Do I Have BDD? Or autism

[Htobrother]

Sometimes I feel very gl
The other day I feel like subhuman
And then later I feel good again
And I only go out when I’m feeling my best and look my best
If I get a new haircut I’m disconnected to the world for 4 days till I get used to it and only stay in my bed till my hair grows back
Im only thinking about my looks 24/7 and how my hair looks and stuff
I will never go swimming if don’t have decent muscle mass and bodyfat even if you kill me
If a girl talks to me and wants contact I ignore her when I don’t feel my best
And she wonders why
First I have to fix my shit is my thought
I think if I would invite a girl to sleep in my house all night, I won’t sleep to ensure I look good 24/7
Because the other day I maybe will wake up subhuman
But deep down I know I’m not subhuman and somewhat gl
Have to record myself everyday like an autist to see how I look from angles

If I expose my forehead I feel subhuman that’s why im bangmaxxing because I go 3 points up instantly

Cortisols me

I remember in my mental clinic a cute girl came up to me everyday in my room and talked to me I ignored her and she got mad and Started crying We were alone in a room
I wanted to kiss her but I didn’t cuz high inhb
She liked me I knew that even if I was autistic she thought I’m cute
i had a mental breakdown because my beard was not growing right that time I don’t know why and my hair was shit tier
I almost passed out
and moved to an another psychiatric hospital near my mental clinic
That girl came to visit me 2x but I said no I don’t want to talk to anyone
Only god knows what would happen If I were below 6ft

 

[godirl]

Check your T levels

 

[Htobrother]

Check your T levels

Thx bro

Check your T levels

Last time it was 560ng/dl

 

[IWantToMax]

I think u described lots of people here, me comprised.

 

[Deleted member 2352]

thats litterally every male

 

[john2]

None, because both of them are a joke.

 

[Deleted member 5185]

I was exactly like that when I was like 19-20. I think its pretty normal. I grew out of that insecurity after a couple of years.

 

[Htobrother]

I was exactly like that when I was like 19-20. I think its pretty normal. I grew out of that insecurity after a couple of years.

Thx bro

 

[Golang]

She liked me I knew that even if I was autistic she thought I’m cute

HAHAHAHAHAH fuck off mentally ill Chad, srs I hope you get another mental breakdown. Imagine being good looking and autistic at the same time, I thought only @Amnesia could pull it off.

Jfl you wouldn't last as an ethnic for a picosecond.

 

[Htobrother]

HAHAHAHAHAH fuck off mentally ill Chad, srs I hope you get another mental breakdown. Imagine being good looking and autistic at the same time, I thought only @Amnesia could pull it off.

Bro mental breakdown is hell
Yes you are right I would have roped if I were curry or short 100%


What should I do bro help me
Jfl you wouldn't last as an ethnic for a picosecond.