dne just vent

[crossed star]

i hate that going outside just to buy something at nearest store to buy seasoning makes me so nervous and gets me freezing up. i really hate and dont want people to see my face so desperately. i hate that am getting angry as a defense mechanism of mine by how desperate and scared i am of people seeing my face when they ask me to go outside while thinking of excuses to not go outside. i hate that my parents have to accomodate me by not asking me to buy something at the nearest store when they are not even that smart to understand am ashamed of my face. i should have been the one understanding them not them.

 

[jc0]

stop watching porn and stop rotting on here.

you can also build confidence by starting small (like just saying good morning to someone) and work your way up. worked for me

 

[looks_minimizing]

dnr but I agree with the other guy

 

[crossed star]

stop watching porn and stop rotting on here.

you can also build confidence by starting small (like just saying good morning to someone) and work your way up. worked for me

its too much for me rn so i just escape for now using porn, if i dont use porn, i just force myself to sleep cause i have no motivation to live. but the moment i can take my face enough to not escape to porn, i would prob not touch porn again for a while when i dont even enjoy it and use it for escaping, small talk is too much yet for me, the moment i can think and do smalltalk, i will not be like this anymore

 

[psltristan1]

 

[kisslessvirgin]

I never

EVER

go to the grocery store

 

[jc0]

its too much for me rn so i just escape for now using porn, if i dont use porn, i just force myself to sleep cause i have no motivation to live. but the moment i can take my face enough to not escape to porn, i would prob not touch porn again for a while when i dont even enjoy it and use it for escaping, small talk is too much yet for me, the moment i can think and do smalltalk, i will not be like this anymore

no one can/will help you if you dont help yourself and have a better mindset. idk if ur trolling or not bro