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[hello kitty]

may 17th is my birthday.
every year i hope its my last.
i didnt plan to live that long.
i always thought i was gonna die by 13 and then by 17 and then by now.
im still here.
im sad.
no one told happy birthday.
today i had the yearly reminder that not a single soul on earth gives a solitary fuck about my existance.
i could probably die tomorrow and no one will notice until the smell of my rotten body will be so strong that it cant be ignored.
it does not get better.
i dont know what to do with my life atp honestly.
everything about my life make me sad.
i havent had a positive sign by the universe in a long time.
everytime i had the opportunity to do something with my life i fucked it up.
i hope at least one of yall can relate to me or lived my situation and can help me...

 

[Tttopgtoni]

may 17th is my birthday.
every year i hope its my last.
i didnt plan to live that long.
i always thought i was gonna die by 13 and then by 17 and then by now.
im still here.
im sad.
no one told happy birthday.
today i had the yearly reminder that not a single soul on earth gives a solitary fuck about my existance.
i could probably die tomorrow and no one will notice until the smell of my rotten body will be so strong that it cant be ignored.
it does not get better.
i dont know what to do with my life atp honestly.
everything about my life make me sad.
i havent had a positive sign by the universe in a long time.
everytime i had the opportunity to do something with my life i fucked it up.
i hope at least one of yall can relate to me or lived my situation and can help me...

Foid please