over girls I became a narcissist and I'm completely obsessed with myself to the point where I could stare into the mirror for hours from the dopamine I would get from seeing the optimized version of myself, the feeling is barely there anymore and I have really bad facial dysmorphia but I would like to mention that I'm still obsessed with my first partner and have had multiple partners since her and I feel emotionally numb too all of them but when they validate me I can see myself clearly again and my ego inflates rapidly, all of these traits point towards narcissism but they don't all stem from it. going back to when I was a little child I had experienced multiple traumatic events including being abused physically and emotionally day by day till the age of 10 by my mom and step dad, that only ended because children's aid took me away and I was put in group homes where the staff would power trip off their own authority and sometimes even get physically abusive, naturally I would be in fight or flight mode throughout my childhood and would pick up strategies to optimize my desired outcome and it was mostly a subconscious behavior until I started consciously observing my own thoughts and behavior and dissecting it in order to understand myself and the laws of human nature, I would like to keep going but I'm also interested to hear others peoples observations on my phycology and answer any questions.

 

[fgfr3]

dnr you prolly dont even know who crated the dark triad triangle lmfao

 

[browridge]

not a single pixel

 

[Hypergam0us]

dnr you prolly dont even know who crated the dark triad triangle lmfao

is that supposed to be relevant?

 

[clavscybertruck]

lmfao dnr

 

[Hypergam0us]

lmfao dnr

chuds time is to valuable to read, only useless comments permitted

 

[clavscybertruck]

chuds time is to valuable to read, only useless comments permitted

red pill faggot loser get off this site and kill yourself

 

[htinker725]

navigating the phycological disorders of a looksmaxxer/modern day philosopher can be much more complex than the normal person under the right conditions, I developed my version of the looksmaxxing philosophy two years ago when I turned 16 and the spark was my over obsessively painful breakup causing me to make multiple attempts on my own life until I admitted to myself the only thing I can do is improve and so I had a major ascension within a very short time using softmaxxing and GH activation methods, eventually instead of overly obsessing over girls I became a narcissist and I'm completely obsessed with myself to the point where I could stare into the mirror for hours from the dopamine I would get from seeing the optimized version of myself, the feeling is barely there anymore and I have really bad facial dysmorphia but I would like to mention that I'm still obsessed with my first partner and have had multiple partners since her and I feel emotionally numb too all of them but when they validate me I can see myself clearly again and my ego inflates rapidly, all of these traits point towards narcissism but they don't all stem from it. going back to when I was a little child I had experienced multiple traumatic events including being abused physically and emotionally day by day till the age of 10 by my mom and step dad, that only ended because children's aid took me away and I was put in group homes where the staff would power trip off their own authority and sometimes even get physically abusive, naturally I would be in fight or flight mode throughout my childhood and would pick up strategies to optimize my desired outcome and it was mostly a subconscious behavior until I started consciously observing my own thoughts and behavior and dissecting it in order to understand myself and the laws of human nature, I would like to keep going but I'm also interested to hear others peoples observations on my phycology and answer any questions.

Too long dnr

 

[khrome]

not reading JACK shit

 

[PostivityCore]

I did read and it was the most useless fuckinh shit of my whole entire miserable life. I would rather stick my dick in a blender for all of eternity than my eyes glance at a pixel of your bullshit dumbass post