Venting Depressed after losing virginity (hamzacels GTFIH)

[Jattdontcare]

It will be exactly 1 week tomorrow since I lost my virginity btw i was a KHV before (hugged before)

Looking back fucking her was fun it felt good don’t get me wrong kissing her felt good grabbing her neck felt good all touch felt good

I dunno why I’m not even horny anymore looking back it was good she came she was wet but I didn’t cum

I really think sex is overrated I need to find a higher meaning/purpose in my life

Plus now I’m not going to heaven and feel guilty hiding this from my parents wtf have I done i don’t even want to text girls anymore

JFL I might just become a celibate monk I’m gonna hop back on semen retention I can go months without jerking off casual sex is so useless there’s no benefit

Still going gym and at uni and doing trading on the side just gonna focus on that gonna start doing self improvement things again like meditation and journaling etc which I stopped because I felt like it was useless becoming a hamzacel again like I was before

Apart of me just wants a relationship but I don’t feel like I would be a good bf and I would constantly be paranoid that she might be cheating etc

Also texting girls etc takes a lot of time I have realized if they stop texting or start acting less horny j start getting pissed off/sad

 

[Jattdontcare]

@Gengar

@TARAN

 

[Deleted member 117288]

nah, it went limp

 

[nobodylovesme]

feel guilty hiding this from my parents

Why would anyone tell their parents in any circumstance?

 

[Jattdontcare]

Why would anyone tell their parents in any circumstance?

I wouldn’t but I dunno they would tell me that’s it’s immoral etc and maybe it might make me think that it is bad and shouldn’t do it

 

[nobodylovesme]

I wouldn’t but I dunno they would tell me that’s it’s immoral etc and maybe it might make me think that it is bad and shouldn’t do it

Who cares what they think? If you don't feel bad about it, just chill

 

[Jattdontcare]

nah, it went limp

I’m still high T progressing in the gym and getting hard on in the morning it’s just not randomly horny like I used to be

 

[Jattdontcare]

My plan is to get laid 1 more time this time make sure I cum and I will see if I like it or nah

 

[Deleted member 88758]

Semen retention is better than meaningless sex, sex should be only to pass your genetics or pair bond with virgin girl you see as potential mother of your children, women are otherwise distraction, the one should focus on his career, his persona, money and drive to change his life for the better, sex drive is the strongest force. Lust and effortless meaningless entertainment are ways to weaken your soul and energy

 

[FaceandBBC]

This nigger really got mods to take down the pics in that thread.

 

[Jattdontcare]

This nigger really got mods to take down the pics in that thread.

Why you want to jerk of to them black boi

PM me

 

[FaceandBBC]

Why you want to jerk of to them black boi

PM me

No, I already jerked off last night.

 

[1385]

Semen retention is better than meaningless sex, sex should be only to pass your genetics or pair bond with virgin girl you see as potential mother of your children, women are otherwise distraction, the one should focus on his career, his persona, money and drive to change his life for the better, sex drive is the strongest force. Lust and effortless meaningless entertainment are ways to weaken your soul and energy

Shaddap nigga

It will be exactly 1 week tomorrow since I lost my virginity btw i was a KHV before (hugged before)

Looking back fucking her was fun it felt good don’t get me wrong kissing her felt good grabbing her neck felt good all touch felt good

I dunno why I’m not even horny anymore looking back it was good she came she was wet but I didn’t cum

I really think sex is overrated I need to find a higher meaning/purpose in my life

Plus now I’m not going to heaven and feel guilty hiding this from my parents wtf have I done i don’t even want to text girls anymore

JFL I might just become a celibate monk I’m gonna hop back on semen retention I can go months without jerking off casual sex is so useless there’s no benefit

Still going gym and at uni and doing trading on the side just gonna focus on that gonna start doing self improvement things again like meditation and journaling etc which I stopped because I felt like it was useless becoming a hamzacel again like I was before

Apart of me just wants a relationship but I don’t feel like I would be a good bf and I would constantly be paranoid that she might be cheating etc

Also texting girls etc takes a lot of time I have realized if they stop texting or start acting less horny j start getting pissed off/sad

U got laid stupid ass nigga it's not that deep stop overreacting

 

[Jattdontcare]

Shaddap nigga


U got laid stupid ass nigga it's not that deep stop overreacting

Perhaps

 

[sub5outsider]

blud fucked once and now wanna become a monk

 

[VohnnyBoy]

I really think sex is overrated I need to find a higher meaning/purpose in my life


JFL I might just become a celibate

some mfs die of thirst , other mfs of drowning

 

[Deleted member 95933]

This is why I rated your sex experience a 2/10. First you really thought having sex would realistically change your life? Bravo you sticked your clitty in a desperate lonely wet hole you haven't done much plus the way you did it was in itself meaningless there was no connection no love. The sex that you had was solely masturbation, if you had passion whilst having that intercourse I promise you'd feel so good.

 

[Deleted member 95933]

some mfs die of thirst , other mfs of drowning

Tiktok comment section tier

 

[Gr8]

I really think sex is overrated

probably because you are ugly and got a ltb

 

[Jattdontcare]

probably because you are ugly and got a ltb

No I don’t care about face her body was good thick big tits etc

 

[Deleted member 95933]

Semen retention is better than meaningless sex, sex should be only to pass your genetics or pair bond with virgin girl you see as potential mother of your children, women are otherwise distraction, the one should focus on his career, his persona, money and drive to change his life for the better, sex drive is the strongest force. Lust and effortless meaningless entertainment are ways to weaken your soul and energy

Semen retention is retarded fuck you, balljeet deserves better

 

[Jattdontcare]

This is why I rated your sex experience a 2/10. First you really thought having sex would realistically change your life? Bravo you sticked your clitty in a desperate lonely wet hole you haven't done much plus the way you did it was in itself meaningless there was no connection no love. The sex that you had was solely masturbation, if you had passion whilst having that intercourse I promise you'd feel so good.

What do you recommend then

 

[pusk]

never acomplished such things, congrats

 

[Deleted member 95933]

What do you recommend then

I .

 

[moreplatesmoreweigh]

Never happy huh?

 

[Jattdontcare]

Never happy huh?

Perhaps I haven’t been truly happy in a long time

 

[Jattdontcare]

I recommend you start by taking care of your mental health get out of your environment try new shit and try to be a happier nigga. Then focus on ascending if possible loose the weight get nice clothes get a nice physique then begin dating find a good mtb Priyanka then date her for at least 2 years and learn , experiment, you get the point use it as a stepstool then find a better girl at this point I think you'll be in your mid 20's so lock it in get married and that's it.

So I shouldn’t sleep around?

 

[Deleted member 95933]

You could also overdose on medication and put an end to it

 

[Deleted member 95933]

So I shouldn’t sleep around?

No.

 

[Jattdontcare]

You could also overdose on medication and put an end to it

Nah I’m not that depressed just lacking direction in life

 

[Nodesbitch]

It will be exactly 1 week tomorrow since I lost my virginity btw i was a KHV before (hugged before)

Looking back fucking her was fun it felt good don’t get me wrong kissing her felt good grabbing her neck felt good all touch felt good

I dunno why I’m not even horny anymore looking back it was good she came she was wet but I didn’t cum

I really think sex is overrated I need to find a higher meaning/purpose in my life

Plus now I’m not going to heaven and feel guilty hiding this from my parents wtf have I done i don’t even want to text girls anymore

JFL I might just become a celibate monk I’m gonna hop back on semen retention I can go months without jerking off casual sex is so useless there’s no benefit

Still going gym and at uni and doing trading on the side just gonna focus on that gonna start doing self improvement things again like meditation and journaling etc which I stopped because I felt like it was useless becoming a hamzacel again like I was before

Apart of me just wants a relationship but I don’t feel like I would be a good bf and I would constantly be paranoid that she might be cheating etc

Also texting girls etc takes a lot of time I have realized if they stop texting or start acting less horny j start getting pissed off/sad

TL;DR?

 

[Deleted member 95933]

TL;DR?

Nigga changed pfp's.

 

[Gr8]

No I don’t care about face her body was good thick big tits etc

cope face is more important than body that's why it didn't feel good because you fucked a ltb

 

[Orc]

sex without emotional bond feels like nothing.

 

[Jattdontcare]

TL;DR?

basiclly im not horny anymore

girls feel like a waste of time and effort

I want a purpose/direction in life

 

[MongolTurk]

Apart of me just wants a relationship but I don’t feel like I would be a good bf and I would constantly be paranoid that she might be cheating etc

Realest shit anybody on this forum has ever said

You and I are abused dogs, that’s why we think this way

 

[Jattdontcare]

Realest shit anybody on this forum has ever said

You and I are abused dogs, that’s why we think this way

 

[kwjqxlw99]

High T 6’2 6x5 inch​

 

[subhuman929]

The only problem was that you didnt cum inside of her pussy. She was probably so ugly so you couldnt or incredibily low testosterone.

 

[Nodesbitch]

basiclly im not horny anymore

same

girls feel like a waste of time and effort

they are, you've been enlightened

I want a purpose/direction in life

I can tell you're living day to day,
you feel like your life has no real meaning,
you do whatever to waste time, and honestly,
the best ways to combat these feelings are to embrace it,
go for walks, take up hobbies, master something, do anything and everything,
try to find new joys, I mean, that what life is, goto the store, buy bread, and feed some birds,
do anything, aslong as it makes you happy, try to become the best version of yourself, look into nutrition,
meditation, self love, self acceptance, read classic books, listen to genres of music, go on Facebook and look for local clubs or meetups
the options are endless man, that's the wonder of life, there's no direct meaning so you can make your own, don't just focus on one thing in life, because when you don't achieve said thing you're going to feel worthless, best thing you can do is not set goals,

just try your best and see where it gets you

 

[Jattdontcare]

same

they are, you've been enlightened

I can tell you're living day to day,
you feel like your life has no real meaning,
you do whatever to waste time, and honestly,
the best ways to combat these feelings are to embrace it,
go for walks, take up hobbies, master something, do anything and everything,
try to find new joys, I mean, that what life is, goto the store, buy bread, and feed some birds,
do anything, aslong as it makes you happy, try to become the best version of yourself, look into nutrition,
meditation, self love, self acceptance, read classic books, listen to genres of music, go on Facebook and look for local clubs or meetups
the options are endless man, that's the wonder of life, there's no direct meaning so you can make your own, don't just focus on one thing in life, because when you don't achieve said thing you're going to feel worthless, best thing you can do is not set goals,

just try your best and see where it gets you

Thank you ️️soldier HH

 

[Nodesbitch]

Thank you ️️soldier HH

I mean, if your looks are already capped you don't really need this forum, youve ascended brother, go live your new life, have fun

the world is your sandbox

 

[guttedd]

It will be exactly 1 week tomorrow since I lost my virginity btw i was a KHV before (hugged before)

Looking back fucking her was fun it felt good don’t get me wrong kissing her felt good grabbing her neck felt good all touch felt good

I dunno why I’m not even horny anymore looking back it was good she came she was wet but I didn’t cum

I really think sex is overrated I need to find a higher meaning/purpose in my life

Plus now I’m not going to heaven and feel guilty hiding this from my parents wtf have I done i don’t even want to text girls anymore

JFL I might just become a celibate monk I’m gonna hop back on semen retention I can go months without jerking off casual sex is so useless there’s no benefit

Still going gym and at uni and doing trading on the side just gonna focus on that gonna start doing self improvement things again like meditation and journaling etc which I stopped because I felt like it was useless becoming a hamzacel again like I was before

Apart of me just wants a relationship but I don’t feel like I would be a good bf and I would constantly be paranoid that she might be cheating etc

Also texting girls etc takes a lot of time I have realized if they stop texting or start acting less horny j start getting pissed off/sad

sex is so overrated lol

 

[Jattdontcare]

I mean, if your looks are already capped you don't really need this forum, youve ascended brother, go live your new life, have fun

the world is your sandbox

Yeah u just need nose surgery now non more u could do and more muscle

 

[TARAN]

It will be exactly 1 week tomorrow since I lost my virginity btw i was a KHV before (hugged before)

Looking back fucking her was fun it felt good don’t get me wrong kissing her felt good grabbing her neck felt good all touch felt good

I dunno why I’m not even horny anymore looking back it was good she came she was wet but I didn’t cum

I really think sex is overrated I need to find a higher meaning/purpose in my life

Plus now I’m not going to heaven and feel guilty hiding this from my parents wtf have I done i don’t even want to text girls anymore

JFL I might just become a celibate monk I’m gonna hop back on semen retention I can go months without jerking off casual sex is so useless there’s no benefit

Still going gym and at uni and doing trading on the side just gonna focus on that gonna start doing self improvement things again like meditation and journaling etc which I stopped because I felt like it was useless becoming a hamzacel again like I was before

Apart of me just wants a relationship but I don’t feel like I would be a good bf and I would constantly be paranoid that she might be cheating etc

Also texting girls etc takes a lot of time I have realized if they stop texting or start acting less horny j start getting pissed off/sad

As I told u to start NOFAP
Not because of some insane benefits
But for ur own mental sake.
And the saved time and energy on something productive.
Don't be a celibate monk but definitely we more clearer in the head.
Let the whole forum cope saying
"NOFAP will not ascend u to chad .
Keep coping with NOFAP"
Just do it for ur own .

 

[Jattdontcare]

As I told u to start NOFAP
Not because of some insane benefits
But for ur own mental sake.
And the saved time and energy on something productive.
Don't be a celibate monk but definitely we more clearer in the head.
Let the whole forum cope saying
"NOFAP will not ascend u to chad .
Keep coping with NOFAP"
Just do it for ur own .

MUTT NAHI MARNA PANCHOD

but yes i haven't wanked in 2 weeks Im going to keep it up

 

[Deleted member 133675]

It will be exactly 1 week tomorrow since I lost my virginity btw i was a KHV before (hugged before)

Looking back fucking her was fun it felt good don’t get me wrong kissing her felt good grabbing her neck felt good all touch felt good

I dunno why I’m not even horny anymore looking back it was good she came she was wet but I didn’t cum

I really think sex is overrated I need to find a higher meaning/purpose in my life

Plus now I’m not going to heaven and feel guilty hiding this from my parents wtf have I done i don’t even want to text girls anymore

JFL I might just become a celibate monk I’m gonna hop back on semen retention I can go months without jerking off casual sex is so useless there’s no benefit

Still going gym and at uni and doing trading on the side just gonna focus on that gonna start doing self improvement things again like meditation and journaling etc which I stopped because I felt like it was useless becoming a hamzacel again like I was before

Apart of me just wants a relationship but I don’t feel like I would be a good bf and I would constantly be paranoid that she might be cheating etc

Also texting girls etc takes a lot of time I have realized if they stop texting or start acting less horny j start getting pissed off/sad

whatever

 

[TARAN]

MUTT NAHI MARNA PANCHOD

but yes i haven't wanked in 2 weeks Im going to keep it up

Good
No peek no bad thoughts
It might not help u physically
But actually it helps a lot mentally.
Defeat lust

Keep.me updated in pms.

 

[Gengar]

@Gengar

@TARAN

That’s surprising that you got depressed over it. Most people only get depressed if their first was a prostitute/escort.

 

[abcd]

Dude i had the exact same fucking experience 4 months ago, when I lost my virginity.

Sex just felt so empty and meaningless, because there was 0 emotional connection, no love or affection, and I wasn't even physically attracted to her, it was shit.

I had the same thing where I just didn't feel horny or even think about girls for like a month, didn't even wanna jerk off. I legit thought there was something wrong with me, like low testosterone. Horniness is mostly back, I get desires to fap and shit but I still don't care about girls as much as before, the thought of texting bitches just to fuck doesn't seem very appealing. I think with a girlfriend that you actually love it would be so much different, but idk how I'm meant to find a gf and I also can't really imagine having one, idk if I could handle it.