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i zone out alot/short term memory loss(prob from substance abuse tho)
sometimes i have moments of ego loss, where i dont feel like myself or my voice and body(but i think thats from being somewhat body dysmorphic)

everything, all my emotions and feelings feel like a dream, of being real
 
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Same here
 
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i zone out alot/short term memory loss(prob from substance abuse tho)
sometimes i have moments of ego loss, where i dont feel like myself or my voice and body(but i think thats from being somewhat body dysmorphic)

everything, all my emotions and feelings feel like a dream, of being real
Hope it gets better for ya
 
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I can’t take this dude seriously for some reason :feelskek:
 
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I don't care much about the ego and my psychic structure, the unconscious part in my brain is more important
 
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Btw you should get used to it because you will continue to be dissociated even for many years or forever
 
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i zone out alot/short term memory loss(prob from substance abuse tho)
sometimes i have moments of ego loss, where i dont feel like myself or my voice and body(but i think thats from being somewhat body dysmorphic)

everything, all my emotions and feelings feel like a dream, of being real
I have quite a lot of experience with anxiety induced dpdr which sounds like what you're referring to. If you want any help shoot me a pm. I have 7 yoe with this and I have spent the past 4 years researching.

*edit - 7 years of experiencing dpdr and going to therapy and 4 yoe with going hard with researching
 
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Are you on any drugs or have some mental health history? Cuz that can cause those feelings too
 
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I have quite a lot of experience with anxiety induced dpdr which sounds like what you're referring to. If you want any help shoot me a pm. I have 7 yoe with this and I have spent the past 4 years researching.

*edit - 7 years of experiencing dpdr and going to therapy and 4 yoe with going hard with researching
Dpdr mogs you shouldnt cure It, like feels like a dream
 
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Are you on any drugs or have some mental health history? Cuz that can cause those feelings too
im pretty clean off any drugs rn except alc
past mental health history is anxiety and childhood depression/suicide ideation plus some other shit that never got checked out but idk what else i could have gotten mayb i need to see a professional
 
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Btw you should get used to it because you will continue to be dissociated even for many years or forever
its not fun its terrifying sometimes lol
 
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Cons- its weird and I want to feel like myself

Pros- I astral project 10x easier than in my regular self
 
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Cons- its weird and I want to feel like myself

Pros- I astral project 10x easier than in my regular self
Yeah it makes you ascend intellectually and spiritually at the same time
 
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Once I had this highly Concious state and it felt magical, I was feeling alive normal and present, just in this body in this realm, it lasted 6 or 7 seconds and was surreal, I’m dissociated from life idk why, I’m a schizo or something
 
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i zone out alot/short term memory loss(prob from substance abuse tho)
sometimes i have moments of ego loss, where i dont feel like myself or my voice and body(but i think thats from being somewhat body dysmorphic)

everything, all my emotions and feelings feel like a dream, of being real
ive been in a disassociative state for as long as i can remember but its gotten way worse as of recent
 
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true
 
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im pretty clean off any drugs rn except alc
past mental health history is anxiety and childhood depression/suicide ideation plus some other shit that never got checked out but idk what else i could have gotten mayb i need to see a professional
You should probably see someone about it man, it might help
 
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