do you have things/qualitites that make you feel proud

[wollet2]

?

 

[wollet2]

basicly. are u lucky to be good at anything

 

[forevergymcelling]

Im Good at ps5

 

[wollet2]

Im Good at ps5

what are ur ps5 achievements

wait. does ps5 even have games to play

 

[wollet2]

Im Good at ps5

getting a game platinum makes you feel like a proud rotter

 

[wollet2]

only thing im good at is league of legends. im proud of this but i dont play anymore and was even better 3 years ago. i suck at so many other video games esp fps

im not that proud of my personality bcuz its too non specialised. i havent put my brain to any diffucult test although i prob wouldnt make it at my current situation. so i dont bother trying

idgaf about my looks but when they are gone ill rope

 

[Deleted member 9801]

Yes. Too many tbh

I published academic papers, books, music, art, Dux in high school + won talent show, valedictorian in uni Stem master degree, 6 figure salary straight out of uni, 6 psl…and more but this off the top of my head

 

[wollet2]

Yes. Too many tbh

I published academic papers, books, music, art, Dux in high school + won talent show, valedictorian in uni Stem master degree, 6 figure salary straight out of uni, 6 psl…and more but this off the top of my head

i feel no worth

i cant have fun

 

[Deleted member 9801]

i feel no worth

i cant have fun

Even if u don’t have a lot of concrete achievements on paper..you need to believe in yourself bro

Be your biggest fan, feel proud of yourself

 

[wollet2]

Even if u don’t have a lot of concrete achievements on paper..you need to believe in yourself bro

Be your biggest fan, feel proud of yourself

but i cant put in the work and i dont want them that much to put it

plus i feel like i wouldnt make it anyway, im literally brain disfunctional, not even pills will help me. id never try just to be avg or a bit abg average

and like i said i dont want them that much anw

 

[wollet2]

Even if u don’t have a lot of concrete achievements on paper..you need to believe in yourself bro

Be your biggest fan, feel proud of yourself

im definitely perfectionist in nature though

but im doing nothing

 

[Deleted member 9801]

but i cant put in the work and i dont want them that much to put it

plus i feel like i wouldnt make it anyway, im literally brain disfunctional, not even pills will help me. id never try just to be avg or a bit abg average

and like i said i dont want them that much anw

Then you gotta learn to feel content with what you have man

You need champion mentality and dedication to succeed. But if you don’t want that path, you can still learn to feel good about yourself with how you are rn

 

[wollet2]

Then you gotta learn to feel content with what you have man

You need champion mentality and dedication to succeed. But if you don’t want that path, you can still learn to feel good about yourself with how you are rn

well, i know. if i could feel good in the moment i would focus on that and not care that much about success or achievements which give less dopamine than that

but i cant even enjoy food, or sex, or going out or anything

so in the not too long ago past i tried to cope by being the best at sth like league. then i gave up because i couldnt

getting back to uni and passing classes with high grades would make me feel some satisfaction, still not enough to not make me not absolutely hate my life but it would be a way to kill my time

but whenever i take a look at my unis courses again and try to self study a bit i know ll never gonna make it. my brain will literally not focus and i start thinking of my other problems and wtf am i even doing rn

 

[Deleted member 9801]

well, i know. if i could feel good in the moment i would focus on that and not care that much about success or achievements which give less dopamine than that

but i cant even enjoy food, or sex, or going out or anything

so in the not too long ago past i tried to cope by being the best at sth like league. then i gave up because i couldnt

getting back to uni and passing classes with high grades would make me feel some satisfaction, still not enough to not make me not absolutely hate my life but it would be a way to kill my time

but whenever i take a look at my unis courses again and try to self study a bit i know ll never gonna make it. my brain will literally not focus and i start thinking of my other problems and wtf am i even doing rn

Maybe u have ADHD bro? Have u gotten tested?

 

[wollet2]

Maybe u have ADHD bro? Have u gotten tested?

maybe, but what always happened when i tried studying was my brain switched to thinking about my other problems which i probably value more (?) and id get dysphoric af. you literally cant concentrate like this

its not like my brain aimlessly wandered around although that can happen a lot of times

i feel like a person with my mental disturbance just cant focus on sth like studying like a healthy 18yo. it just destroys me in a way i cant describe. also being around young people, it makes me want to kill myself

so i look for other things like drawing, or playing video games, or growing my watched films list

 

[wollet2]

Maybe u have ADHD bro? Have u gotten tested?

sometimes i feel like my peers are so knowledgeable about so many stuff, they also know so much music, so many different artists, even the name of the albums and some songs

and i just dont know anything because i never bothered to learn and im not saying this in a "cba" way bcuz it genuinely hurts me. or i forget the stuff that i learn or that i cant care to continue learning about a topic. i literally rot my entire day and dont do anything

 

[Deleted member 9801]

sometimes i feel like my peers are so knowledgeable about so many stuff, they also know so much music, so many different artists, even the name of the albums and some songs

and i just dont know anything because i never bothered and im not saying this in a "cba" way bcuz it genuinely hurts me. or i forget the stuff that i learn or that i cant care to continue learning about a topic. i literally rot my entire day and dont do anything

They’re just pretending bruv, most people know fuck all about most things

You need to have more confidence in yourself

 

[wollet2]

They’re just pretending bruv, most people know fuck all about most things

You need to have more confidence in yourself

they are pretending to some degree prob but they def have more knowledge cuz im literally so empty and dont do anything since i left school

its 2 things. i dont look out for knowledge + i forget everything that i learn (combnation of me not finding it interesting + bad memory) (or i dont keep going on advancing my knowledge because i quit and after time i obv forget the few things that learned). i feel like ppl memorise stuff some of the time lol

 

[Deleted member 9801]

they are pretending to some degree prob but they def have more knowledge cuz im literally so empty and dont do anything since i left school

its 2 things. i dont look out for knowledge + i forget everything that i learn (combnation of me not finding it interesting + bad memory). i feel like ppl memorise stuff some of the time lol

People definitely just memorise a lot of shit and just regurgitate it like parrots ngl

Don’t feel bad bro, you’re normal. The rest of them are just phony, they act like big shit

Just start acting like that too. Fake it till u make it ygm

 

[Deleted member 18776]

big penis

 

[forevergymcelling]

Yes. Too many tbh

I published academic papers, books, music, art, Dux in high school + won talent show, valedictorian in uni Stem master degree, 6 figure salary straight out of uni, 6 psl…and more but this off the top of my head

Yeah but how many platinums do you have?

 

[Deleted member 9801]

Yeah but how many platinums do you have?

Only 3, back on ps3..Ac ezio trilogy

 

[smvmaxxertilllate]

Even if u don’t have a lot of concrete achievements on paper..you need to believe in yourself bro

Be your biggest fan, feel proud of yourself

Chadsplaining. Meeks would be proud