alien
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My gf has been rated a 2/10 PSL by some guys before. About 1-1.5 hours after popping a 20mg Cialis and cuddling up with my Chink gf in bed, I started noticing her more sexually. I was grabbing her ass and kissing her more passionately. I started noticing her legs for the first time ever. I liked the colour contrast between us (she looks like a jungle gook but she's Chinese). When I mounted her, I started making repeated reference to race in bed. I remember actually liking her body. And liking seeing my white cock enter her. And I got turned on seeing her closed chinky little eyes, face and jet black hair mixed with my sweat. And liked seeing her open her brown eyes. And I noticed her lips. And her neck. And her cheeks.
But then after nearly 2 hours of sex, I got tired and dehydrated. Went for a water break. Then I lay next to my jungle gook-looking gf and I just don't have the desire for her anymore. And couldn't get a solid erection after that for the remaining 1 1/4-1 1/2 hours.
I've always felt desire for my PSL ex Yogapants.
@jefferson may be on to something about the low T. I think my libido is shit. I may want sex. But just not with the quality of women I attract. I guess I didn't get hard for the latina hooker even though she was hot because I had fantasies going into the session of her being very eager and seductive for me, worshipping me as the White God that I am.
The first time with me and my Chinese gf, when she was so shy around me in public and then I kissed her in my car, I got my dick hard (on Cialis). And then the same when I took her back to mine. Because I felt like a White God I guess. I don't know.
I think to myself, "yes I want to have sex." But I think I need to really be in the mood mentally.
Maybe it will help if I buy her lingerie or something. I need to see her as a sexual being. There were moments (when I got aroused) where I saw her as a sexual being. This is partly why I don't want to break up with her. Because if I'm enjoying myself, who cares what other people think of my gf. I got turned on when my Indian ex wore some sort of Indian dress (I don't think it was a saree) with no panties. One time Yogapants just put on her white shirt and the colour contrast of her white shirt and brown skin got my dick hard. And I fucked her while she was wearing her shirt.
But then after nearly 2 hours of sex, I got tired and dehydrated. Went for a water break. Then I lay next to my jungle gook-looking gf and I just don't have the desire for her anymore. And couldn't get a solid erection after that for the remaining 1 1/4-1 1/2 hours.
I've always felt desire for my PSL ex Yogapants.
@jefferson may be on to something about the low T. I think my libido is shit. I may want sex. But just not with the quality of women I attract. I guess I didn't get hard for the latina hooker even though she was hot because I had fantasies going into the session of her being very eager and seductive for me, worshipping me as the White God that I am.
The first time with me and my Chinese gf, when she was so shy around me in public and then I kissed her in my car, I got my dick hard (on Cialis). And then the same when I took her back to mine. Because I felt like a White God I guess. I don't know.
I think to myself, "yes I want to have sex." But I think I need to really be in the mood mentally.
Maybe it will help if I buy her lingerie or something. I need to see her as a sexual being. There were moments (when I got aroused) where I saw her as a sexual being. This is partly why I don't want to break up with her. Because if I'm enjoying myself, who cares what other people think of my gf. I got turned on when my Indian ex wore some sort of Indian dress (I don't think it was a saree) with no panties. One time Yogapants just put on her white shirt and the colour contrast of her white shirt and brown skin got my dick hard. And I fucked her while she was wearing her shirt.
