demotivation > motivation

[hax]

no, this is not a rant; this is just a method i use.

when i have to work at any point in life, i always give it a shot, then make sure to demotivate myself when the time has come.

the reason is anytime i put work into anything, nothing ever comes out, or simply mediocre to below-average results in whatever i'm doing.
> tests, jobs, essays...

all i have to do is make physical appearance feel like a life goal, and all of a sudden nothing matters.
yes, i might be failing everything, but it's the same as underperforming, although i only get remorse rather than discontent, which to me is less worse.

inb4 someone mentions 'work harder' or some bullshit... just lol at this cope.

 

[hax]

@truejamal @Sceptical

 

[Sceptical]

you're just making yourself not to get emotionally attached to the said thing. i do it too cuz its easier to deal with stuff when your feelings aren't involved

 

[Arbuscular]

smartie pants