blackpilller
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I'm watching myself get overtaken my laziness, I used to be bare minimum mtn now im mid ltn, I have no motivation to do anything the only thing that keeps me going is urge to make money and even thats slowing down as im just becoming a chud, This all started because I was 6'0 and 110 lbs and told by everyone I need to bulk which I then agreed now bulked to 140 lbs and Ive gained strength in gym etc but I just feel like a blob of shit always my face is now comparable to a hot air baloon and prior it was at least decent enough to have hollow cheeks in a video, Im just slowly descending into a pulp, I hope to escape this slump god willing and i wish everyone the best, im continuing the bulk until 170lbs and 6'0 so I can be a true gymcel, I truthfully think the reason my face is inflated is due to 0 cardio and straight decomposing. I will update in weeks or months, If i escape this slump which i will i always prevail, but truthfully this ones been horrible, god bless all have a good day thanks for reading my rant, I will be mtn again, I'll start tmrw
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