Depersonalisation Is The Weirdest Non-Harmful Mental Problem In The Entire World - A Thread

[NuclearBrainReturns]

I've had it for quite a few months now after smoking too much weed one time. It happens because the brain freaks the fuck out and thinks you're dying so your mind/soul detaches from reality. It's a natural experience whenever you are in a difficult situation that you can't handle however for most people they return to normal pretty quickly.

For people with the disorder it stays and that is what happened to me (and still does every so often).

Here are some of the funniest/most frightening thoughts I've had because of it:

- I live inside of a dream
- I live inside of the mind of god who is dreaming
- My body was a gigantic automaton powered by my soul
- Eating became scary, gluttony became terrifying
- My body was made of plastic
- If I sneezed I would vanish out of reality (one of the funniest ones upon reflection)
- I am observer of myself (weirdest and one of the most frightening by far, it felt like I was tripping on mushrooms constantly)

But basically, when you look at it objectively its just a retarded anxiety disorder I developed from smoking too much weed. I've not done any drugs since and it went away.

I'd never wish anyone get that tbh. It's fucking weird dude. It feels like a mix of being constantly high on weed but also intense mushroom tier thoughts. It seems as if it's a high sentience disorder, there doesn't seem to be many people out there who are low iq who get it because they don't think as much.

But the Lord healed me and it went away and hasn't come back. Fucking bizarre though, you'll never know what its like unless you've had it before.

 

[Deleted member 19174]

I experienced the same thing after smoking too much weed. It lasted 2 weeks, but I was so fucking anxious and thought my mind was permanently fucked. It's so scary.

 

[phookmumb]

I am observer of myself

You are

 

[NuclearBrainReturns]

I experienced the same thing after smoking too much weed. It lasted 2 weeks, but I was so fucking anxious and thought my mind was permanently fucked. It's so scary.

Yeah it's no joke. It's like having a standard anxiety disorder/panic disorder whilst tripping on mushrooms 24/7. Has to be the most surreal thing I've ever experienced and the most interesting thing about it is that it never produces hallucinations. You just feel perma fried all the time and start having the most ridiculously surreal thoughts you'll ever have in your life. It's a fucking trip man, absolutely horrifying but also kinda funny at times.

 

[NuclearBrainReturns]

You are

I know but thinking about that all the time fucks ur head up.

 

[phookmumb]

I know but thinking about that all the time fucks ur head up.

Thinking it is fine
Feeling it is the problem

 

[Deleted member 19174]

Yeah it's no joke. It's like having a standard anxiety disorder/panic disorder whilst tripping on mushrooms 24/7. Has to be the most surreal thing I've ever experienced and the most interesting thing about it is that it never produces hallucinations. You just feel perma fried all the time and start having the most ridiculously surreal thoughts you'll ever have in your life. It's a fucking trip man, absolutely horrifying but also kinda funny at times.

Did your vision ever get choppy at times? I remember when my anxiety was the highest, I would get a panic attack where my vision would begin to get choppy and slow, kinda like my vision became super low fps. It was a horrible 2 weeks, but it's defintely interesting to look back on.

 

[NuclearBrainReturns]

Did your vision ever get choppy at times? I remember when my anxiety was the highest, I would get a panic attack where my vision would begin to get choppy and slow, kinda like my vision became super low fps. It was a horrible 2 weeks, but it's defintely interesting to look back on.

Never had any visual effects other than my depth perception being messed up when I thought I was the size of the statue of liberty (absolutely cagefuel i retrospect btw but it was a real massive source of panic for me and was the first thing I started thinking about).

I would look at my hands and then my desk etc and I just looked so fucking massive compared to it and felt like a giant. Weird man.

 

[Esteban1997]

I still experience this don't know what triggered it though i've never done drugs

 

[NuclearBrainReturns]

I still experience this don't know what triggered it though i've never done drugs

It can just happen sometimes but mine was 100% weed related because I used to smoke a very high THC variant that would make me genuinely trip hard as fuck like I was on shrooms. Exactly the same shit and sometimes even more fucked.

I remember I had the 'great' idea of smoking an entire joint like a cigarette and then holding my breath. I went upstairs to my computer and I swear I went into a completely different dimension it was similar to the doctor who title sequence where the tardis is going through a vortex. My entire vision was fucked and I was just travelling through a vortex listening to music on my pc.

It was like this:

funny to think back on

I thank God every day I don't ever experience that again. I was completely non functional and all I could do was sit there and say "whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa"

 

[RAITEIII]

"It happens because the brain freaks the fuck out and thinks you're dying so your mind/soul detaches from reality."

As someone who had episodes of despersonalization and desrealization in the past I did some research. Under high stress your brain creates this state to protect itself from damage -which can happen in the form of trauma or whatever.

I have the feeling that you might be a bit too sensationalist attributing your constant seemingly addictive use of recreational drugs trying to paint them as spiritual or mindful experiences. If I was in your shoes I'd consider the option that your brain might be feeling a threat that you cognitively are unaware to see so it's creating states of despersonalization/desrealization in order not to be affected by whatever is going on product of your drug use.

I might be wrong, but you're a cool user. So it wont hurt a perspective suggestion.

 

[NuclearBrainReturns]

Thinking it is fine
Feeling it is the problem

Yeah I see that now that I'm not mental anymore tbh. Hard to realise that when you're off your rocker though which is the problem.

 

[NuclearBrainReturns]

"It happens because the brain freaks the fuck out and thinks you're dying so your mind/soul detaches from reality."

As someone who had episodes of despersonalization and desrealization in the past I did some research. Under high stress your brain creates this state to protect itself from damage -which can happen in the form of trauma or whatever.

I have the feeling that you might be a bit too sensationalist attributing your constant seemingly addictive use of recreational drugs trying to paint them as spiritual or mindful experiences. If I was in your shoes I'd consider the option that your brain might be feeling a threat that you cognitively are unaware to see so it's creating states of despersonalization/desrealization in order not to be affected by whatever is going on product of your drug use.

I might be wrong, but you're a cool user. So it wont hurt a perspective suggestion.

Oh I don't attribute my drug use to spiritual experiences, far from it. I became spiritual because I realised how absolutely harmful drug use is especially hallucenogenics and how it ties in with the false light of lucifer. Soon everyone will be asking you to take DMT etc.

Drugs are not the way to a spiritual life whatsoever, in fact it opens you up to demons in my opinion. I'm very much aware of that now I have dabbled in things I shouldn't have.

 

[RAITEIII]

I've had it for quite a few months now after smoking too much weed one time. It happens because the brain freaks the fuck out and thinks you're dying so your mind/soul detaches from reality. It's a natural experience whenever you are in a difficult situation that you can't handle however for most people they return to normal pretty quickly.

For people with the disorder it stays and that is what happened to me (and still does every so often).

Here are some of the funniest/most frightening thoughts I've had because of it:

- I live inside of a dream
- I live inside of the mind of god who is dreaming
- My body was a gigantic automaton powered by my soul
- Eating became scary, gluttony became terrifying
- My body was made of plastic
- If I sneezed I would vanish out of reality (one of the funniest ones upon reflection)
- I am observer of myself (weirdest and one of the most frightening by far, it felt like I was tripping on mushrooms constantly)

But basically, when you look at it objectively its just a retarded anxiety disorder I developed from smoking too much weed. I've not done any drugs since and it went away.

I'd never wish anyone get that tbh. It's fucking weird dude. It feels like a mix of being constantly high on weed but also intense mushroom tier thoughts. It seems as if it's a high sentience disorder, there doesn't seem to be many people out there who are low iq who get it because they don't think as much.

But the Lord healed me and it went away and hasn't come back. Fucking bizarre though, you'll never know what its like unless you've had it before.

some of the "thoughts" that you had can also be attributed to other mental disorders just as schizophrenia lol. Anyway you don't have either and it seems to me you have to tone it down a bit because your brain don't like it.

 

[NuclearBrainReturns]

some of the "thoughts" that you had can also be attributed to other mental disorders just as schizophrenia lol. Anyway you don't have either and it seems to me you have to tone it down a bit because your brain don't like it.

I mean this thread is talking about a disorder I developed from drug use a little while ago. I have been cured of it now that I am sober and as I said I will never be taking any drugs again because I know it is the false light to lunacy.

Ironically, these drugs have had the opposite effect on me in that I realise they harm spiritual progress rather than increase it. Opening the noetic sight artificially with drugs is one of the worst things anyone can do. I am lucky I escaped with my sanity.

 

[Deleted member 23778]

I smoke all the weed and this has never happened. Weed seems to affect people quite differently to the point I think it isn't a drug for just anyone but for certain few

 

[NuclearBrainReturns]

I smoke all the weed and this has never happened. Weed seems to affect people quite differently to the point I think it isn't a drug for just anyone but for certain few

I think the problem with weed now is that it is no longer the high CBD low THC weed of the 60s where everyone could smoke it and have a good time.

High THC content has hallucenogenic effects which is undeniable. Weed has changed from being some peace-pipe to being a genuine trip-out drug if smoked in the correct way with the correct THC percentage.

People have to be really careful because of this.

 

[phookmumb]

Yeah I see that now that I'm not mental anymore tbh. Hard to realise that when you're off your rocker though which is the problem.

Glad you are doing better, this is one of the worst feelings you can have

 

[NuclearBrainReturns]

Glad you are doing better, this is one of the worst feelings you can have

Yeah it was incredibly isolating and I felt immense guilt feeling I was god because it felt so selfish and egotistical and I knew it was horseshit yet couldn't shake it off.

Bizarre experience that I wouldn't wish on my worst enemy.

 

[RAITEIII]

I mean this thread is talking about a disorder I developed from drug use a little while ago. I have been cured of it now that I am sober and as I said I will never be taking any drugs again because I know it is the false light to lunacy.

Ironically, these drugs have had the opposite effect on me in that I realise they harm spiritual progress rather than increase it. Opening the noetic sight artificially with drugs is one of the worst things anyone can do. I am lucky I escaped with my sanity.

Oh I don't attribute my drug use to spiritual experiences, far from it. I became spiritual because I realised how absolutely harmful drug use is especially hallucenogenics and how it ties in with the false light of lucifer. Soon everyone will be asking you to take DMT etc.

Drugs are not the way to a spiritual life whatsoever, in fact it opens you up to demons in my opinion. I'm very much aware of that now I have dabbled in things I shouldn't have.

False light. A fascinating concept. Recently I've got to experience that myself, so many lights ended up getting me into a bigger mess lol.

You can infere far too many harmful things from drug usage. Why do you use them? To feel good. The other day my OG 2019 blacklilled bro told me that Xtc feels like a wave of euphoria in your brain that no natural emotion can beat.
So anyone who uses drugs is unable to have peak feelings by itself either because their brain is defective or their lives is subpair. That's very messed up because we do not have the knowledge to fix a brain in such way and we cannot always have access to the life that we want, and even then you might have emptiness.

Its something weird. Because when someone's pissed off you can feel it. When someone is in love you can also feel it. So it goes beyond brain chemical, it becomes some energy that can be felt. Sometimes I become sckeptical but I can't deny something might be going on at this point and you attract entities, as in like polyglam effect.

Getting drunk for me used to be spiritual because I let out things that I couldn't. And I was so honest with myself and everyone. But now I've brought that to my regular conscious level whenever I want.

 

[RAITEIII]

I've made several posts addressing that something is going on with the way human brains are developing. Far too many mental illnesses, far too much evil... and it's odd that it all makes us stay away from those euphoric God like feelings that no longer can be attained naturally for some but just with the use of drugs or deviation.

 

[hiwasuwor]

It feels like so many people have sideeffects from weed. Why does the Media, jews and wanna be nigger in highschool portray weed as the least harmful drug that has no negative effects, when its clearly not the case for so many

 

[NuclearBrainReturns]

False light. A fascinating concept. Recently I've got to experience that myself, so many lights ended up getting me into a bigger mess lol.

When I was off the deep end I stumbled upon 2nd Corinthians (bible verse) that stated:
"And no wonder, for Satan himself masquerades as an angel of light."

The false light delusion comes in the form of the new age which also ties into drug usage to 'open the third eye' which Satan tempted adam and eve to do in Genesis. 'Ye shall be as gods if you eat of the tree of knowledge'.

No doubt that fruit was magic mushrooms or something similar. Much of the new age profess the belief that we are all one conciousness and that is of God. It's interesting how the very first sinful act Man committed seems to be coming back around again at such a breaking point in human civilisation is it not?

Nobody would trust Satan if he appeared as his true evil form, his powers are that of deception and so appearing benevolent like the new agers believe is exactly what he would do. IMO.

You can infere far too many harmful things from drug usage. Why do you use them? To feel good. The other day my OG 2019 blacklilled bro told me that Xtc feels like a wave of euphoria in your brain that no natural emotion can beat.
So anyone who uses drugs is unable to have peak feelings by itself either because their brain is defective or their lives is subpair. That's very messed up because we do not have the knowledge to fix a brain in such way and we cannot always have access to the life that we want, and even then you might have emptiness.

Yeah, taking drugs to enhance feels of happiness is a recipe for disaster. I was using them for 'spiritual insight' at the time rather than feelings of euphoria. I have had my fill of the false light and understand what it is now.

Its something weird. Because when someone's pissed off you can feel it. When someone is in love you can also feel it. So it goes beyond brain chemical, it becomes some energy that can be felt. Sometimes I become sckeptical but I can't deny something might be going on at this point and you attract entities, as in like polyglam effect.

Getting drunk for me used to be spiritual because I let out things that I couldn't. And I was so honest with myself and everyone. But now I've brought that to my regular conscious level whenever I want.

Feeling tension or love in a room is a very real thing. It's what connects us or seperates us. We are not merely flesh imo

 

[NuclearBrainReturns]

It feels like so many people have sideeffects from weed. Why does the Media, jews and wanna be nigger in highschool portray weed as the least harmful drug that has no negative effects, when its clearly not the case for so many

Here is a very good video on weed. Don't be put off because it is a christian video. What he has to say is much more valuable than religious disagreement if you dont agree with the bible.

 

[RAITEIII]

When I was off the deep end I stumbled upon 2nd Corinthians (bible verse) that stated:
"And no wonder, for Satan himself masquerades as an angel of light."

The false light delusion comes in the form of the new age which also ties into drug usage to 'open the third eye' which Satan tempted adam and eve to do in Genesis. 'Ye shall be as gods if you eat of the tree of knowledge'.

No doubt that fruit was magic mushrooms or something similar. Much of the new age profess the belief that we are all one conciousness and that is of God. It's interesting how the very first sinful act Man committed seems to be coming back around again at such a breaking point in human civilisation is it not?

Nobody would trust Satan if he appeared as his true evil form, his powers are that of deception and so appearing benevolent like the new agers believe is exactly what he would do. IMO.

Yeah, taking drugs to enhance feels of happiness is a recipe for disaster. I was using them for 'spiritual insight' at the time rather than feelings of euphoria. I have had my fill of the false light and understand what it is now.

Feeling tension or love in a room is a very real thing. It's what connects us or seperates us. We are not merely flesh imo

""And no wonder, for Satan himself masquerades as an angel of light."

Sublime quote my bro. If I were to take a guess in regards to temptation and the tree of knowledge: the fruit and tree are not evil per say, it's an accumulation of knowledge. That's it. Now it was forbidden to consume it for a reason, the serpent knew this, and thus incited humans to eat it. We were not ready for such knowledge and after acquiring it, our nature got corrupted and no longer were part of that heaven. I believe that if this text had really any influence from God when it was written was more likely to foresee our future. Nowdays we have consumed that apple from the tree of knowledge (the tree is not bad) and we are developing as a society a whole (this is good) however it is debatable that we are making the proper use of this knowledge and that our nature is not getting corrupted. We are facing human engineering. What will happen when you engineer brains? When you ingenieer many parts of your body, that won't no longer resemblance the natural creation? Maybe at that point we might have lost essence as humans and we no longer to feel the same or create that same energy that can be felt (love etc).

I believe there can exist a collective conscience.
I believe It's certain that the human brain has telepathic capabilities. I will tell you my story from this year in May: me and a girl were both in love with each other at the workplace.
Casually, I'd be on the toilet, and think to myself. I wish I could find her when coming out so we can talk. And BAM there she was waiting for the toilet. Things like this happened like 6 or 7 times. And instantly when she was mad she didnt need to say a single word I felt it like a razor blade.
I had dreams with her saying something to someone else or doing stuff. And it happens like that. Even the reason why she got so pissed off at me that dumped me but refused to say. I had recurrent dreams when I was seeing everything...

Sounds crazy. But when you verify those things to be how reality is then it's undeniable to think smth is up.

Damn for when the meet up with apocalypse. We could have some nice combos

 

[Deleted member 7725]

i've had that since i was like 15. just feels weird like im not even sentient and im just "there" while my body moves through the world.

 

[Dr. Bludy]

I've had it for quite a few months now after smoking too much weed one time. It happens because the brain freaks the fuck out and thinks you're dying so your mind/soul detaches from reality. It's a natural experience whenever you are in a difficult situation that you can't handle however for most people they return to normal pretty quickly.

For people with the disorder it stays and that is what happened to me (and still does every so often).

Here are some of the funniest/most frightening thoughts I've had because of it:

- I live inside of a dream
- I live inside of the mind of god who is dreaming
- My body was a gigantic automaton powered by my soul
- Eating became scary, gluttony became terrifying
- My body was made of plastic
- If I sneezed I would vanish out of reality (one of the funniest ones upon reflection)
- I am observer of myself (weirdest and one of the most frightening by far, it felt like I was tripping on mushrooms constantly)

But basically, when you look at it objectively its just a retarded anxiety disorder I developed from smoking too much weed. I've not done any drugs since and it went away.

I'd never wish anyone get that tbh. It's fucking weird dude. It feels like a mix of being constantly high on weed but also intense mushroom tier thoughts. It seems as if it's a high sentience disorder, there doesn't seem to be many people out there who are low iq who get it because they don't think as much.

But the Lord healed me and it went away and hasn't come back. Fucking bizarre though, you'll never know what its like unless you've had it before.

Only do codeine in percocet