Do you remember your very first blackpill experience?

[Deleted member 4310]

I think my first blackpill that I can remember and that had an effect on me was in kindergarten. During recess outside we use play something called "pussjage" which meant that the girls would chase the guys and try to kiss them to "infect them with cooties" or whatever. I remember that all the girls only actually kissed the future Chads and only preteneded to chase after the subhuman kids, once they caught up with a subhuman the girls purposefully slowed down to avoid having to kiss them. The girls only did their best when they chased a future Chad.

@Yuyevon körde ni också detta?

 

[Tony]

 

[Deleted member 5393]

Yes but i got kisses because i was a blonde cutie as a kid

didnt have any goodlooking ”future chads” in my school, most guys looked normal From what i remember.

 

[Deleted member 616]

It's kinda retrospective.

Back in university I was messing around with some nerdy blonde girl. She was extremely shy and had social anxiety. Whenever I tried to get intimate she seemed reluctant, even when we ended up kissing she didn't show much passion. 1 month later she told me about her worries that she was only "something sexual" to her. I said she shouldn't think too much than she blocked me.

Now I can bang girls who look better than her after 2-3 dates. My demeanor didn't change much. The only difference is that back then I had an awful haircut, acne, pock marks, bloated face and fat body, and now I have healthy looking skin, tan, curly hair, leaner face and toned body.

Looking back I can feel how bluepilled and humiliated I was, and I deeply regret wasting my time with that bitch instead of looksmaxing.

Get looks or die.

 

[Deleted member 4310]

It's kinda retrospective.

Back in university I was messing around with some nerdy blonde girl. She was extremely shy and had social anxiety. Whenever I tried to get intimate she seemed reluctant, even when we ended up kissing she didn't show much passion. 1 month later she told me about her worries that she was only "something sexual" to her. I said she shouldn't think too much than she blocked me.

Now I can bang girls who look better than her after 2-3 dates. My demeanor didn't change much. The only difference is that back then I had an awful haircut, acne, pock marks, bloated face and fat body, and now I have healthy looking skin, tan, curly hair, leaner face and toned body.

Get looks or die.

pretty blackpilled but didn't you experience anything earlier in life? My childhood is full of blackpills, if I think really hard I can write a new essay here about some event at least once a week for years

 

[Deleted member 616]

pretty blackpilled but didn't you experience anything earlier in life? My childhood is full of blackpills, if I think really hard I can write a new essay here about some event at least once a week for years

Yes but the memory is kinda vague. Besides there were practically no true chads around me during the school years, and I was much more made fun of for my social retardedness than for my looks. So I always thought personality was the cause of my misery.

 

[Butthurt Dweller]

watched FaceAndLMS in like 2014 and I made a sluthate account

 

[Gargantuan]

Mine dates back from primary, was probably 11 at the time.
This (ugly) girl in my class was going to organize some sort of party to celebrate her recent birthday.
Not everyone sitting in class was invited though, most girls were but literally only 2/3 guys were invited if I recall correctly (I was not invited either).

Roughly a year later, after finishing primary school and entering secondary, a new girl in my class asked if I knew this guy whom I went to primary school with. I did know him and it just so happened to be the same guy who, unlike most guys, was actually invited to the ugly girls' party back in primary. So I told her that I know the guy and she literally replied with ''OMG he's so handsome''.

Looking back, this was the first major blackpill that I witnessed. The guy was invited to the party because, unlike most guys in my class at the time, he was chadlite/chad.

Hypergamous at the age of 11, can't make this shit up jfl

 

[Deleted member 4310]

Mine dates back from primary, was probably 11 at the time.
This (ugly) girl in my class was going to organize some sort of party to celebrate her recent birthday.
Not everyone sitting in class was invited though, most girls were but literally only 2/3 guys were invited if I recall correctly (I was not invited either).

Roughly a year later, after finishing primary school and entering secondary, a new girl in my class asked if I knew this guy whom I went to primary school with. I did know him and it just so happened to be the same guy who, unlike most guys, was actually invited to the ugly girls' party back in primary. So I told her that I know the guy and she literally replied with ''OMG he's so handsome''.

Looking back, this was the first major blackpill that I witnessed. The guy was invited to the party because, unlike most guys in my class at the time, he was chadlite/chad.

Hypergamous at the age of 11, can't make this shit up jfl

Brutal, I have a very similar experience. A girl in fourth grade threw a birthday party and she invited everybody except the three ugliest boys in class. I was one of them of course. This was not my first blackpill but it was a pivotal moment nonetheless, as of that moment I knew how much women despise ugly men and that my life would we very different from normal-looking people.

A funny part of this was that I told one of my friends about this recently to vent how much it sucked growing up as an ugly kid and he literally responded with "She must have thought it was something wrong with your personality "

 

[Arkantos]

Yes

 

[Deleted member 7079]

In fourth grade we were learning line dancing and this one girl didn't wanna dance with me because she said I was too short
Brutal heightpill at just 9 years old.

 

[Deleted member 4310]

In fourth grade we were learning line dancing and this one girl didn't wanna dance with me because she said I was too short
Brutal heightpill at just 9 years old.

I feel you bro, the teacher made us choose dance partners ourselves in middle school and no girl chose me, I had to dance alone.

Fuck, it ruined my entire evening remembering this

 

[Deleted member 110]

In fourth grade we were learning line dancing and this one girl didn't wanna dance with me because she said I was too short
Brutal heightpill at just 9 years old.

whats ur height?

 

[Warlow]

only one in my 8th grade class of 30 not to get invited to this one graduation party this girl held. It wasn't like she didn't know me either, we were friends and the only reason i found out there was a party was from another one of my friends. Very brutal ngl

 

[Entschuldigung]

Everytime someone talks about height

 

[Deleted member 7079]

I feel you bro, the teacher made us choose dance partners ourselves in middle school and no girl chose me, I had to dance alone.

Fuck, it ruined my entire evening remembering this

So sorry to hear that man.

whats ur height?

5'8". Nowadays I have SOME consolation because I still heightmog a few turbomanlets at my uni. But back when that happened, I was THE shortest kid in the whole class, and shorter than the girl at the time.

Everytime someone talks about height

Exactly bro. Height is criminally underrated on this forum. Even statusmaxxed chad actors like Tom Cruise, Zac Efron, and Taylor Lautner still get hated on for being a couple inches below average at worst.

 

[lifestyle21873]

I was always blackpilled.

since I was a kid I knew looks matter the most. no one had to tell me

 

[CommanderCope]

Seeing the 6'3" chadlite in my college course being orbited by 8 girls.

 

[obhmwtsg]

easy
im ethnic, 5'7 and live in north germany, blackpilled since being 12 tbh

 

[BigBoy]

There was one time where I walking down the hallway in middle school, I was around 11 or 12, and I was looking around at the classrooms and walls and such. Until I locked eyes with this gook foid. She was kinda cute and we looked into each others eyes for 30 seconds until she made an extremely disgusted face and looked away. It was as if she had seen a troll and died of fright.

 

[Deleted member 4310]

There was one time where I walking down the hallway in middle school, I was around 11 or 12, and I was looking around at the classrooms and walls and such. Until I locked eyes with this gook foid. She was kinda cute and we looked into each others eyes for 30 seconds until she made an extremely disgusted face and looked away. It was as if she had seen a troll and died of fright.

Mogs me

I once walked past a girl in the hallway in middle school and I glanced at her for like 1 second and she screamed "STOP LOOKING AT ME YOU FREAK!"

I hate my life