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[Hurly saint]

I want to blame everything I want to blame her. I don’t understand what I did wrong with her. I legit have her everything and sure at the time I didn’t look like I do now. Why couldnt she wait. Every night I want to rope because I wish I wasn’t ugly when I was with her. I wish I had never trusted her. I wish I never lost everyone I wished I was loved. I wish I got the cards she got. I wish I was still a bodybuilder. I JUST FUCKING WISH THAT BITCH NEVER EXISTED. I don’t understand why I had to go through hell. I don’t understand why I survived my over dose I just wish I could be loved instead of this hollow empty void I live in. I hate myself I hate her I hate how Stupid I was trusting her I hate how I looked. And even after I ascended I feel nothing the attention from the girls all of it I hate all of it. It’s so pointless and I wish I could go back in time. Sure I would’ve been ugly but atleast I would’ve been happy.

@cigcel @Aliimprove @OverSince08 @epic09

 

[ØUROBOROS]

Chill out bro I don't know who is her but your 15 she couldn't be that important. Is this a rep farm or what?

 

[jzo]

DR(did read). You will find someone else to make your feel happy and loved. That girl was clearly a bitch, just try to forget about her and start doing the things you like. Give it time

 

[Hurly saint]

Chill out bro I don't know who is her but your 15 she couldn't be that important. Is this a rep farm or what?

Nah bro she was there when I lost everything but she was also the one who took everything from me org is my cope instead of kms

 

[Hurly saint]

DR(did read). You will find someone else to make your feel happy and loved. That girl was clearly a bitch, just try to forget about her and start doing the things you like. Give it time

Ya bro org the only shit thats keeping me alive tbh my life been so shit and ive been going through this hell almost alone until org

 

[ØUROBOROS]

Nah bro she was there when I lost everything but she was also the one who took everything from me org is my cope instead of kms

Don't worry bro you will find someone better she doesn't even deserve you anyway.

 

[Hurly saint]

Don't worry bro you will find someone better she doesn't even deserve you anyway.

She was like everything to me bro she had same bday was legit just like me thats why I found her so appealing

 

[jzo]

Ya bro org the only shit thats keeping me alive tbh my life been so shit and ive been going through this hell almost alone until org

Feel free to dm if you want. As I said, just give it time and everything will straighten out. Especially since your young, you have time

 

[ØUROBOROS]

She was like everything to me bro she had same bday was legit just like me thats why I found her so appealing

So what happened? How did things end between you?

 

[Hurly saint]

So what happened? How did things end between you?

Messy. My bsf over dosed on drugs because her other bsf betrayed me bc her. My life was destroyed bc her I lost everything my rls with my family my own mom wouldnt even talk to me after my sister moved out

 

[ØUROBOROS]

Messy. My bsf over dosed on drugs because her other bsf betrayed me bc her. My life was destroyed bc her I lost everything my rls with my family my own mom wouldnt even talk to me after my sister moved out

I'm assuming she is the one that over dosed. That is horrible bro hopefully someday you recover from that even though it is going to be hard.

 

[Hurly saint]

I'm assuming she is the one that over dosed. That is horrible bro hopefully someday you recover from that even though it is going to be hard.

Nah my friend did bc of her

 

[ØUROBOROS]

Nah my friend did bc of her

Damn she made your friend overdose that is horrible. Nigga how are you saying that she was like you she seems like a horrible person. And why is your mother not talking to you because of that that really doesn't seem like your fault. Did she at least get some kind of a punishment?

 

[Hurly saint]

Damn she made your friend overdose that is horrible. Nigga how are you saying that she was like you she seems like a horrible person. And why is your mother not talking to you because of that that really doesn't seem like your fault. Did she at least get some kind of a punishment?

Nah saved her life tho

 

[serg]

Nigga doesn't tag anymore

 

[ØUROBOROS]

Nah saved her life tho

Fym saved her life tho who's life got saved and who saved it?

 

[Hurly saint]

Fym saved her life tho who's life got saved and who saved it?

I saved her life I put the work in to make sure she was happy me tho

 

[Hurly saint]

Nigga doesn't tag anymore

It was to sad bro

 

[Nakolas]

Nice USERnAME coLOR

 

[ØUROBOROS]

I saved her life I put the work in to make sure she was happy me tho

Saved your friends life or that girls life ts is getting confusing

 

[Hurly saint]

Saved your friends life or that girls life ts is getting confusing

The girls bro

 

[cigcel]

Damn bro that shit sounds crazy for someone your age

Firstly I am really sorry for you and one thing most people dont understand is how hard it is to forget your first love. You might never forget that but what you can do is heal and move on from that situation.

You might feel like you can never move on but what you have to accept is that you cant turn back time or change any outcome.

You were given this one life and it is up to you what you make out of it. Ik people tell you this all the time but you are very young the whole fkn world is open to you and there are so many things that you can do.

When I was in a difficult period in my life unironically kolby448 helped me a lot. Sadly he is not really online anymore but his views on life really inspired me. You can look him up.

Also an ascension at 15 is very nice man if you stay locked in during puberty you will defenetly mog

There will be many more people in your life that you will grow to like but in the end still end up loosing - thats just life and you have to accept its ways. Im not telling you to become emotionally distant all the time but just sensible and accepting. Of course mourning is part of the progress but you cant get stuck on it

 

[cigcel]

The gem cannot be polished without friction, nor man perfected without trials.

 

[cigcel]

Messy. My bsf over dosed on drugs because her other bsf betrayed me bc her. My life was destroyed bc her I lost everything my rls with my family my own mom wouldnt even talk to me after my sister moved out

I dont really get this part tho