zrzi
Iron
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- Jan 1, 2026
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today I was asked the question, “why are you so chopped” and then it was followed by “it pisses me off.” I guess my face really just makes someone mad. This is literal hell. I Genuinely. Want. To. Die. Man oh man do I just love living life. No like genuinely tho wtf is the point of even living anymore. I don’t even find this shit fun. Literally every repeat day that happens is just torment and all I can do is silence my thoughts with music. Fucking pitiful ass me just dialoguing on .org like a fucking loser like I deadass don’t even know why I keep doing these. These are just fucking useless it just won’t anything about me. Maybe I’m looking for some fucking comfort but that’s not even what I want. What I really want is to hibachi grill myself bro (BEEF reference ifykyk) like I actually don’t know the point anymore. I want to cry but my body won’t let me. I want to scream but there are people around me. I won’t to die but my mind won’t let me. Yes I do believe there is a God and that I should love myself. And I’m here to confess that I am a sinner. I do not love myself, although I should. Because everyday I am tortured and reminded of how ugly and truly disgusting I am. No one will ever want to reproduce with me and maybe I should just hibachi grill.