Death is painful

[getra]

Not in the sense of physicality but rather the mental toll as well. You think about leaving your family behind. Your mother dad and siblings. You think of all the values they’ve raised you on and believed in so much. This world is so fucking bleak. I am tearing up just thinking of it.

 

[Ritalincel]

just coom™

 

[Deleted member 3043]

You think about leaving your family behind. Your mother dad and siblings.

The sole reason why it is. Else it's appeasing. I don't want to make my parents sadder than they are by having a failure like me.

 

[Copeful]

The sole reason why it is. Else it's appeasing. I don't want to make my parents sadder than they are by having a failure like me.

you aren’t a failure

 

[Deleted member 3043]

you aren’t a failure

what will you call a creature of God - will he even be one day worthy of worshipping him? - that was not starving or in any physical issues, was loved by his parents and helped by all they could despite their suffering, while them asking him one thing, that is to suceed in his way?
They even gave me a decent sentient, and a decent face.
Nothing was against me... But myself.... i sabotaged myself in the last step. What is it else, my dear brother?