iblamethatmtb
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after following a lookism mindset since 2023 I always thought I was too genetically set behind to ever feel loved but I was blessed with an opportunity by an mtb I tried my best at flirting and I was doing good and we eventually we locked in we’re slaying she would stay at my house for a week at a time and she was always over but something just changed one day over the past four months she had treated me like she had true love for me I had almost completely given up on lookism we were supposed to hang out and go bowling I was getting ready then I look at my phone and she writes a long ass paragraph talking about how my and her mental health was too bad too be together and promised a second chance once we were both stable mentally and she still treated me like the person she wanted even after the break up and then boom one night I’m drinking with 3 buddies and I get a message from another friend that she was talking to her ex again (her ex is this 5’8 black Ltn that’s moneymaxxed and the entire relationship she would talk about how bad he was how nasty he was and just how shitty of a person he is) and then I received a message a bit after that from her talking about how bad of a boyfriend I was and how she never loved me and all of these heinous things and my mindset after that was completely changed, people weren’t lying foids genuinely only care for dick, money, and status, after that I was put in one of the worst mental states ever even thinking about her caused me so much dread I could feel if physically I didn’t know what to do and while lost I crushed and dipped on some ltb and mtb, it’s been 3 months since the breakup it still makes me feel sick thinking about it (obviously it doesn’t sound bad but if I really wanted to include all of the bad shit she done to me this thread would be looooooong it would be a novel) but now a bodymaxxed lmtb is showing “Intrest” and apparently she’s a “virgin” but ofcourse I’m not gonna believe that and I’m struggling to find a answer to wether maybe try and form a real relationship because she seems like she wants one and says she has genuine interest but after the last relationship I don’t believe that love is real the word love isn’t actually someone’s feelings towards someone it’s an imaginary emotion produced by oxytocin and dopamine due to one’s physical appearance/ things they offer. So maybe some advice on what to do to either try and form a “genuine relationship” or maybe some advice on wether or not to become a title to someone.
