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DAY 2/8 FASTING
things are going well, urges basically dont exist, my purpose is set, this day doesnt mean anything tho, tomorrow is where everything will be revealed, my previous maximum time fasting was 2 days, if i get through the third day and into the fourth i will know that im serious about this, only then i will understand how driven i am, im already feeling better than yesterday, phisically and mentaly, i feel calmer and cleaner, im becoming one with the process, everything is flowing fine, my fam got kfc yesterday, brought it home for me, i picked up a piece of chicken, looked at it, and understood completely that my purpose, my life goal, my progress, was not worth the momentary pleasure that eating that piece of chicken would bring me, i put it back down and washed my hands, i wont even lick my fingers, no taste, no incentive to remember how it felt to eat.
as for other aesthetics i got a hair cut two days ago, i cut it short so i can have the perfect hair for next saturday, this is because my hair grows quite fast, my buzz cuts last about 4 days, im also aplying minoxidil so i can get that sweet spot hair by the time im on my date, i need to be perfect
tomorrow is the real challenge, tomorrow i will know for a fact i will succeed, they dont know me, give a man a goal, make him capable, and he will move mountains, will power flows through my soul, i no longer live on hope, nothing has ever turned out how i hoped it to, hope limits action, hope is a comfortable seat people take to prevent themselves to feel obligated to act, im not like that, i have no hope of the future, no vision, the future doesnt exist, its only me, now, doing everything i can do to get what i want, this world will try me countless times, i will not fall . this world doesnt know me
as for other aesthetics i got a hair cut two days ago, i cut it short so i can have the perfect hair for next saturday, this is because my hair grows quite fast, my buzz cuts last about 4 days, im also aplying minoxidil so i can get that sweet spot hair by the time im on my date, i need to be perfect
tomorrow is the real challenge, tomorrow i will know for a fact i will succeed, they dont know me, give a man a goal, make him capable, and he will move mountains, will power flows through my soul, i no longer live on hope, nothing has ever turned out how i hoped it to, hope limits action, hope is a comfortable seat people take to prevent themselves to feel obligated to act, im not like that, i have no hope of the future, no vision, the future doesnt exist, its only me, now, doing everything i can do to get what i want, this world will try me countless times, i will not fall . this world doesnt know me
if i cant do this, i cant do anything
i can take it.
i can take it.
