Didn't ascended in one year brutal

[envi.matei]

So I found out about blackpill around Octomber 2024, and joined this in July. Well ofcourse I knew about org way before july, but one of my friends that knew abt the bp since 2022-2023 told me not to, cuz is toxic, blah blah blah. Well, since octomber 2024 i tried to follow an routine but failed miserably. I don't post often because i don't got what to post(ex= methods, routine, "hgh" journey, etc...). I have failed miserably, my acne got worse, i started having shorter hair because of low maintaince and to look more normal since I'm ugly. I have found that by squinting i look better(no shit sherlock) but my classmates and other people know that i squint, and they even asked my dad if i got some neuro problem that i always squint(over)... I think i will continue to squint and hope i can be able to live my life, rope is the quickest solution, but i won't because i my dad.(fuck my mum she is a bitch, and my brother indiferently).(idk if i wrote the last word correctly, i'm still learning english, since im in 8th grade). Well, i will try once again to follow an routine.

 

[envi.matei]

Brutal bump

 

[Urielwillascend]

Brother it’s not really the goal to ascend in one year like if you aren’t just overweight or young and on a cycle or accutane you just want to ascend for life not something quick that can reverse