bddcoper
it's never over
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Back home from uni.
Mom often ignores me when I try to talk to her despite not having a job and just being on some screen all day. Dad snaps at me if I say something off and constantly makes fun of me for wanting to be leaner and being on a "diet" (literally they get mad because I only want to eat nutritious food like chicken breast and I'm disciplined enough to not eat junk food 24/7 like them)
Mom gets mad at me for wanting to go to the gym and for making her "do more laundry" (she won't let me do it myself). Has literally told me to wear my sweaty gym clothes from previous days just so she doesn't have to do as much laundry
Growing up they would get mad at me for wanting to stay after school. Couldn't walk to school alone until I turned 16. Literally can't even go outside without it being a big deal even now. They wouldn't let me do laser for my acne scars despite them commenting on how many pits my face has daily and now they are fucking tethered so I need to do a subcision (fortunately at home microneedling fix 70% of them which is why i haven't roped yet). They didn't let me be an athlete in high school because they couldn't pick me up from practice and god forbid I take public transit with "homeless people who do drugs". And "what if I got injured?" Fucking hell
Became subhuman when puberty hit because of all this shit and how they kept buying junk food and not stopping me or not warning me. They don't even respect my diet and keep trying to feed me junk and complaining that my diet is affecting their lives (literally isnt). Fortunately I moved out and live on campus so I managed to reverse some of the damage before it became too late, but every time i come home for break it feels like hell.
Long post expecting many people to not read but this shit can't be normal right?
Mom often ignores me when I try to talk to her despite not having a job and just being on some screen all day. Dad snaps at me if I say something off and constantly makes fun of me for wanting to be leaner and being on a "diet" (literally they get mad because I only want to eat nutritious food like chicken breast and I'm disciplined enough to not eat junk food 24/7 like them)
Mom gets mad at me for wanting to go to the gym and for making her "do more laundry" (she won't let me do it myself). Has literally told me to wear my sweaty gym clothes from previous days just so she doesn't have to do as much laundry
Growing up they would get mad at me for wanting to stay after school. Couldn't walk to school alone until I turned 16. Literally can't even go outside without it being a big deal even now. They wouldn't let me do laser for my acne scars despite them commenting on how many pits my face has daily and now they are fucking tethered so I need to do a subcision (fortunately at home microneedling fix 70% of them which is why i haven't roped yet). They didn't let me be an athlete in high school because they couldn't pick me up from practice and god forbid I take public transit with "homeless people who do drugs". And "what if I got injured?" Fucking hell
Became subhuman when puberty hit because of all this shit and how they kept buying junk food and not stopping me or not warning me. They don't even respect my diet and keep trying to feed me junk and complaining that my diet is affecting their lives (literally isnt). Fortunately I moved out and live on campus so I managed to reverse some of the damage before it became too late, but every time i come home for break it feels like hell.
Long post expecting many people to not read but this shit can't be normal right?
