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Im finally free.
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Im in a restaurant writing this rn, basically i got stinged by a fucking wasp right above my eye, making the area bloated as fuck, and my acne is absoloutly terrible. Not only that, i got like 5 hours of sleep and rn is the first time im drinking water today and its 4pm. My sunburn on my face is making even more bloat too. I look fucking disgusting, im about low LTN rn, if not worse.
People dont look at me. People dont smile at me no more. When i look into a persons eyes he just frowns. Never in my whole life have i ever experienced someone like this, but its like if i was a criminal or wasnt human anymore. Im human too bro.
The only time people look at me is when they feel bad for me. Luckily im still like 185cm, but if i was 170 i cant imagine it man. I just want to go home, i just want to go away from everyone. I just want to run awau into the forest without anyone.
Holy shit this fat waitress just took my plate away without even looking at me even and tried forcing a smile avoiding eye contact. When this 40 year old biker chad came in she was fucking staring at him and blushing, BUT YOU CANT HAVE EYECONTACT WITH ME HUH
WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS LIFE MAN, WHAT EVEN IS THIS THIS ISNT EVEN LIFE, THIS IS FUCKING HELL.
I saw a group of guys, imagine if it was women. They were laughing and shit and the moment they saw me they all stopped laughing and put on that disgusting expression everyone gives you.
In my country its normal to say "nice day" translated, and every time when im on a trail or some shit, over 95% of people say it back with smiling. Now, less than 50% say it back WITHOUT smiling, with NOONE saying it first.
THIS FUCKING FAT HOE GAVE ME THIS LOOK THE MOMENT I WALKED IN
Just kill me bro, if this was my life, just kill me bro.
People dont look at me. People dont smile at me no more. When i look into a persons eyes he just frowns. Never in my whole life have i ever experienced someone like this, but its like if i was a criminal or wasnt human anymore. Im human too bro.
The only time people look at me is when they feel bad for me. Luckily im still like 185cm, but if i was 170 i cant imagine it man. I just want to go home, i just want to go away from everyone. I just want to run awau into the forest without anyone.
Holy shit this fat waitress just took my plate away without even looking at me even and tried forcing a smile avoiding eye contact. When this 40 year old biker chad came in she was fucking staring at him and blushing, BUT YOU CANT HAVE EYECONTACT WITH ME HUH
WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS LIFE MAN, WHAT EVEN IS THIS THIS ISNT EVEN LIFE, THIS IS FUCKING HELL.
I saw a group of guys, imagine if it was women. They were laughing and shit and the moment they saw me they all stopped laughing and put on that disgusting expression everyone gives you.
In my country its normal to say "nice day" translated, and every time when im on a trail or some shit, over 95% of people say it back with smiling. Now, less than 50% say it back WITHOUT smiling, with NOONE saying it first.
THIS FUCKING FAT HOE GAVE ME THIS LOOK THE MOMENT I WALKED IN
Just kill me bro, if this was my life, just kill me bro.
in the club” he couldn’t believe it 
