Depressed again

[sarmatian]

Was happy but decided to read some of @Orc 's threads again...

no one is coming

at some point I think I'll have to make peace with the fact that there just isn't anyone out there for me, not in a poetic 'wasn't at the right place at the right moment' kind of way, but in the colder more statistical sense that whatever combination of traits make up me, just doesn't register...

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being good looking won't ''ascend'' you

people think being attractive means the world unfolds for you like a red carpet, that strangers will double take on the street, that café workers will smile longer, that doors will open, metaphorical and literal, but it doesn't happen. attractive men, don't walk into a room and cause gasps...

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fixing your face won’t fix the parts of you people instinctively recoil from

that sounds harsh but it's true, a lot of people in this place have the idea that if they just correct the slope of their nose, carve a jawline out of bone, or cut fat on their face they'll finally be someone worth liking, but that's not the reality, the thing nobody tells you is that a good...

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Yeah... I woke up happy but decided to ruin my day again

Especially because I have a shit ton of surgeries planned and a year full of gym time...

Man...