IsolationMan
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You need to do things a retarded fool would do in public, progressively. Now before you look at this method you gotta know one thing, you need to FORCE yourself into this if necessary and not whine like a girl, now with the method:
1. Take it easy, look at the eyes when talking, it may be hard but as said before, force yourself into that
2. Say hello to strangers while walking non-stop, you see an stranger you say hello
3. Do embarrasing things with people you have confidence (friends, whatever) This includes jumping without advice or push ups
4. Now it's time you do those things, but in the streets, push ups all of a sudden usually work well, whatever you feel but it's gotta be excentric
5. Next level: take a walk in underwear for 30 min or more
6. Get naked in public, even if it's for 5s. This is optional, do it if you want but doing this is a huge progress, I would reccomend doing it far away from your neighbourhood
7. Make your friends dare you to whatever and do it (nothing dangerous)
After you have done all this shit everything else will look easy to do, as a non-existent-low-inhib-God I can tell I could all this crap and more, take this method and I can assure you than if done properly it will take you to that desired non-existent inhibition
There are tons of books online to treat your own social anxiety, low self steem, books to improve your social skills.... . I can link one or two if you want. I think that you would be interested, and, also, you probably could think of a better method.
BTW i didnt know u were spanish, or i forgot it. También soy español.
There is alot to it, is like my ability to feel any emotions besides sadness has diminished greatly, too tired to care, been through the worst humiliation possible more times than I can count, planning to rope soon anyways, having my hopes of being successful totally crushed (and thus have nothing to lose anymore), blood pressure decreased (making me more calm), etc. I'm not the only one to go through this. Grotesque at .me is a great example of this, openly saying he has rape fantasies with his counselor on social media.
I can relate so much to this.
I think that the more you realize youre just an almost invisible subhuman that nobody will remember after death the more you dont give a fuck. Spcially if you know youre gonna rope soon.