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Idk what to title tbh
Day 35 of self improvement
had a wank today but I’m not easily discouraged so I locked in after that rq
there’s a basic understanding that must develop in my head, it’s that I can only achieve what I truly desire if I hold back on instant gratification and pursue delayed gratification
actually got some cardio in
Need to start tracking maintenance calories
I think I understand now what the health shit is abt
Also just realized my clavicles aren’t too small, actually above average which is life fuel, but obv will still look shit If I don’t lock in
Time… I just need more time
retrospective: I need to have a sense of urgency instead of silly dallying. Also gotta gear myself towards action and repetitive actions rather than theorizing, again everyday it’s the same issue but we work on it
good thing: actually got my shit together again after the wank, I think if I stay locked in this whole summer it’ll do wonders for me. Consistency is key for sure
Mental health: good, but also kinda in a gray zone. I’m having a hard time understanding if I should think about my feelings and address them, as gay as that sounds, or think positively and override them. A bit of both prob
1 thing: buy the goddamn health shit so the passive investments start stacking up for me
Day 35 of self improvement
had a wank today but I’m not easily discouraged so I locked in after that rq
there’s a basic understanding that must develop in my head, it’s that I can only achieve what I truly desire if I hold back on instant gratification and pursue delayed gratification
actually got some cardio in
Need to start tracking maintenance calories
I think I understand now what the health shit is abt
Also just realized my clavicles aren’t too small, actually above average which is life fuel, but obv will still look shit If I don’t lock in
Time… I just need more time
retrospective: I need to have a sense of urgency instead of silly dallying. Also gotta gear myself towards action and repetitive actions rather than theorizing, again everyday it’s the same issue but we work on it
good thing: actually got my shit together again after the wank, I think if I stay locked in this whole summer it’ll do wonders for me. Consistency is key for sure
Mental health: good, but also kinda in a gray zone. I’m having a hard time understanding if I should think about my feelings and address them, as gay as that sounds, or think positively and override them. A bit of both prob
1 thing: buy the goddamn health shit so the passive investments start stacking up for me
