eliott
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I go to class and am friends with a guy that looks like a model. Im not even exaggerating, 6.3, blond, perfect face. I have never seen anyone so attractive. He is calm, doesnt really try to get girls, sleeps on lessons and doesn’t gaf. You cannot imagine how much pain i went through these 2 years. It the literal definition of brutal, i cannot be seen near him because of that. I became socially anxious and everytime i feel good I remember him. It is so painful spending 8 hours every weekday with a person that attractive. Im not gay btw. I know it is brutal and im not trying to hear some cope about personality.it is impossible to accept this reality. Im not going to become a gymcel or study really hard, because i know that it will never compensate. Do you have any advice or anything how to deal with this? I am incredibly envious, i even thought about switching schools because of him.