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I also joined this year. Already at 6.7 thousand postsJoined: may 1, 2022
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I also joined this year. Already at 6.7 thousand postsJoined: may 1, 2022
But I've been diagnosed 3 times already on the Autistic Spectrum as well as Schizophrenia. Maybe I'm both psycho and autistic.Autists can feel empathy
You're psycho.![]()
Mogs meI also joined this year. Already at 6.7 thousand posts![]()
Nearly everyone knows me now. From zero to 100 in a few months.Mogs me
I'll mog her (yes I'm referring to him as her now) soon as the one and only true rotter on this forum.Mogs me
That's actually ideal for dark triad maxingBut I've been diagnosed 3 times already on the Autistic Spectrum as well as Schizophrenia. Maybe I'm both psycho and autistic.![]()
You're calling me a she now?I'll mog her (yes I'm referring to him as her now) soon as the one and only true rotter on this forum.![]()
Problem is I haven't been able to use it since I have no friends irl and no females want me. I just leech off my parents for now, but that's cause they owe me it for how I turned out.That's actually ideal for dark triad maxing
Does that make you blush?You're calling me a she now?
YesDoes that make you blush?![]()
American aspieProblem is I haven't been able to use it since I have no friends irl and no females want me. I just leech off my parents for now, but that's cause they owe me it for how I turned out.![]()
They should make a movie about me and maybe then I can get some bitches.Yes
American aspie
It'd be pretty good tbhThey should make a movie about me and maybe then I can get some bitches.![]()
One of my ex friends IRL was studying cinematography and wanted to make a documentary on incels and asked me to be in it. Eventually he scrapped that idea, but I had agreed to it lol.It'd be pretty good tbh
I wouldn't have agreed tbh.One of my ex friends IRL was studying cinematography and wanted to make a documentary on incels and asked me to be in it. Eventually he scrapped that idea, but I had agreed to it lol.
I thought it was a good idea at the time, but in hindsight maybe not.I wouldn't have agreed tbh.
Why ex friend?
So you actually have schizophrenia? What's it like? That sounds hard.I thought it was a good idea at the time, but in hindsight maybe not.
He's an ex friend cause I ghosted him twice while having my schizoid episodes. He didn't like that so he stopped responding to my friend requests (I had deleted him off and then added him again after my episodes). Apparently him and some other guy I went to school with, got fed up with me ghosting them for months/yrs so they left me. This ex friend I had met on SlutHate which was a website precursor to this one about incels and we agreed to meet up in person once we discovered we lived close to one another. I visited him twice and we kept in communication for yrs. The other friend I met in high school, but introduced him to the online incel friend I met in person later on. Long story short, I suck at making friends/attracting women and the few friends I do make(who aren't NT obv.) I lose.![]()
Never beganSo you actually have schizophrenia? What's it like? That sounds hard.
I have auditory and visual hallucinations that come and go. They mainly come under stressful situations, but they have randomly appeared in calm times as well. I have an imaginary friend that I can see and interact with since I was a kid. He's based off Sonic the Hedgehog cause I was a huge Sonic fan as a kid (Like most aspies, Chris Chan, etc.) and still am (went to see the second Sonic movie in theaters, saw the first one as well in theaters, and will see the third one as well in theaters). He mainly visits me in my sleep, but he's also appeared irl before (obv. in my head). I can still feel his presence in my head and he helps me cope, but sometimes he plays mean pranks on me and tells me that people are out to get me which triggers my paranoia. This leads to me freaking out and losing my jobs.So you actually have schizophrenia? What's it like? That sounds hard.
Ha ha...funnyI have auditory and visual hallucinations that come and go. They mainly come under stressful situations, but they have randomly appeared in calm times as well. I have an imaginary friend that I can see and interact with since I was a kid. He's based off Sonic the Hedgehog cause I was a huge Sonic fan as a kid (Like most aspies, Chris Chan, etc.) and still am (went to see the second Sonic movie in theaters, saw the first one as well in theaters, and will see the third one as well in theaters). He mainly visits me in my sleep, but he's also appeared irl before (obv. in my head). I can still feel his presence in my head and he helps me cope, but sometimes he plays mean pranks on me and tells me that people are out to get me which triggers my paranoia. This leads to me freaking out and losing my jobs.![]()
Holy fuck. Just like in the movies.I have auditory and visual hallucinations that come and go. They mainly come under stressful situations, but they have randomly appeared in calm times as well. I have an imaginary friend that I can see and interact with since I was a kid. He's based off Sonic the Hedgehog cause I was a huge Sonic fan as a kid (Like most aspies, Chris Chan, etc.) and still am (went to see the second Sonic movie in theaters, saw the first one as well in theaters, and will see the third one as well in theaters). He mainly visits me in my sleep, but he's also appeared irl before (obv. in my head). I can still feel his presence in my head and he helps me cope, but sometimes he plays mean pranks on me and tells me that people are out to get me which triggers my paranoia. This leads to me freaking out and losing my jobs.![]()
Wouldn't surprise me if you were 8PSL's alt tbh and he was talking to himself. I knew a guy from SlutHate called ConcernedBimbo who would makeup 50% of the forum with his alts and he'd talk to himself.Ha ha...funny![]()
I don't have control of him, he decides when he comes and goes.Holy fuck. Just like in the movies.
Can you trigger a conversation with him whenever you want or can he tell you to fuck off?
I`m indeed 8psl but not actually @8PSLcelWouldn't surprise me if you were 8PSL's alt tbh and he was talking to himself. I knew a guy from SlutHate called ConcernedBimbo who would makeup 50% of the forum with his alts and he'd talk to himself.![]()
What's he like in your conversations? Can you see him like sitting on a chair?I don't have control of him, he decides when he comes and goes.
Yeah, he's like a real life person. I mainly talk about my failures with women and my autism with him, but for the most part we hang out together. He's like my only real friend that's lasted up to now.What's he like in your conversations? Can you see him like sitting on a chair?
Do you like him? Do you think it's more of a toxic relationship though?Yeah, he's like a real life person. I mainly talk about my failures with women and my autism with him, but for the most part we hang out together. He's like my only real friend that's lasted up to now.
He's like the brother I've never had. Losing him would feel like losing a part of me which is why I refuse the medication the jews are trying to give me. The negative side effects such as bloatmaxxing make it worse as well. I refuse to take that jewish poison. Sonic is cool when he's not evil.Do you like him? Do you think it's more of a toxic relationship though?
So you'd be willing to sacrifice your own social life to save his life? Mirin your loyalty.He's like the brother I've never had. Losing him would feel like losing a part of me which is why I refuse the medication the jews are trying to give me. The negative side effects such as bloatmaxxing make it worse as well. I refuse to take that jewish poison. Sonic is cool when he's not evil.![]()
Yeah, I think he's part of my subconscious. Sometimes he pushes me to make new friends IRL, bu then realizes it's very difficult for a non-NT such as myself.So you'd be willing to sacrifice your own social life to save his life? Mirin your loyalty.
So you think he's only out for you?
This is pretty interesting. I've never encountered something like this before.
I hope you're able to find a good balance where you have him and you're able to function in society easily.Yeah, I think he's part of my subconscious. Sometimes he pushes me to make new friends IRL, bu then realizes it's very difficult for a non-NT such as myself.
I'm managing to balance it for now, but I doubt I'd function in society easily. I might need SSI or some external help, but the cheap gov't doesn't wanna give help out to high-function autists out there.I hope you're able to find a good balance where you have him and you're able to function in society easily.
It's pretty shit. I also have trouble being in society because of my autism. We'll have to just keep learning from our failures.I'm managing to balance it for now, but I doubt I'd function in society easily. I might need SSI or some external help, but the cheap gov't doesn't wanna give help out to high-function autists out there.![]()
You're actually diagnosed as well? Mirin. Lots of fake autists on here who don't know what it's like. It's a huge social handicap.It's pretty shit. I also have trouble being in society because of my autism. We'll have to just keep learning from our failures.
Yeah I meet the clinical diagnosis yeah, same as ADHD.You're actually diagnosed as well? Mirin. Lots of fake autists on here who don't know what it's like. It's a huge social handicap.![]()
My psychologist also didn't want to test me at a younger age cause he thought I would "grow out" of it JFL. I used to go dressed up as Spongebob, Sonic, Disney characters to school cause I loved playing pretend a lot as a kid. Kids would mock me for it and the teachers thought I was too childish despite being an actual childYeah I meet the clinical diagnosis yeah, same as ADHD.
My mom told me that I was tested when I was younger and fulfilled the requirements but the doctor decided not to actually diagnose. It's a weird story.
But yeah, it's very hard for me to socialise with others. Lots of the time I fail to understand how others may react and I do something that pisses people off or I do something for far too long.
I also find certain things offensive to see hear or touch. People eating for example makes me miserable.
I used to dress up like superman and spiderman all the time when I was young.My psychologist also didn't want to test me at a younger age cause he thought I would "grow out" of it JFL. I used to go dressed up as Spongebob, Sonic, Disney characters to school cause I loved playing pretend a lot as a kid. Kids would mock me for it and the teachers thought I was too childish despite being an actual child. Eventually, when I hit puberty, other kids got into other tastes such as hitting on women or drag racing while I still wanted to play Pokemon games and Yu-Gi-Oh cards with them. They ditched me and I was relegated to the losers at school that still did play "kiddie" games.
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Yeah, I like playing dress up a lot, but stopped doing it cause don't wanna disappoint my parents any further lol. I mainly role-play in videogames such as Elder Scroll games and Sims, but still enjoy dressing up as Sonic for Halloween. I've even gone to High School dressed as Sonic and started running like him around campus while normies laughed.I used to dress up like superman and spiderman all the time when I was young.
I even got lost in a shopping mall once wearing my superman outfit under a tiny suit. When the workers asked who I was, I told them I was "Clark Kent".
I still love to play with my toys and videogames to this day. It's considered very weird by other people. Makes you feel embarrassed.
It's crazy how people so different from the norm could end up experiencing such similar themes in their lives.Yeah, I like playing dress up a lot, but stopped doing it cause don't wanna disappoint my parents any further lol. I mainly role-play in videogames such as Elder Scroll games and Sims, but still enjoy dressing up as Sonic for Halloween. I've even gone to High School dressed as Sonic and started running like him around campus while normies laughed.I even handed out candy to a bunch of JBs as Sonic and they mired my costume.
Too bad it doesn't lead to sexually attracting women.
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I've written fan-fics before about being a dictator in my autist world (Aspietopia) where all aspies and other non-NTs such as myself wage war on Normieville with their vile normies/femoids. Sonic is my personal advisor and we've been at war for yrs with the normies.It's crazy how people so different from the norm could end up experiencing such similar themes in their lives.
That's what I hate about normies the most, they'll bully you if you're not just like them.
Sounds cool. That's one of the advantages of being non NT, you're kind of forced outside the box.I've written fan-fics before about being a dictator in my autist world (Aspietopia) where all aspies and other non-NTs such as myself wage war on Normieville with their vile normies/femoids. Sonic is my personal advisor and we've been at war for yrs with the normies.![]()
Yeah, I've always wanted to build an giant mechabot like Eggman and stomp on the Normies as revenge.Sounds cool. That's one of the advantages of being non NT, you're kind of forced outside the box.
I also like to imagine weird scenarios in my head, its my main source of entertainment. Many of these are based on real life and how I think things will play out.
I've imagined myself as like a space marine fighting the enemies of the empire or even as the god emperor himself.Yeah, I've always wanted to build an giant mechabot like Eggman and stomp on the Normies as revenge.
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Reminds me of 2016 Trump memesI've imagined myself as like a space marine fighting the enemies of the empire or even as the god emperor himself.
That'd be the coolest thing. Having a mechanical suit.
I think Trump is at least a little non NT. He probably is the ideal mentally, he can understand social situations but he's clearly not a normie.Reminds me of 2016 Trump memes
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I think he, like most politicians, have anti-social personality disorder. He probably has narcissism which comes with a lack of empathy. You need to have little to no empathy to survive in those higher up positions of power.I think Trump is at least a little non NT. He probably is the ideal mentally, he can understand social situations but he's clearly not a normie.
He's a very interesting guy, completely commands the room.
Yeah that too but he's clearly kinda goofy.I think he, like most politicians, have anti-social personality disorder. He probably has narcissism which comes with a lack of empathy. You need to have little to no empathy to survive in those higher up positions of power.
Probably on the autistic spectrum as well.Yeah that too but he's clearly kinda goofy.
Do you think your autism has something to do with you liking the idea of being a chick?Probably on the autistic spectrum as well.![]()
I think it does tbh. I heard most trannies are autists or social misfits that failed as men.Do you think your autism has something to do with you liking the idea of being a chick?
I think for me it does.
It could be to do with the tendency to not confirm to social norms. I don't really associate really with male behaviours much. So you'd be more inclined to be somewhat feminine mentally.I think it does tbh. I heard most trannies are autists or social misfits that failed as men.