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hijack it my man. hijack this topic. Take your space.
I can relate to what you are saying. Feeling the most alone when you are with others. Feelings of being a failure.
It was a cabin in the woods by the beach, my lifestyle was basically the same as now (wagecucking a shitload and errands on the weekends) but the natural setting just made me so much happier. I saw your post about how you went to Norway and at least Norwegians can "cope with the nature there"... exact same shit I'm on boyo.
Another note on this, I've had this thought for a while now but can't remember if I've ever posted it here, small cities and suburbs like the one I live in now are maybe the worst of both worlds. Because you don't get the peace of a natural setting, but you also don't get the potential for girls and friends or at least the illusion of it that a big city provides. I need to be back in one or the other eventually, if you get the chance to move to a more natural area that might really help you boyo.