Descended to absolute hell, how will I come back?

[kuwait]

I was 14 and a half in this photo:

And before anyone comes at me with the morphing allegations, didn’t use any retouch or morph was just back camera.

I was 172cm 50kg.

Now:

Grew out my eyebrows and lashes and mustache but gained 8kg so I was more bloated.

Current stats: 178cm/5’10 58kg 15yrs

Descended from Hmtn to Hltn..

another recent pic of my eye area:

In 2months after I turn 16 I’ll get some money and run my first roid cycle,
This cycle is not 100% the one I’ll run might adjust something’s later on.

Romosozumab 2x monthly
3-6mg inj proviron
125-175mg test E or C as a base weekly
6mg erda ed
14iu gh ed
either anavar or Tbol
20mg tadalifil
Masteron
6-10G L-citrulline
6g aakg
450mg magnesium glycinate
850mg Tudca
2G nac
Melatonin 10-20mg
6G glucosamine
Modafinil
5mg oral minoxidil
1mg finastride
Boron
Iron
Calcium
mk-7
D3

 

[kuwait]

and before people say you cannot afford that, cost will be 300-450$ without romosozumab, I already have erda and test and most items other than the dht derivatives

 

[Αlchemy]

and before people say you cannot afford that, cost will be 300-450$ without romosozumab, I already have erda and test and most items other than the dht derivatives

the only expensive thing on there is the romo also drop hgh and run 8 mgs erda and take breaks when sides get bad