Day in the life of a sub 4 chud (no frends)

[zeph.u]

I wake up late cause I’m home schooled, look in the mirror to see a hideous face that I desperately try to make look better by over fixing my hair and using a golf ball to inflame my upper eye lids to make more of a appealing look, eat breakfast and wear a hoodie the whole day and avoid eye contact so nobody sees my sub 4 face, then I do school and rot the rest of the day I stay inside studying looks and how recession works since I am not good enough to make social interaction, look in the mirror once more and feel indescribable emotions while dreaming of being a chad.