Did i miss out on ALOT of hints???

[NeurodivergentLTN]

Alright look so im 14 and in my 3rd year of highschool which is normal in my country and in the 1st and 2nd year of my highschool years i had a seating plan where i sat next to this girl for some time i would say around 4 months in total and they were the best moments i had with her. But my question was always "did she like me?" since i really liked her and now that im looking back at it i think i missed out on alot of hints for example she used to draw on my arms (not alot but still a decent amount) she once asked me to touch her hair (i know it was once) she always was comfortable around me and joked around and this one time which was kinda weird she accidently poked her finger with a compass causing her to bleed so she licked her finger then when it kept bleeding she smeered a little blood in my book then licked her finger again bled abit and wiped it on my bare skin... That cant be normal right??? like ive never had good relations with females so i cant really say much about this but i know that isnt normal. And also in the 1st year of highschool when i sat next to her i got shipped then in the 2nd year i got shipped again with her but most kids i never knew since the whole class was changed except a few people so it was like they knew we were good for eachother??? but anyways do you guys think she liked me?

TLR: Sat next to my crush she drew on me, wiped blood on me and got us shipped Did she like me?

 

[Fledermaus]

Alright look so im 14 and in my 3rd year of highschool which is normal in my country and in the 1st and 2nd year of my highschool years i had a seating plan where i sat next to this girl for some time i would say around 4 months in total and they were the best moments i had with her. But my question was always "did she like me?" since i really liked her and now that im looking back at it i think i missed out on alot of hints for example she used to draw on my arms (not alot but still a decent amount) she once asked me to touch her hair (i know it was once) she always was comfortable around me and joked around and this one time which was kinda weird she accidently poked her finger with a compass causing her to bleed so she licked her finger then when it kept bleeding she smeered a little blood in my book then licked her finger again bled abit and wiped it on my bare skin... That cant be normal right??? like ive never had good relations with females so i cant really say much about this but i know that isnt normal. And also in the 1st year of highschool when i sat next to her i got shipped then in the 2nd year i got shipped again with her but most kids i never knew since the whole class was changed except a few people so it was like they knew we were good for eachother??? but anyways do you guys think she liked me?

TLR: Sat next to my crush she drew on me, wiped blood on me and got us shipped Did she like me?

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the TLDR is also too long, DNR.