primal_shitmuncher
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made a post yesterday about roping.
i spent 30 minutes pacing on the balcony trying to build the urge to jump. before jumping, i decided to bust a nut (sweetiefox), and post-nut clarity drive convinced me to call 911. idk why, i still wanted to end it, but i wanted someone to talk to ig. 988 was leaving me waiting too long. i ended up bein forced to talk to the cops (family wasn't home, they don't know anything). my dad wasn't even mad, he js signed me up to rewrite the june sat.
im not sure if i regret making that call yet or not. i ended up talking to a friend for a couple hours after that online. turns out i did matter in his life. thanks a lot to all the people that said i shouldn't rope and should ascend instead, it was nice of you to take time out of your day to say that. sorry to anyone who i disappointed by not roping, im a pussy, and i guess i'll have to deal with that for the rest of my life.
i spent 30 minutes pacing on the balcony trying to build the urge to jump. before jumping, i decided to bust a nut (sweetiefox), and post-nut clarity drive convinced me to call 911. idk why, i still wanted to end it, but i wanted someone to talk to ig. 988 was leaving me waiting too long. i ended up bein forced to talk to the cops (family wasn't home, they don't know anything). my dad wasn't even mad, he js signed me up to rewrite the june sat.
im not sure if i regret making that call yet or not. i ended up talking to a friend for a couple hours after that online. turns out i did matter in his life. thanks a lot to all the people that said i shouldn't rope and should ascend instead, it was nice of you to take time out of your day to say that. sorry to anyone who i disappointed by not roping, im a pussy, and i guess i'll have to deal with that for the rest of my life.
