disgustingly perverse thoughts torture my brain constantly

[registerfasterusing]

this is my punishment for bring a pervert
god is real he exists in my head he is torturing me making me feel like a worthless inferior faggot i can’t do this niggershif anymore I hope god only exists in earth and not in heaven

 

[Algernon]

this is my punishment for bring a pervert
god is real he exists in my head he is torturing me making me feel like a worthless inferior faggot i can’t do this niggershif anymore I hope god only exists in earth and not in heaven

why wouldn't he exist in heaven

 

[registerfasterusing]

why wouldn't he exist in heaven

if he does it’s over with
if my punishment on earth is this severe I can’t imagine what it’ll be like in hell

 

[.𝐏𝐍𝐄𝐔𝐌𝐀𝐓.]

I'll make some calls

 

[krieg]

niggas just freaked out

 

[registerfasterusing]

I'll make some calls

I can’t make any

 

[Grainsludgelover]

nigga forgot his meds

 

[Algernon]

if he does it’s over with
if my punishment on earth is this severe I can’t imagine what it’ll be like in hell

he created heaven why wouldn't he exist there

 

[IronMike]

this is my punishment for bring a pervert
god is real he exists in my head he is torturing me making me feel like a worthless inferior faggot i can’t do this niggershif anymore I hope god only exists in earth and not in heaven

 

[registerfasterusing]

he created heaven why wouldn't he exist there

why did he make my brain hell

 

[Algernon]

why did he make my brain hell

idk

is it in your nature or did was it caused? (i am guessing you consume some form of pornography to make your thoughts perverse)

 

[registerfasterusing]

idk

is it in your nature or did was it caused? (i am guessing you consume some form of pornography to make your thoughts perverse)

I have severe ocd that is triggered by porn yes

 

[ltnbrownacnecel]

Chad ramblings

 

[sonic55555]

I have severe ocd that is triggered by porn yes

you got OCD? yea ocd is the mark of an overthinking brain

 

[registerfasterusing]

you got OCD? yea ocd is the mark of an overthinking brain

diagnosed severe

 

[sonic55555]

diagnosed severe

ah shit

 

[Algernon]

I have severe ocd that is triggered by porn yes

is there a way to counter it

for example, erasing all means u can see porn (possible ways, not using ur phone or just having a work restricted device)

 

[registerfasterusing]

is there a way to counter it

for example, erasing all means u can see porn (possible ways, not using ur phone or just having a work restricted device)

Well obviously watching porn triggers it and I do everything in my power to avoid it but when I’m alone with my thoughts I get compulsions and when that happens I have no way of stopping myself

Even if I don’t watch it I’ll be left feeling miserable, depressed, unmotivated, and ultimately suicidal

 

[Algernon]

Well obviously watching porn triggers it and I do everything in my power to avoid it but when I’m alone with my thoughts I get compulsions and when that happens I have no way of stopping myself

Even if I don’t watch it I’ll be left feeling miserable, depressed, unmotivated, and ultimately suicidal

ngl this might be bad advice but is there a way you can swap out a vice like porn with a slightly less bad one?

 

[registerfasterusing]

ngl this might be bad advice but is there a way you can swap out a vice like porn with a slightly less bad one?

I tried it and worked temporarily but eventually it comes back

 

[Algernon]

I tried it and worked temporarily but eventually it comes back

potentially u could get this done under supervision?

idk if i would trust it with other peoples supervision, but u could try it amplified

in the end, if u really want to beat it, just find a way to not have your phone for a while or anything to view porn, give it to a friend temporarily (although, again idk if u can trust other people, since they might be weird and try to see what u do on ur phone or try can get into ur bank app), break it, or find some other way to not have it

problem is after that u need a new thing to do for that time to fill the void

 

[registerfasterusing]

potentially u could get this done under supervision?

idk if i would trust it with other peoples supervision, but u could try it amplified

in the end, if u really want to beat it, just find a way to not have your phone for a while or anything to view porn, give it to a friend temporarily (although, again idk if u can trust other people, since they might be weird and try to see what u do on ur phone or try can get into ur bank app), break it, or find some other way to not have it

problem is after that u need a new thing to do for that time to fill the void

Being alone with my thoughts is like very torturous since it forms these obsessions that I then must fulfill with compulsions, however disgusting or repulsive I find it. Even if I am restricted from completing the compulsion, I’m just left feeling demotivated depressed and lethargic, can’t rly live at all like this since I just feel worthless.

I tried doing the thing u said about another vice under someone else’s supervision but it was very painful for that person so I don’t think that will work long term, even tho it did provide me temporary relief

 

[Algernon]

Being alone with my thoughts is like very torturous since it forms these obsessions that I then must fulfill with compulsions, however disgusting or repulsive I find it. Even if I am restricted from completing the compulsion, I’m just left feeling demotivated depressed and lethargic, can’t rly live at all like this since I just feel worthless.

is this specific to porn, or is it that when you switch vices, now u need to do this vice to feel motivated

you could try doing a slow switch between vices, although that might risk u just doing both instead

I tried doing the thing u said about another vice under someone else’s supervision but it was very painful for that person so I don’t think that will work long term, even tho it did provide me temporary relief

is there a way u can do it without someone else's supervision, instead in a way u can simulate it being under their supervision instead?

is it possible there is another person you could have try it aswell?

idk tho

 

[registerfasterusing]

is this specific to porn, or is it that when you switch vices, now u need to do this vice to feel motivated

you could try doing a slow switch between vices, although that might risk u just doing both instead

my intrusive thoughts are related to porn and although switching vices serves as a temporary form of relief it doesn’t make my thoughts go away entirely

is there a way u can do it without someone else's supervision, instead in a way u can simulate it being under their supervision instead?

is it possible there is another person you could have try it aswell?

idk tho

there is but I’d feel wrong for doing it and it would produce a lot of guilt which could heighten my anxiety and amplify the thoughts

 

[Algernon]

my intrusive thoughts are related to porn and although switching vices serves as a temporary form of relief it doesn’t make my thoughts go away entirely

there is but I’d feel wrong for doing it and it would produce a lot of guilt which could heighten my anxiety and amplify the thoughts

idk then

gl, i hope u find a way to get ur thoughts better

 

[registerfasterusing]

idk then

gl, i hope u find a way to get ur thoughts better

thanks

 

[Eric_mxcl]

Relatable, cant really help it tho