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Warning - very corny and redpilled. Idrc, I still have black pill ideas in the back of my mind, it’s just not the time to implement them
I missed a lot of days in between.
I’ve been reading never finished by David goggins. I like it. It’s very redpilled but the redpill offers a lot of value for the mental aspect if you ignore the retarded physical stuff.
To each their own, I mean goggins isn’t working out to get laid he’s just doing it bc he’s a sick fuck
Anyways, I also tried bone broth. Was very skeptical about if it would turn out good but it turns out that there’s nothing to worry about
it can be flavored any way and turn out fine. I’m ngl….. I used ChatGPT to get spices and ideas and shit, don’t crucify me. I need to develop a foundation and blueprint for cooking. Basically a feel for it, I don’t have to be fucking Gordon Ramsay but I can’t keep asking AI FOR help w cooking
I’m gonna try hard boiled eggs tomorrow. Always ate them sunny side up my whole life, and they taste ahh like that
Retrospective: I spent too much time theorizing at a high level - I need to do activities that are passive and go on in the background like applying steroid cream(works passively on skin), laundry, and dishwasher and shit.
Mental health: My main complaint today is with time. I feel like time is closing in on me, I just feel like I don’t have enough time. I wish I could get time back - then again I didn’t regret wasting time in the moment that it was wasted. What the fuck ever, I live with no regrets, fuck it. I feel pretty decent now, but I feel afraid of the porn addiction waiting to sneak up on me in the background. I feel like it’s going to happen so I need to stay vigilant. It may inevitably happen. I need to rush as soon as possible to establish habits, change my thinking patterns, and eventually change my identity to fully escape from porn. This all takes time. I need time. Like I’ve said before, I don’t give a shit about the morals, it’s just that porn distracts me from looksmaxxing and keeps me complacent like a slave. I also fall into doom scrolling, which brutally wastes time. My time is ruined, mood is gone, appetite for pursuing sex is gone, and generally demotivated. Porn is a killer tbh. I think- I don’t need time, I need to consistently win battles in my mind, and take back control of my mind,
3 things in greatful for:
Bone broth - it tastes good when seasoned
Jack reacher being written as a character in a book- inspires me and also shows the black pill in disguise
I like my dog she’s goated
1 thing to do tomorrow above all else:
read chapter 4 + evolution of never finished
I missed a lot of days in between.
I’ve been reading never finished by David goggins. I like it. It’s very redpilled but the redpill offers a lot of value for the mental aspect if you ignore the retarded physical stuff.
To each their own, I mean goggins isn’t working out to get laid he’s just doing it bc he’s a sick fuck
Anyways, I also tried bone broth. Was very skeptical about if it would turn out good but it turns out that there’s nothing to worry about
it can be flavored any way and turn out fine. I’m ngl….. I used ChatGPT to get spices and ideas and shit, don’t crucify me. I need to develop a foundation and blueprint for cooking. Basically a feel for it, I don’t have to be fucking Gordon Ramsay but I can’t keep asking AI FOR help w cookingI’m gonna try hard boiled eggs tomorrow. Always ate them sunny side up my whole life, and they taste ahh like that
Retrospective: I spent too much time theorizing at a high level - I need to do activities that are passive and go on in the background like applying steroid cream(works passively on skin), laundry, and dishwasher and shit.
Mental health: My main complaint today is with time. I feel like time is closing in on me, I just feel like I don’t have enough time. I wish I could get time back - then again I didn’t regret wasting time in the moment that it was wasted. What the fuck ever, I live with no regrets, fuck it. I feel pretty decent now, but I feel afraid of the porn addiction waiting to sneak up on me in the background. I feel like it’s going to happen so I need to stay vigilant. It may inevitably happen. I need to rush as soon as possible to establish habits, change my thinking patterns, and eventually change my identity to fully escape from porn. This all takes time. I need time. Like I’ve said before, I don’t give a shit about the morals, it’s just that porn distracts me from looksmaxxing and keeps me complacent like a slave. I also fall into doom scrolling, which brutally wastes time. My time is ruined, mood is gone, appetite for pursuing sex is gone, and generally demotivated. Porn is a killer tbh. I think- I don’t need time, I need to consistently win battles in my mind, and take back control of my mind,
3 things in greatful for:
Bone broth - it tastes good when seasoned
Jack reacher being written as a character in a book- inspires me and also shows the black pill in disguise
I like my dog she’s goated
1 thing to do tomorrow above all else:
read chapter 4 + evolution of never finished
