do you guys feel suicidal everyday

[cocosiewa0]

I wake up everyday and do all this bullshit. Wash my face, eat healthy, get sunlight, 8 hours of sleep. The only problem is the stress of being so boneless and malnourished to the point of no return. I can never stop hitting shit and crying and being so angry at my family because they do nothing good for me + the stress of being an LTN and no one caring about you. Everyone will tell you "you don't look THAT bad so why don't you just live your life. I can't. Nobody will ever care about you except for close relatives unless you are attractive or average looking and tall, that's just truth. The only person that truly loves me is my mother but even she won't accept that I'm suicidal and don't believe in god. Some days i will feel good about how I look and then the next I'm contemplating roping. I am going to be a freshman next year and I might kill myself before then because I already know what is coming for me + I don't want to have to stress about school. All i do all day is think about those train tracks next to my house and how I could end it whenever I want because I know when the train comes. But I never do it because of the pain it would bring me. I need to tell myself the pain of dying is far worse then what i will endure when I step foot inside high school.

i don't really care if anyone reads this, just need to clear my mind

I really just have one question, how do you guys NOT feel suicidal if you are ltn or below. What gets you through life?

 

[pentamogged9000]

yes but i no longer care about committing it
its a useless act

 

[crazyguy]

I wake up everyday and do all this bullshit. Wash my face, eat healthy, get sunlight, 8 hours of sleep. The only problem is the stress of being so boneless and malnourished to the point of no return. I can never stop hitting shit and crying and being so angry at my family because they do nothing good for me + the stress of being an LTN and no one caring about you. Everyone will tell you "you don't look THAT bad so why don't you just live your life. I can't. Nobody will ever care about you except for close relatives unless you are attractive or average looking and tall, that's just truth. The only person that truly loves me is my mother but even she won't accept that I'm suicidal and don't believe in god. Some days i will feel good about how I look and then the next I'm contemplating roping. I am going to be a freshman next year and I might kill myself before then because I already know what is coming for me + I don't want to have to stress about school. All i do all day is think about those train tracks next to my house and how I could end it whenever I want because I know when the train comes. But I never do it because of the pain it would bring me. I need to tell myself the pain of dying is far worse then what i will endure when I step foot inside high school.

i don't really care if anyone reads this, just need to clear my mind

I really just have one question, how do you guys NOT feel suicidal if you are ltn or below. What gets you through life?

how old are you?

 

[cocosiewa0]

yes but i no longer care about committing it
its a useless act

why is that

 

[InanimatePragmatist]

no

 

[neverenoughforme]

yea i feel exactly like that

 

[SuicideBomber]

No, but iam also Not a Ltn. So i dont know how IT feels. But you should believe in God, itll Help you.

 

[mirinturbolowinhib]

I dont care about it that much tbh

 

[kyss_nn3]

had the same shit happen to me and basically became a gymcel as my way to cope i think i was definitely a sub 3 ltn, was no where near attractive didn’t really care for the physique or gym shit only did it to occupy my mind shit i mean my life after 5th grade / covid was hell no friends or gf till 8th grade and even then didn’t talk to them much bc i felt like i was unlovable as such a loser, over summer starved myself and was no longer a fat fuck made me ascend like crazy and made freshman year easy even though i had lost all my friends and couldn’t see my gf then, i’ve now gone through half my Highschool years going to junior now and i lost my gf and shit put me down sum but not more than back then i used to dream of roping everyday of middle school, but you just have to push through it i won’t lie to you and tell you it’s all sunshine and rainbows but it definitely gets better after a while def look into the gym or calisthenics sum shit like that or anything to occupy you it’s really the cycle that just fucks you try to break it add new shit everyday do sum new so on and so on plus ascending is a blessing actually changes so much only reason i’m living good now really but just don’t rope trust me bro get new hobby’s, buzz, and ascend i believe in you

 

[kyss_nn3]

had the same shit happen to me and basically became a gymcel as my way to cope i think i was definitely a sub 3 ltn, was no where near attractive didn’t really care for the physique or gym shit only did it to occupy my mind shit i mean my life after 5th grade / covid was hell no friends or gf till 8th grade and even then didn’t talk to them much bc i felt like i was unlovable as such a loser, over summer starved myself and was no longer a fat fuck made me ascend like crazy and made freshman year easy even though i had lost all my friends and couldn’t see my gf then, i’ve now gone through half my Highschool years going to junior now and i lost my gf and shit put me down sum but not more than back then i used to dream of roping everyday of middle school, but you just have to push through it i won’t lie to you and tell you it’s all sunshine and rainbows but it definitely gets better after a while def look into the gym or calisthenics sum shit like that or anything to occupy you it’s really the cycle that just fucks you try to break it add new shit everyday do sum new so on and so on plus ascending is a blessing actually changes so much only reason i’m living good now really but just don’t rope trust me bro get new hobby’s, buzz, and ascend i believe in you

well more i think abt it now the girlfriend thing definitely did hurt more its like a constant reminder of my failure so that def brought me down but having it for the while i had it was definitely the best i mean this girl was beautiful and i still love her to this day, god getting over that def takes longer and hurts more but well it’s over i messed up bad and she’s already talking to sum other dude so shit i don’t know i mean she deserved better anyway honestly don’t think ill bother going for sum foid i want her back.

 

[superpsycho]

used to

 

[DRACOX]

I wake up everyday and do all this bullshit. Wash my face, eat healthy, get sunlight, 8 hours of sleep. The only problem is the stress of being so boneless and malnourished to the point of no return. I can never stop hitting shit and crying and being so angry at my family because they do nothing good for me + the stress of being an LTN and no one caring about you. Everyone will tell you "you don't look THAT bad so why don't you just live your life. I can't. Nobody will ever care about you except for close relatives unless you are attractive or average looking and tall, that's just truth. The only person that truly loves me is my mother but even she won't accept that I'm suicidal and don't believe in god. Some days i will feel good about how I look and then the next I'm contemplating roping. I am going to be a freshman next year and I might kill myself before then because I already know what is coming for me + I don't want to have to stress about school. All i do all day is think about those train tracks next to my house and how I could end it whenever I want because I know when the train comes. But I never do it because of the pain it would bring me. I need to tell myself the pain of dying is far worse then what i will endure when I step foot inside high school.

i don't really care if anyone reads this, just need to clear my mind

I really just have one question, how do you guys NOT feel suicidal if you are ltn or below. What gets you through life?

Dalits feel suicidal every second. They still cannot commit suicide.

 

[buddhistking]

yes but i no longer care about committing it
its a useless act

Exactly this

 

[Mainlander]

Never

 

[lowtiersubhuman]

I wake up everyday and do all this bullshit. Wash my face, eat healthy, get sunlight, 8 hours of sleep. The only problem is the stress of being so boneless and malnourished to the point of no return. I can never stop hitting shit and crying and being so angry at my family because they do nothing good for me + the stress of being an LTN and no one caring about you. Everyone will tell you "you don't look THAT bad so why don't you just live your life. I can't. Nobody will ever care about you except for close relatives unless you are attractive or average looking and tall, that's just truth. The only person that truly loves me is my mother but even she won't accept that I'm suicidal and don't believe in god. Some days i will feel good about how I look and then the next I'm contemplating roping. I am going to be a freshman next year and I might kill myself before then because I already know what is coming for me + I don't want to have to stress about school. All i do all day is think about those train tracks next to my house and how I could end it whenever I want because I know when the train comes. But I never do it because of the pain it would bring me. I need to tell myself the pain of dying is far worse then what i will endure when I step foot inside high school.

i don't really care if anyone reads this, just need to clear my mind

I really just have one question, how do you guys NOT feel suicidal if you are ltn or below. What gets you through life?

Not one single day since I was 10 year old killing myself hasn't crossed my mind im.dping casino method i cant wait

 

[Squidwardmaxx]

Look.... you want sex, that's good. What is your bodyfat percentage? How muscular? How tall are you? How old are you? Can you hold a normal conversation with an attractive woman?Thanks, I like the idea of using the negative (things I hate the most about myself) and turning that into a positive by taking action fixing it. I'll get on that. And yeah, I am using my virginity as a crutch and excuse.

 

[Clqs]

 

[Spamorzz]

I wake up everyday and do all this bullshit. Wash my face, eat healthy, get sunlight, 8 hours of sleep. The only problem is the stress of being so boneless and malnourished to the point of no return. I can never stop hitting shit and crying and being so angry at my family because they do nothing good for me + the stress of being an LTN and no one caring about you. Everyone will tell you "you don't look THAT bad so why don't you just live your life. I can't. Nobody will ever care about you except for close relatives unless you are attractive or average looking and tall, that's just truth. The only person that truly loves me is my mother but even she won't accept that I'm suicidal and don't believe in god. Some days i will feel good about how I look and then the next I'm contemplating roping. I am going to be a freshman next year and I might kill myself before then because I already know what is coming for me + I don't want to have to stress about school. All i do all day is think about those train tracks next to my house and how I could end it whenever I want because I know when the train comes. But I never do it because of the pain it would bring me. I need to tell myself the pain of dying is far worse then what i will endure when I step foot inside high school.

i don't really care if anyone reads this, just need to clear my mind

I really just have one question, how do you guys NOT feel suicidal if you are ltn or below. What gets you through life?

It gets better

 

[FoolYoungHi]

Even when you are good looking ppl deep from the inside still dont care about you. They just want benefits of being around you. Get with the program bro. Live life. Fuck them haters.

 

[lblamegenetics]

Genuenly .org made me go from depressed ot happy. When im bored or have a sweettooth i go on here and it distracts me from all my thoughts. And tbf ever since ive been rotting here longer i feel better. (Im only rotting here in the morning or before sleep)

 

[Alexanderrr]

I wake up everyday and do all this bullshit. Wash my face, eat healthy, get sunlight, 8 hours of sleep. The only problem is the stress of being so boneless and malnourished to the point of no return. I can never stop hitting shit and crying and being so angry at my family because they do nothing good for me + the stress of being an LTN and no one caring about you. Everyone will tell you "you don't look THAT bad so why don't you just live your life. I can't. Nobody will ever care about you except for close relatives unless you are attractive or average looking and tall, that's just truth. The only person that truly loves me is my mother but even she won't accept that I'm suicidal and don't believe in god. Some days i will feel good about how I look and then the next I'm contemplating roping. I am going to be a freshman next year and I might kill myself before then because I already know what is coming for me + I don't want to have to stress about school. All i do all day is think about those train tracks next to my house and how I could end it whenever I want because I know when the train comes. But I never do it because of the pain it would bring me. I need to tell myself the pain of dying is far worse then what i will endure when I step foot inside high school.

i don't really care if anyone reads this, just need to clear my mind

I really just have one question, how do you guys NOT feel suicidal if you are ltn or below. What gets you through life?

sometimes but suicide is never an answer

 

[keife]

I wake up everyday and do all this bullshit. Wash my face, eat healthy, get sunlight, 8 hours of sleep. The only problem is the stress of being so boneless and malnourished to the point of no return. I can never stop hitting shit and crying and being so angry at my family because they do nothing good for me + the stress of being an LTN and no one caring about you. Everyone will tell you "you don't look THAT bad so why don't you just live your life. I can't. Nobody will ever care about you except for close relatives unless you are attractive or average looking and tall, that's just truth. The only person that truly loves me is my mother but even she won't accept that I'm suicidal and don't believe in god. Some days i will feel good about how I look and then the next I'm contemplating roping. I am going to be a freshman next year and I might kill myself before then because I already know what is coming for me + I don't want to have to stress about school. All i do all day is think about those train tracks next to my house and how I could end it whenever I want because I know when the train comes. But I never do it because of the pain it would bring me. I need to tell myself the pain of dying is far worse then what i will endure when I step foot inside high school.

i don't really care if anyone reads this, just need to clear my mind

I really just have one question, how do you guys NOT feel suicidal if you are ltn or below. What gets you through life?

Embrace it

 

[dietcel]

No, because my chances of being born were 1 in 400,000,000,000,000,000. I'm living my best life

 

[Jeremy Meeks]

well more i think abt it now the girlfriend thing definitely did hurt more its like a constant reminder of my failure so that def brought me down but having it for the while i had it was definitely the best i mean this girl was beautiful and i still love her to this day, god getting over that def takes longer and hurts more but well it’s over i messed up bad and she’s already talking to sum other dude so shit i don’t know i mean she deserved better anyway honestly don’t think ill bother going for sum foid i want her back.

You mog me for at least having one

 

[VohnnyBoy]

only when im sober

 

[djm]

I wake up everyday and do all this bullshit. Wash my face, eat healthy, get sunlight, 8 hours of sleep. The only problem is the stress of being so boneless and malnourished to the point of no return. I can never stop hitting shit and crying and being so angry at my family because they do nothing good for me + the stress of being an LTN and no one caring about you. Everyone will tell you "you don't look THAT bad so why don't you just live your life. I can't. Nobody will ever care about you except for close relatives unless you are attractive or average looking and tall, that's just truth. The only person that truly loves me is my mother but even she won't accept that I'm suicidal and don't believe in god. Some days i will feel good about how I look and then the next I'm contemplating roping. I am going to be a freshman next year and I might kill myself before then because I already know what is coming for me + I don't want to have to stress about school. All i do all day is think about those train tracks next to my house and how I could end it whenever I want because I know when the train comes. But I never do it because of the pain it would bring me. I need to tell myself the pain of dying is far worse then what i will endure when I step foot inside high school.

i don't really care if anyone reads this, just need to clear my mind

I really just have one question, how do you guys NOT feel suicidal if you are ltn or below. What gets you through life?

i lowkey don’t want to rope but i feel like im okay with just not waking up tmrw. like im too much of a pussy or something to actually kms but a casual death is fine

 

[KingVamp]

I wake up everyday and do all this bullshit. Wash my face, eat healthy, get sunlight, 8 hours of sleep. The only problem is the stress of being so boneless and malnourished to the point of no return. I can never stop hitting shit and crying and being so angry at my family because they do nothing good for me + the stress of being an LTN and no one caring about you. Everyone will tell you "you don't look THAT bad so why don't you just live your life. I can't. Nobody will ever care about you except for close relatives unless you are attractive or average looking and tall, that's just truth. The only person that truly loves me is my mother but even she won't accept that I'm suicidal and don't believe in god. Some days i will feel good about how I look and then the next I'm contemplating roping. I am going to be a freshman next year and I might kill myself before then because I already know what is coming for me + I don't want to have to stress about school. All i do all day is think about those train tracks next to my house and how I could end it whenever I want because I know when the train comes. But I never do it because of the pain it would bring me. I need to tell myself the pain of dying is far worse then what i will endure when I step foot inside high school.

i don't really care if anyone reads this, just need to clear my mind

I really just have one question, how do you guys NOT feel suicidal if you are ltn or below. What gets you through life?

I dont see myself living in the next 6 months

 

[valency 2.0]

had the same shit happen to me and basically became a gymcel as my way to cope i think i was definitely a sub 3 ltn, was no where near attractive didn’t really care for the physique or gym shit only did it to occupy my mind shit i mean my life after 5th grade / covid was hell no friends or gf till 8th grade and even then didn’t talk to them much bc i felt like i was unlovable as such a loser, over summer starved myself and was no longer a fat fuck made me ascend like crazy and made freshman year easy even though i had lost all my friends and couldn’t see my gf then, i’ve now gone through half my Highschool years going to junior now and i lost my gf and shit put me down sum but not more than back then i used to dream of roping everyday of middle school, but you just have to push through it i won’t lie to you and tell you it’s all sunshine and rainbows but it definitely gets better after a while def look into the gym or calisthenics sum shit like that or anything to occupy you it’s really the cycle that just fucks you try to break it add new shit everyday do sum new so on and so on plus ascending is a blessing actually changes so much only reason i’m living good now really but just don’t rope trust me bro get new hobby’s, buzz, and ascend i believe in you

Jfl if your coming on here to rant about this shit I hate to break it to you but it might be over

 

[kyss_nn3]

Jfl if your coming on here to rant about this shit I hate to break it to you but it might be over

not quite rather came here to tell him to continue and that it’s not over i see no point in one committing suicide for it provides hardly ever any good outcomes and it is common to feel upset at ages like his due to hormonal changes caused by puberty. apologies if i come off as aggressive i do not mean to insult you rather tell you why i had posted that.

 

[Michelangelo]

I wake up everyday and do all this bullshit. Wash my face, eat healthy, get sunlight, 8 hours of sleep. The only problem is the stress of being so boneless and malnourished to the point of no return. I can never stop hitting shit and crying and being so angry at my family because they do nothing good for me + the stress of being an LTN and no one caring about you. Everyone will tell you "you don't look THAT bad so why don't you just live your life. I can't. Nobody will ever care about you except for close relatives unless you are attractive or average looking and tall, that's just truth. The only person that truly loves me is my mother but even she won't accept that I'm suicidal and don't believe in god. Some days i will feel good about how I look and then the next I'm contemplating roping. I am going to be a freshman next year and I might kill myself before then because I already know what is coming for me + I don't want to have to stress about school. All i do all day is think about those train tracks next to my house and how I could end it whenever I want because I know when the train comes. But I never do it because of the pain it would bring me. I need to tell myself the pain of dying is far worse then what i will endure when I step foot inside high school.

i don't really care if anyone reads this, just need to clear my mind

I really just have one question, how do you guys NOT feel suicidal if you are ltn or below. What gets you through life?

This but most of my thinking process is more towards the fact that i was born in a shit environment and thats mostly why i am ugly, but i stress more over the fact of being unhealthy than just being ugly.
My height, bonemass, brain development, etc everything was shaped by the fact that i was born with a foot stuck in a hole from the start. Turning out like this was almost inevitable as ive suffered from depression or whatever since i was really young and im sure its the same thing for most people here

 

[Michelangelo]

This but most of my thinking process is more towards the fact that i was born in a shit environment and thats mostly why i am ugly, but i stress more over the fact of being unhealthy than just being ugly.
My height, bonemass, brain development, etc everything was shaped by the fact that i was born with a foot stuck in a hole from the start. Turning out like this was almost inevitable as ive suffered from depression or whatever since i was really young and im sure its the same thing for most people here

This is why I hate my mother; because even if we were to be born and live in poverty (not the case) i would be fine, but she still didnt do anything to really help me, she has an extremely low level of consciousness and its crazy how out of touch she is. Sometime i wonder what my life would have been in a functional household

 

[iCarly]

yes, but im too lazy to rope

 

[Hail_56]

I feel suicidal every second of my life but it's not because of looks

 

[rawr]

Not really im terrified of the idea of killing myself

 

[Yeagerist]

dnr but yes most days

 

[BillTheButterButt]

I wake up everyday and do all this bullshit. Wash my face, eat healthy, get sunlight, 8 hours of sleep. The only problem is the stress of being so boneless and malnourished to the point of no return. I can never stop hitting shit and crying and being so angry at my family because they do nothing good for me + the stress of being an LTN and no one caring about you. Everyone will tell you "you don't look THAT bad so why don't you just live your life. I can't. Nobody will ever care about you except for close relatives unless you are attractive or average looking and tall, that's just truth. The only person that truly loves me is my mother but even she won't accept that I'm suicidal and don't believe in god. Some days i will feel good about how I look and then the next I'm contemplating roping. I am going to be a freshman next year and I might kill myself before then because I already know what is coming for me + I don't want to have to stress about school. All i do all day is think about those train tracks next to my house and how I could end it whenever I want because I know when the train comes. But I never do it because of the pain it would bring me. I need to tell myself the pain of dying is far worse then what i will endure when I step foot inside high school.

i don't really care if anyone reads this, just need to clear my mind

I really just have one question, how do you guys NOT feel suicidal if you are ltn or below. What gets you through life?

get yo dick wet.

 

[e.skimo]

I wake up everyday and do all this bullshit. Wash my face, eat healthy, get sunlight, 8 hours of sleep. The only problem is the stress of being so boneless and malnourished to the point of no return. I can never stop hitting shit and crying and being so angry at my family because they do nothing good for me + the stress of being an LTN and no one caring about you. Everyone will tell you "you don't look THAT bad so why don't you just live your life. I can't. Nobody will ever care about you except for close relatives unless you are attractive or average looking and tall, that's just truth. The only person that truly loves me is my mother but even she won't accept that I'm suicidal and don't believe in god. Some days i will feel good about how I look and then the next I'm contemplating roping. I am going to be a freshman next year and I might kill myself before then because I already know what is coming for me + I don't want to have to stress about school. All i do all day is think about those train tracks next to my house and how I could end it whenever I want because I know when the train comes. But I never do it because of the pain it would bring me. I need to tell myself the pain of dying is far worse then what i will endure when I step foot inside high school.

i don't really care if anyone reads this, just need to clear my mind

I really just have one question, how do you guys NOT feel suicidal if you are ltn or below. What gets you through life?

I just can't be bothered to live everything feels so cumbersome

 

[CorinthianLOX]

Yes

 

[CorinthianLOX]

I get suicidal thoughs because i’m 5’7 and an abused dog