weg
never reaching htn
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I will first provide background on why I'm living with my aunt in the first place. About 2 years ago is when my life just went to shit completely, when I was 13 my mom married some Caribbean piece of shit. Maybe sometime in March or April of 2024, my mom got into a physical altercation w/ my stepfather where I had to step in and protect my mother. Guy was like a foot taller than me (5'6) and weighed over 100 pounds more. So if I kept fighting over multiple days I probably would have died, not to mention he did have a gun and had killed somebody before. Anyways after that, I called my aunt for help since she;s a police officer. Since then, I've been living with her and abiding by her since I don't really have a choice. About a day ago, I was on the game with my homie playing House of Ashes, if any of you know what that is, and we we got to the part where Jason and Salim went deeper into the Sumerian Vampire cave at like 3500 depth. Before this, my aunt told me to get off the game because I woke her up as I "screamed," which had to be an exaggeration because she has never heard me scream or raise my voice as I never have to or need to get angry. I suppose she just heard me talk normally for a minute because something exciting happened in the game. So I ignored her and continued playing because we had like an hour left b4 the game was finished. Maybe 10 minutes after we got to the section at 3000 depth, she came into my room and started hitting me w/ a belt, which didn't hurt one bit and cursing at me. She then, knocked over my container of pencils and pens and ripped my laptop from it's charger. She then, threw my 1000 dollar laptop onto the porch and told me to go to bed. I went to my room and stared at my laptop through the window and I guess she got mad at that and she took the laptop back in and then threatened to burn It and run It over on some 2015 youtube shit. Then, she threw it in the garbage where the side going into the garbage was covered in some Tikka Masala sauce and the USB port, alongside the earphone port was filled with that substance. She told me to leave it alone in the trash, and of course I took it out because why in the world would I leave my thousand dollar 4060 RTX Nvidia laptop in the trash so it could fry it when I turned it on. As I took the laptop out the trash, she laughed behind me like mahito and sukuna, as I tried to clean some of the residue off of my laptop, she snatched it from me and started to tell me I had to go to my grandmother's as I disrespected her and some other stuff I wasn't listening to. As she's yapping off and telling me to pack my bags, I'm just glancing at my laptop covered in orange residue, and I guess that angered her and she then stormed off with my laptop and threw it over the balcony into the grass thank God. As I'm in total disbelief, she calls me selfish and materialistic,, which is just totally untrue as I selflessly defended my mother, continuously bring my laptop to school so my friends can play my games, invite all of my friends that have steam to my steam family so they can enjoy my 130 games, and I buy my friends the multiplayer games that we want to play together. I also just think it's insane to say that I'm materialistic when she just threw my laptop over her balcony, who wouldn't care?? Then she goes on to say I have a "gaming addiction," and that it's okay because we all have some sort of addiction, when that isn't even remotely true because I mostly play my games on the weekend and breaks off school as I have tests and quizzes each week on the weekdays and after school programs that limit my studying time after school, leaving no time to play the game on the weekday. After that, she tells me to clean my room of the mess that she made and when I do that I can check if my laptop is broke or not. I do that, and check on my laptop to find it in good condition and the only problems are a light screen discoloration on the side, bending of copper at the bottom, and unfortunately the bent nature of my laptop. I spent 40 minutes cleaning my laptop and making sure that it was okay. After I woke up, I stayed in bed for 20 minutes because I genuinely could not believe that the previous night was real. Through the shitty American walls, I could hear her laughing at what she did to her friend that I know just affirmed what she did, and she then goes on to name me a sociopath and psychopath. Which is just incredibly fitting because foids actually do just throw those words around like they don't have a meaning. Anyways, while i'm packing, I grab my laptop ,that she told me to leave out after I finished cleaning it that night, and she questions what I'm doing with it. I tell her that I'm going to see if my grandma could help me with the repairs, and she tells me that I can't get her to help me with something I did. When I went back to my room, I could only laugh as I almost knew she was going to say some retarded shit like that as if there isn't cameras that captures her throwing my fucking laptop. Fast-forward to today, as I get back here, she tells me there will "be no more gaming" in her house whatsoever, as she wants me to think about my disrespect and "disobedience." I really do hate that word, "disobedience," really a retarded word. Then she tells me that at any moment I could tell her if I want to stay with my grandma or back with my mom, who is impoverished right now. It's almost like she's waiting for me to forfeit and concede by giving up and becoming a slave to her. I don't know how she could ever think that i'd ever respect her after what she did, like seriously who does that shit. Funny thing is, I'm not even as disrespectful as her 19 yo daughter that also stays here. She literally slams the door in her face and locks it while they argue, roll her eyes, suck her teeth, and other disrespectful shit Her daughter who she caught smoking and was deeply saddened by. Her daughter, who had to come back after the first year of out-of-state college to go to community college. I'm not trying to sound stuck-up or pretentious but that contrasts greatly with myself as I'm 27 in my class of 451, 4.6 gpa (not that high), and 27 practice act score(also not that high), reasonably I'm not the smartest and I'm not that smart. But compared to her daughter, my cousin, I'm way better. She knows this herself as she often confides in me as how I'm easier to take care of, she doesn't have to worry about my grades, and how I "don't have an attitude." But I still get fucked over. She even goes on to talk about how I'm destined by God to save my shitty family because I was given knowledge and how I'm "different," just like she sees herself. My entire life right now is just extremely laughable and I wouldn't believe myself If I told my 13-year old self I'd be living under a female dictator with a savior complex. This is not a vent, but a genuine question, I'm thinking I should just stay as I have basically a year left here and it's closer to my school. But also my aunt is just a total piece of shit just like most of my family.
if u move back to your grandmas or moms and make a thread tag me in it
