Do I even like women?

[chudcell999]

Now that I'm thinking about it I could describe physically to a t what gets me hard which is a pail brown or black hair white woman slim lil thick nothing huge but I like some jelly like 25-30% bf 5'2-5'7 with b cups. But I don't think I like female social talking patterns me trying to casually talk to a woman is like trying to jerk off with sandpaper and using hand sanitizer as lube as the whole fam watches. It's painful and awkward I can't talk to girls because girls don't like talking back like how do you even talk to a girl on some light friendly shit nothing else IDK I've never ever done it im starting to think I don't like women apart from there physical looks for example goth or alt hoes ofc there aesthetic is hot asf but like actually interacting with one in person is like choosing between suicide through gun or suicide through OD there is no winning a happy outcome because they're insufferable to interact with I find this to be the case for every woman I've ever interacted with so sure when I load up reddit and I search "white brunette pussy anal solo" I can cum in 3 minutes but actually speaking to any kind of female my age it's impossible I've concluded

 

[taylorhillshusband]

dnr

 

[Panchitosbroncs]

tldr

 

[Tesarossa]

tldr

hello panchitosbroncs, i would like to be friends

 

[chudcell999]

dnr

I can't speak to the hoes

 

[Minnie lacking]

i mean just find one to talk with they aren't that bad, theres will be annoying people or people who dont want to talk if you want to talk to one of friendly shit just talk to them like you would any other human dont change yourself in any weird way unless your personality is just jerking off and porn then change yourself

 

[Panchitosbroncs]

hello panchitosbroncs, i would like to be friends

Are we in school fam?
But I dont mind as long as you dont mind niggas mentioning you are friend of a "faggot"

 

[Tesarossa]

Are we in school fam?
But I dont mind as long as you dont mind niggas mentioning you are friend of a "faggot"

i do not care i have a hate train of metriders who think i am a faggot aswell, though i have a militia of greys who think im the greatest thing to grace the earth. Balance

 

[Panchitosbroncs]

i do not care i have a hate train of metriders who think i am a faggot aswell, though i have a militia of greys who think im the greatest thing to grace the earth. Balance

okayokay

 

[chudcell999]

i mean just find one to talk with they aren't that bad, theres will be annoying people or people who dont want to talk if you want to talk to one of friendly shit just talk to them like you would any other human dont change yourself in any weird way unless your personality is just jerking off and porn then change yourself

I only jerk off 2 times a week I feel myself losing interest in women not saying I'm gay just seems to hard for something that should be natural and every girl I've ever interacted with ever has gave indicators of disinterest besides a few that clearly liked me for my looks but they weren't my type they were a little degenerate. And not white. Latina second best thing but still not willing to entertain a degenerate.

 

[chudcell999]

i mean just find one to talk with they aren't that bad, theres will be annoying people or people who dont want to talk if you want to talk to one of friendly shit just talk to them like you would any other human dont change yourself in any weird way unless your personality is just jerking off and porn then change yourself

Also I don't get what you mean by talk to them like a normal human being i ask the normal what do you like to do type questions and it's clearly as if they want to not be looking or speaking to me at all

 

[Minnie lacking]

I only jerk off 2 times a week I feel myself losing interest in women not saying I'm gay just seems to hard for something that should be natural and every girl I've ever interacted with ever has gave indicators of disinterest besides a few that clearly liked me for my looks but they weren't my type they were a little degenerate. And not white. Latina second best thing but still not willing to entertain a degenerate.

do you think your losing interest in all social interaction or just women

 

[chudcell999]

do you think your losing interest in all social interaction or just women

I've wanted brotherhood but in my small City motorcycle stunt riding is very niche so getting close ride or die bois was not going to happen for me. But I've have always wanted to know what it's like to have a female care if I exist or not turns out I'm defective or something always get told to be confident but I didn't think I wasn't? Maybe a little quiet and I'm not very great at small talk but I'm very dominant when I sense they don't want to lead rather that's a female or male social relationship. I'm always willing to talk or help if I can Usually leads to nothing more. made some school lunch time friends out of it but now high school's over I have no one literally no one I can tell it bothers my mom but idk anymore if nobody likes me cant make them yk what I mean some niggas are just failures at life. I may be one of them.

 

[Minnie lacking]

I've wanted brotherhood but in my small City motorcycle stunt riding is very niche so getting close ride or die bois was not going to happen for me. But I've have always wanted to know what it's like to have a female care if I exist or not turns out I'm defective or something always get told to be confident but I didn't think I wasn't? Maybe a little quiet and I'm not very great at small talk but I'm very dominant when I sense they don't want to lead rather that's a female or male social relationship. I'm always willing to talk or help if I can Usually leads to nothing more. made some school lunch time friends out of it but now high school's over I have no one literally no one I can tell it bothers my mom but idk anymore if nobody likes me cant make them yk what I mean some niggas are just failures at life. I may be one of them.

same bro me aswell, sad life