Did you get blackpilled suddenly or gradually?

[Deleted member 616]

Title.

I don't think there was a single "enlightening moment" that got me suddenly blackpilled. I just gradually realized something was wrong about my looks / my life and went deeper and deeper as I spent more time in the psl community + became more observant irl.

 

[Tony]

ur life is wested cunt

 

[Deleted member 245]

Gradual. I was already somewhat blackpilled even as early as high school. I always knew looks was what mainly attracted women but then I learned about how it goes beyond dating.

 

[Deleted member 6873]

i just started realising how subhuman the majority of my friends were and the fact that their only redeeming feature is being tall

 

[Deleted member 6538]

I stumbled upon a Faceandlms video and the rest is history

 

[jackthenerd]

Gradual, I was first redpilled for years.

 

[Deleted member 4612]

gradually, i used to hang around PUA forums and shit, pure cringe. however red pill is often the gateway to the black pill. i'm glad i found my way here

 

[Deleted member 616]

I stumbled upon a Faceandlms video and the rest is history

That must be brutal son

 

[Thetic]

I use to browse r/seduction smh

 

[Deleted member 4310]

It was a very gradual process. I started reading books about sociology, evolution, genetics, atheism, psychology etc because I started to doubt that life was as wonderful as I had been taught it was. Of course all this knowledge helped me get a better understanding about reality but something was missing. When I found psl and the blackpill it all made sense, it was the last piece of the puzzle. Life really is just smoke and mirrors.

For example i've applied for jobs where I was overqualified but I never got the jobs despite being confident and having good social skills. It's so obvious that it's all because of my acne scars, it's the first thing people notice and it gives them a bad feeling about me.

I've had watershed moments in my childhood where the blackpill hit me extra hard but we are taught to cope and ignore it so I just carried on with my life until the blackpills where too palpable, it was inevitable for the to find psl and become thoroughly blackpilled.

 

[WannaBeA6]

Suddenly, it was an absolute shock for me
I knew about the incels thing but never thought looks mattered, I honestly believed from the bottom of my heart that women didn't care about looks and preferred guys with attitude, game and that they were not "visual", hell, i didn't even think the notion of good looking existed for males

Watched the first WAW video and I didn't really believe at the moment, I was confused, like "what...? The things this guy's saying make sense, what if? Fuck no I didn't live a lie" then started remembering things in my life that were in line with what he said, looked myself in the mirror and noticed my flaws he just mentioned in the vid and realized why I was rejected and treated badly through life, I looked like a boneless cuck
Then watched another video and I started cold sweating, the realization with each second of those videos is insane, it's some type of twisted enlightenment, I never even thought for a second life was that determinist, I thought you could change things

 

[Deleted member 616]

gradually, i used to hang around PUA forums and shit, pure cringe. however red pill is often the gateway to the black pill. i'm glad i found my way here

I never lingered too long in redpill communities but I did believe in the "be alpha" theory. Luckily the blackpilled part of my mind prioritized looksmaxing. I was still naive tho because I used to think gymcelling + a good haircut would be enough. I also underestimated how far women would go out of their way to fuck a Gigachad.

 

[Deleted member 4612]

I never lingered too long in redpill communities but I did believe in the "be alpha" theory. Luckily the blackpilled part of my mind prioritized looksmaxing. I was still naive tho because I used to think gymcelling + a good haircut would be enough. I also underestimated how far women would go out of their way to fuck a Gigachad.

yeah the social media pill is blackpilling, women spend all day looking for gigamoggers to hook up with

 

[Deleted member 616]

For example i've applied for jobs where I was overqualified but I never got the jobs despite being confident and having good social skills. It's so obvious that it's all because of my acne scars, it's the first thing people

That's a blessing tbh. If you already have confidence and social skills then it's easier to realize the problem of your looks when things always go wrong. I've always been socially retarded so I genuinely believed that personality was my biggest problem.

 

[Deleted member 4310]

Suddenly, it was an absolute shock for me
I knew about the incels thing but never thought looks mattered, I honestly believed from the bottom of my heart that women didn't care about looks and preferred guys with attitude, game and that they were not "visual", hell, i didn't even think the notion of good looking existed for males

Watched the first WAW video and I didn't really believe at the moment, I was confused, like "what...? The things this guy's saying make sense, what if? Fuck no I didn't live a lie" then started remembering things in my life that were in line with what he said, looked myself in the mirror and noticed my flaws he just mentioned in the vid and realized why I was rejected and treated badly through life, I looked like a boneless cuck
Then watched another video and I started cold sweating, the realization with each second of those videos is insane, it's some type of twisted enlightenment, I never even thought for a second life was that determinist, I thought you could change things

The first video of the blackpill I saw was Eggman's "take the blackpill" (I have his avi because he was the first incel saint I came across and he symbolizes my awakening jfl) and everything just fell into place. I didn't doubt it for a second. It was like he was talking about my own life, I could relate to every single world. It's uncanny how a youtube video can hit so close to home. He could might as well be inside my mind and read my experience with women from my memories.

 

[Germania]

Zyzz blackpilled me

 

[Deleted member 4430]

Mike Mew is biggest blackpiller out there