I know that's the thing I need to fix most in my life, but I was staying up till 7 sleeping till 3pm do you not think it had any effect tbh? I think about this and get very fucking mad all day.
How old are you and how long did you live such lifestyle for?
I wil give complete rundown now. At 13 I was sent away for 6 months for doing drugs and aggression, there I lived very natural lifestyle in the wilderness. I was outside all day long, literally even sleeping. I only ate rice and lentils for dinner and dry oats for breakfast, then for another 3 months I was at an outdoor horse ranch on the border of Mexico in the sun all day eating natural no access to drugs. then I get out and my parents won't let me go to public school again, my crazy faggot dad made me drive 30 miles to school and back everyday at 14. then when the school year ends, he buys me weed and I smoke it all day, later that summer I went on dxm binge for the first time. I then went to a boarding school for a few months where I was drug free, then I was prescribed Seroquel. It was an extremely low dose only 25-50mg. my mom came back November and I did dxm while watching a movie again, complete euphoria and bliss, my dad dint like my mom being back in the house so he makes us live in rental houses 30 miles from the school like a faggot. It was in April after doing dxm consisitenyl for a few months I did LSD with my Oneitis and made out, but shit went wrong I can elaborate if curious. Then we decide to move cause I get kicked out of school, and we move to Denver and I spend all summer in the mountains doing dxm staying up till 5 or 6 sleeping in but eating healthy and sleeping a lot still I guess. when we get to Denver my isolation and drug abuse had effected me and I became crazy and got bipolar so they tried to put me on meds but I refused cause I knew what they would cause. I was completely crazy and got sick a lot from my mania and shit, my family is extremely fucked up I can elaborate, But in December I went away to military school after a 4 tab acid trip and decided to change for my development. I have done good since then and am almost 17. I got an X-ray recently my growth plates in shoulder are still open but will close within six months.
I don't think it affected you that much, I saw your face, you don't have recessions or something. Also, it depends on your stress tolerance, if your previous circumstances didn't bother and stress you much because you didn't give a fuck then ok. Another story if you were under devilishly severe stress 24/7 everyday.
my height is 5'10.5 last time measured almost a year ago on 16 birthday. Dad is 6'0.5 and mom is 5'0.5
what is my rating am I chadlite?
I was under stress 24/7 for 3 months when I had bipolar, also ever since I was 12 I had beast my dick up tp 10 times a day no exaggeration.
Considering that you are nearly 17 so you might reach your dad's height, but I doubt that you will surpass him. And with your mom's height you are lucky being even 5'11
I would rate you high tier normie
what holds me back in your eyes?
You mean you jacked off 10 times a day?
yes
Damn, I vaguely remember your facial features but my first impressions were that you are far from being ugly. I remember you have good jaw.
First pic is in April this year, other one is me as a freshman at that boarding school I talked about at barely 15
You look pretty young. You should have success with JBs tbh. High tier normie.
