Deadass might be cooked

[4miright]

Bro so ive already ordered everything i need to start gh just waiting for it to arrive but i just found out using gh can result in a 3.5x higher chance of scfe,Althought that might look really bad the overall chance of getting scfe is very low like 20 in 100000 i think idk but im almost 14 but back in november i had a massive growth spurt and also developed alot of hip pain on my left after sitting at my desk for long periods of time,i also felt the pain in my nut but it lowk just went away but itself and didnt occur when doing like sports or stuff and it was mainly my gaming chair.However that can be linked to scfe and using gh esp at this high dose can trigger it again.
I mean if i get the surgery to fix scfe which is where they pin ur growth plate in ur hip to stablise it it would make me disabled for a whole 6 months before sports So lowk im just gonna dnr and hope nothing happens and also ive been microdosing .3mg letrozole (1/8 of a tablet🫩) for a week waiting for the gh but ill prob stop and wait till the gh actually arrives to start because letrozole suppresses igf aswell so its doing nothing but giving me sides